Azra Tabassum's Blog, page 174

Link To Your Recorded Poems ?

Right here :)

People really do leave the worst kind of fingerprints on your life. Just call my body a crime scene....

People really do leave the worst kind of fingerprints on your life. Just call my body a crime scene. Call the police when somebody leaves again. It becomes a morgue in here. 

I’m in tears of hysterical laughter I just got my grade back for one of my assignments and his...

I’m in tears of hysterical laughter I just got my grade back for one of my assignments and his first comment is “besides the fact that you wilfully seem to ignore the use of apostrophes…” I AM A THIRD YEAR ENGLISH STUDENT AND I STILL CAN’T FUCKING PUNCTUATE.

Link to the hand that feeds?

Right here

"I want you to arrive uninvited to every damn thing that happens in my life. It’s fine if I lose you..."

“I want you to arrive uninvited to every damn thing that happens in my life. It’s fine if I lose you for a few weeks, as long as you turn up to where I work and tell me that you still want to undress me.

The thing is I see someone who looks like you in a crowd and for a split second I fall straight in love with them. It’s silly, I know. It’s just that I’m always tickled pink missing you. Let’s face it though, I missed you even when you were with me. That’s probably what loving someone is. You anticipate them leaving and feel sad before they’ve gone.

Anyway, anyone with your hair colour is immediately my favourite person. Anyone with your freckles, I’ll close my eyes and kiss them and pretend it’s you. That’s stupid, I’ve been touching mouths with a lot of boys lately. They don’t quite say my name the same way you did. I’ve been saying a lot of “ssh. No need for talking.”

Last Wednesday, I saw a boy wearing the exact same coat you wrapped me up in once. I caused a three people pile up in the middle of the high street because my legs forgot to walk.

I guess what I’m trying to say is: I’m going to keep looking for you, even though I know you won’t come back, I’m still hoping you’ll knock on my door and say “hey! I’ve been falling in love with every damn girl who looks like you and it’s an absolute nuisance so it’s probably best you let me love you all over again.””

- Azra.T “turn left for Hope Highway” 

"Isn’t this what trust looks like? Isn’t it how I am always skin and emotions for you?"

“Isn’t this what trust looks like? Isn’t it how I am always skin and emotions for you?”

- Azra.T., 34 Questions 

commovente:i’d really appreciate it if strangers don’t come at me with their blues or their very...

commovente:

i’d really appreciate it if strangers don’t come at me with their blues or their very very difficult questions that i have no right or ability to answer - re: death, childhood trauma?, heartbreak?, abuse, dealing with something that happened to your friend, how to love? how to be alone? what? - do you understand that constantly bombarding me with really heavy shit in very large quantities is truly a cruel burden to put on another person who doesn’t know anything about you. i believe in you all and your abilities to take care of yourselves and the people around you. support one another. support one another as truly as you can. be loyal to your friends. stick up for each other. be brave about it. if i want to talk about something, i will. but i don’t appreciate being treated like a vessel to be filled with loneliness that isn’t even mine. alright, goodnight. love you all, but i need some boundaries. we’re not dating.

I read something about a book, where can I buy your book? Would love to read your poetry now!!

It’s right here, darling! 

There's part of a line from your poem "The Hand That Feeds" that I've been in love with since I layed eyes on it, and I know other people have asked you about getting tattoos of your words but i feel the need to ask you all the same. Not only does the line

It’s more than okay! Seriously, universal rule for tattoos of my work is “yes I’d be honoured and also you gotta show me a picture.” Love you little button!

I am getting a tattoo over Christmas break, I want to get your words on my body. I don't want to without your permission though. Is that okay?

PLEASE YES SEND ME A PICTURE AND I WILL DIE OF HAPPINESS