Coco J. Ginger's Blog, page 45
July 4, 2012
tuesday. july 3rd, 10:15am
Sitting outside Michael Dell’s house. I’m hoping his brilliant brain cells bounce across his pond and land in my skull. Straddled over a wooden picnic table-journal in hand, toes squished into the morning sand. This is my carefree, this is my freedom–this is MY HAPPY. Lazy sea turtle stares at me through one sleepy eye–his [...]
July 3, 2012
too much
“Some people care too much. I think it’s called love.” ― Winnie the Pooh
June 26, 2012
i’m a player
i’m a play play player. a game game gamer. a heart break break breaker, and this is ticking on too long. i’m waking waking waking, realizing it’s aching aching aching, and not very much fun. it’s not that i want to play, it’s just that i don’t know how to stay….for very long. so i [...]
June 21, 2012
“Simplicity….
is the ultimate sophistication.” “Stay Hungry. Stay foolish.” “I’ve been rejected, but I am still in love.” —Steve Jobs
June 19, 2012
go? no. i said stay, right?
i like your hand, i like the way it slips in mine accidentally–then to your lips, without you ever remembering. Your hand: bigger better-because you’re protective-of me. go? i didn’t tell you to go. no, i said stay. right? i said go? no. I meant stay, don’t go, don’t leave, just wait – i’m upset [...]
June 18, 2012
dagny
i get cold, so i walk outside, you won’t leave, you follow behind, the ghost of your death it lingers in me, i stay away—and still you find me. you live in blood, you talk through veins, sometimes at night, my fingers can’t be tamed, they think about you, they start to cave, they can’ [...]
June 16, 2012
easy
it’s easy you know, this living without you it’s breezy you know, this life stuff without you i drink my green tea and i eat my dark chocolate i watch Woody Allen movies til 2 in the morning I wake up alone and don’t think about you. you might think i’m sad, you may think [...]
June 7, 2012
the boy across the hall
two days ago, or maybe yesterday…. my across the hall neighbor who i sometimes used to like to kiss— insulted me by informing me that i had Peter Pan syndrome. Of all the awful names he has called me over the last 8 months, this was my favorite, because having Peter Pan syndrome seems like [...]
June 6, 2012
drunk on writing
“You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you.” “Why is it,” he said, one time, at the subway entrance, “I feel I’ve known you so many years?” “Because I like you,” she said, “and I don’t want anything from you.” “You must write every single day of your life… You must lurk [...]
June 5, 2012
power vs the people
the 48 laws of power. but i don’t want the power i want the people. and the power play you give me, I don’t want it, I hand it back, you can have it. I can’t play your game, I don’t want this change, I cannot relate, this is not the real me I am [...]
