Coco J. Ginger's Blog, page 43

“All forms of madness…

…bizarre habits, awkwardness in society, general clumsiness, are justified in the person who creates good art.” ― Roman Payne, Rooftop Soliloquy

time zones

i liked how our suns came and went at mismatching times. i liked that while i was drinking morning coffee, he was sleeping effortlessly, dreaming soundly. I liked that our brains weren’t operating within the same ticks, our hearts weren’t breaking at the same settings of the sun, our eyes weren’t open in the same [...]

difference between us

…..our stations in life, our difference of cultures, the pain-laid men who raised us—forbid us to be us. They have brainwashed us. We feel we should believe the polarity between us. We suppose we could not be right because society silently refuses the difference distinguishing us—love is not of value when this superficial contract must [...]

only in my head

Figment in my head, memory in my chest, my eradicated friend— i see that you were only in my head. Fabricated mind, with you, the boy inside my made-up bed, who spread inside my pretend chest— i see that you were only in my head. Don’t forget my wicked spell, the way I grafted deep [...]

“When someone is mean to me….

…I just make them a victim in my next book.” ― Mary Higgins Clark

Toohey

I want the sun out of my face The pen out of my reach And you out of my mind…..today. (Baby Take me) I’ll write too much, say too much, want too much, and ache too much….today. (Heart I erase thee) I want to destroy this empty sheet of paper, that’s begging me to liberate [...]

you, with all my love

You, with all my love, all the love I freely, so insanely gave you. Pretending you were well-built enough to hold it. Craving the collapses, the misrepresentations, the manipulations, the chaos, and the knowing you would never really care. It’s what I knew. And so I find you…. another. Another to throw into my trash [...]

except because I love you

“I do not love you except because I love you; I go from loving to not loving you, From waiting to not waiting for you My heart moves from cold to fire. I love you only because it’s you the one I love; I hate you deeply, and hating you Bend to you, and the [...]

you. YES YOU.

My french press looks awfully smug today. Queenly and defiant (like myself at times), I feel like she’s mocking me for giving into her toxic consumption yet another day. She see’s what’s happening– I haven’t paid her near the amount of attention that she requires in order to keep me happy. I fill her daily [...]

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