Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 184

"She enjoyed his weight on her, enjoyed being crushed under his body. She wanted him soldered to her,..."

“She enjoyed his weight on her, enjoyed being crushed under his body. She wanted him soldered to her, from mouth to feet.”

- Anaïs Nin - 'Delta of Venus' (via coffeetooth)

I’ve been lying all along, I’m not a person, I’m just one big heart with hands...

I’ve been lying all along, I’m not a person, I’m just one big heart with hands sitting behind a computer screen.

"I’ve learned that I’m never going to let myself be an option again. That there is..."

“I’ve learned that I’m never going to let myself be an option again. That there is something demeaning about waiting for someone to decide that you’re worth loving, that you’re something that they want. It shouldn’t be a decision, it should be a necessity. I’m going to be necessary from now on or I’m simply not going to exist for people who can’t pick. You either want me or you don’t. Anything else is a copout. Anything else is a cowards way out. I deserve more than indecisiveness. I deserve more than ‘I don’t know.’ The next time someone tells me to wait for them, I’m going to smile gently and tell them that there’s no need. I’ve made my decision, I hope that you’re happy with it.”

- Azra.T

Taking in applications for a muse must be:- politically and socially aware (and furious about it)...

Taking in applications for a muse must be:

- politically and socially aware (and furious about it)

- an intersectional feminist

- into kissing for hours on end

- will listen to slow acoustic music for like a hundred years

- will hold my face like it’s precious

- beard

Azra, you're a queen in a throne to which I bow my head.

Quit it! I would probably trip up the stairs to any throne I could sit on. Knock over some candles, accidentally set the entire palace on fire and then cry like a baby. Ain’t no queen baby, barely a person :*

"Tell me it was for the hunger& nothing less. For hunger is to givethe body what it knowsit..."

“

Tell me it was for the hunger

& nothing less. For hunger is to give

the body what it knows

it cannot keep. That this amber light

whittled down by another war

is all that pins my hand

to your chest.

*

You, drowning

between my arms —

stay.

You, pushing your body

into the river

only to be left

with yourself —

stay.

”

- On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous || Ocean Vuong

"I’d halve myself to keep you wholeyou’re nobody’s to saveI made a home inside your soulif you..."

“I’d halve myself to keep you whole

you’re nobody’s to save

I made a home inside your soul

if you died

I’d be your grave.”

- it’s raining in my room | Derek Deyling (via thedbldee)

Advice for a confused poet?

Embrace it. Nothing good makes sense.

"'You’re thinking about her all the time.''And you know that because?''Because you’re not talking..."

“

'You’re thinking about her all the time.'

'And you know that because?'

'Because you’re not talking about it. I know you. There’s a pause, then the truth.'

”

- Beginners (2010)

post your icon? ((you look like a goddess))

It’s here, thank you so much!!! :’)