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November 2, 2014
Lonely, Stupid Girl
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlHe'll never love you the way you love himHe'll never get that gleam in his eyeAnd he'll never be excited to see you the way you want
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlYou're too dumb to noticeToo lonely to careBut he'll never understand what you feel
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlHe'll always tell you, you think too muchBecause his mind doesn't hold the capacity yours doesIt just isn't the same for him
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlWalk away and love someone newSomeone who will love you the wa...
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlYou're too dumb to noticeToo lonely to careBut he'll never understand what you feel
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlHe'll always tell you, you think too muchBecause his mind doesn't hold the capacity yours doesIt just isn't the same for him
Dear Lonely, Stupid GirlWalk away and love someone newSomeone who will love you the wa...
November 1, 2014
Finding Yourself:Theme From RED
"I somehow managed to play the protagonist and the antagonist in this story"-Peyton Hayley Giordano (RED)
Last week I wrote about starting over after you already made those messy mistakes, dropped your ego and learned to forgive yourself and others. This week I want to talk about another major theme from RED: finding yourself.
When you focus on starting over you have to also focus on finding yourself. After being dragged through the mud and experiencing disappointment after disappointment...
Last week I wrote about starting over after you already made those messy mistakes, dropped your ego and learned to forgive yourself and others. This week I want to talk about another major theme from RED: finding yourself.
When you focus on starting over you have to also focus on finding yourself. After being dragged through the mud and experiencing disappointment after disappointment...
October 31, 2014
New Light (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 31
At the end of a journeyJust to start a newThe things I've learnedCan be summed up in few
Patience, creativity, and perseverance Things I need to be a better meWho knew it would come from writing?Who knew a challenge would be the key?
The wheels started movingThey cranked and they turnedFor 31 days I let my mind burn
But in the best way possibleBecause I found a new lightSome great new ideasThat I'll work on at night
So until next yearI have to get back to workShare some new inspirationA...
Patience, creativity, and perseverance Things I need to be a better meWho knew it would come from writing?Who knew a challenge would be the key?
The wheels started movingThey cranked and they turnedFor 31 days I let my mind burn
But in the best way possibleBecause I found a new lightSome great new ideasThat I'll work on at night
So until next yearI have to get back to workShare some new inspirationA...
October 30, 2014
The Day Before (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 30
It was the day before and only if I'd knownThat it was the day before my disasterHow funny it is when everything seems normalThen all of a sudden your whole life changesWe're never really prepared for the day that alters usThat way, we can't hold our breathOr stand our groundBut it was the day beforeAnd God! It it took me down!
There was fire and brimstoneAnd coal and smokeI tried to hold my nose but it wasn't enoughThis day was written in my destiny To make me who I amAnd I wouldn't take...
There was fire and brimstoneAnd coal and smokeI tried to hold my nose but it wasn't enoughThis day was written in my destiny To make me who I amAnd I wouldn't take...
October 29, 2014
This Love (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 29
I'm definitely unsureYou're positively immatureAnd I don't see how this is going to mixPlus, there's not much we can fixYou're a red light and I'm passing goI'm a free flight and you're...I don't knowBut somehow this love is realWhen it probably should be sealedWe're dysfunctional Yet untouchableBut we wouldn't give it up for the worldI'll choose you as my guy...me your girlBut this can't be good for our healthBut what do I do when you're worth my wealth?Maybe that means I don't have muc...
Starving Hunger (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 28
I got drunk off failureHungover by lifeBut after coming face to face with porcelainMy stomach's clearAnd I'm hungry for moreLife has handed me dirty cardsBut I wiped them clean to start overMy gut is growling for triumphMy heart is beating for successIt's time for me to get out of this messI'm hungry for victoryI'm hungry for happinessI'm hungry for life
October 27, 2014
Beta Waves (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 27
Closing my eyes is my favorite thing to doIt's not that I'm lazy but I get to dream about youIf only I could still hold you nearThis pain in my heart would disappearYou're only present in my wildest dreamsWe're alive in a world where nothing is what it seems
I never knew that sleep could be so satisfyingThe peace, the freedom is almost like I'm dyingBut it happens in the best way that could existBecause I get to see the one that I missEvery night I get to smileI get the chance to talk to you f...
I never knew that sleep could be so satisfyingThe peace, the freedom is almost like I'm dyingBut it happens in the best way that could existBecause I get to see the one that I missEvery night I get to smileI get the chance to talk to you f...
October 26, 2014
70VE (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 26
I stare at the long dark hallwayHoping a light will show upI swallow hardClench my fistsAnd feel the sweat form on my faceOne step after another I slowly goFor a second I close my eyes tightly Hoping this is the right choiceI try to be mindful of my surroundings But there's nothing to seeI'm all aloneWith goosebumps on my skinI'm more than halfway thereBut I want to turn aroundWhat's waiting for me?I see a light just at the endI stop before I step into the brightnessWhat if it's not...
October 25, 2014
Magic (OctPoWriMo2014)-Day 25
Spells, chants, and crystal ballsNone of them worked, I tried them allBut you still haven't come back to me
I called on magicI held my faithBut it's all so tragicWhen hope has been erased
The angels said be patientThe voices said be kindBut how can I remainWhen you still aren't mine
So I went to the psychic But her answer, I didn't like itShe said to weigh my optionsThen mixed me up a strange concoction
She added indifference with a bit of cynicism She told me to take a sip...
I called on magicI held my faithBut it's all so tragicWhen hope has been erased
The angels said be patientThe voices said be kindBut how can I remainWhen you still aren't mine
So I went to the psychic But her answer, I didn't like itShe said to weigh my optionsThen mixed me up a strange concoction
She added indifference with a bit of cynicism She told me to take a sip...
October 24, 2014
Starting Over:Theme From RED
"That's your only way out...wrecking who you once were and rebuilding yourself from scratch."-Mason Taylor (RED)
Starting over is hard but sometimes it's the only option we have. The only thing harder than starting over is staying where we are because it eventually will tear us to shreds. Last week I spoke about forgiveness and how important it is to forgive others and yourself. Well, after you forgive you need to learn to move on because that doesn't happen on its own. Starting over is anothe...
Starting over is hard but sometimes it's the only option we have. The only thing harder than starting over is staying where we are because it eventually will tear us to shreds. Last week I spoke about forgiveness and how important it is to forgive others and yourself. Well, after you forgive you need to learn to move on because that doesn't happen on its own. Starting over is anothe...
