Coco J. Ginger's Blog, page 44
July 15, 2012
a broken heart….?
….brilliant really, and beautiful. In fact she was most beautiful, most alive when she opened herself up, when she allowed vulnerabilites, breakabilites, didn’t force control and demand the power. When she allowed the option of pain, of rejection, when she let loose, when she stopped focusing on her pride, her reputaion, and just totally fell. [...]
July 14, 2012
how do I feel when I have a broken heart?
I was going to comment on The Boy in the Hat’sbrilliant piece “How Do You Feel When You Are Heartbroken” My reply became too long, so I wrote it here instead. I’d also like to mention that if Vincent were a spider, he’d be the female black widow that eats her lover after they mate. [...]
evil poppy
“Coco, you you you quirky bundle of mischievous atoms, you current resulting from the flapping of faeries’ wings, you lazy cradle cat, you tortoise-shaped cloud, you breath of dying martyr, you red dancing shoes in sprightly legs, you bubbling well of good spirits, you dizzy American, you shameless secret whispered by ruby lips, you fancy [...]
July 13, 2012
it’s that simple, it’s that much
I’m sitting next to you-and this is all i want. sitting next to you–rush enough, i don’t even have to kiss you–your presence means that much. I’ll be your Dominique Francon if you’ll be my Howard Roark–i’ll be your story book character, if you promise to let me keep you here forever. Making gluten-free, goat [...]
July 12, 2012
it’s not me
…and why’d you have to pretend it was me, she’s so much prettier then i could ever be. and she’s so precious i could never expect to mean that much to you. and it’s not fully about looks, but look at her she’s a beauty queen, i could never dare to be as perfect as [...]
How Do You Feel When You Are Heartbroken?
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July 11, 2012
the power of your heart (part I)
coffee in the morning. way too much organic Fresh & Easy coffee. (i’m too tired to fight against you anymore. i’m too tired to say you are wrong–too tired apologizing keeping me uping all nighting criming by wasting my precious timing– straggling against what i once called charming) cayenne, ginger, cinnamon, fenugreek, cardamon, coriander cloves [...]
July 10, 2012
manipulate you
i want to manipulate you, engage you, try to change you. i want you to see how much i matter. i want you to see me not as i am, but as the best out of everybody. i want you to know that i am good–even if i’m not, i want you to think it [...]
July 8, 2012
Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, [...]
July 6, 2012
my baby my boo
My baby-my boo, my spirited fool, my storybook pleasure, my best friend and companion. My right hand, my wingman, the death of my independence. My freedom, my eyes, my desire, my prize, the hands that hold my feet up so i can look over the wall to the [...]
