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January 8, 2015

Seizure

I’ve been dancing forever

Spinning, spinning in circles

My mind turning, churning

Drawn ever closer to the flame, the fire burning ever more bright

Can’t you see, see the light

It’s heavy, heady in my eye

But I, I only got one night

I want to slow down, this ride, it just won’t end

I’m going to puke, pull over at the bend

Strobe lights flashing, ebbing flow

Yellow haze, blackness, people go

I awake later in a daze

Back to normal but in a fright.


Filed under: Art, Poetry, Writing Tagged: anxiety, childhood, dancing, disorder, haze, life, petit mal seizure, poetry, ride, roller coaster, seizure, yellow
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January 1, 2015

Random Drawings

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Published on January 01, 2015 01:05

Sunset

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Published on January 01, 2015 00:59

Howzit?

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December 31, 2014

Watch “Sam Smith- The Lonely Hour (Acoustic +Lyrics)” on YouTube

Sam Smith- The Lonely Hour (Acoustic +Lyrics): http://youtu.be/AD1Md4sr8Pg


I’m alone tonight and in my lonely hour, I need my family…


Filed under: Writing Tagged: husband, kids, lonely, love, missing my family, tonight, wistful
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Published on December 31, 2014 23:13

December 30, 2014

Don’t Have a Clue

I cannot remain in this depressed state.

Once I believed in the hands of fate.

But lately it all just seems so wrong.

I feel like no matter what, I don’t belong.

Anywhere I try to fit,

Why do you all expect such per-fec-tion?

I’m only me, God’s lowly creation.

I haven’t even begun to live,

Without the confines and pre-requisites�� which you give.

Don’t you see?

It’s all an illusion…

Brought about by a human drive…

I am not she…

Nor will I ever be.

I am ME.


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Filed under: family, Love Tagged: childhood, control, expectations, loss, poetry, power, sisters, sorrow
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Published on December 30, 2014 15:54

December 28, 2014

My thoughts on ‘The Interview’

Everyone really ought to watch The Interview, not for the obvious message, which is comical in nature, but for the deeper message. Satire has been used historically by comedians not just for comic relief, but to show the problems that are inherent in the system, such as Monty Python’s films that depict oppression of the common man by leaders who have no empathy or compassion for them. Indeed, these leaders keep their people down by psychological means as well as financial. So if you watch this film, remember there is more to it than meets the eye and that is why North Korea is so angry.


N. Korea Blames U.S. for Internet Shutdown, Hurls Racist Comment Toward Obama


By the way, I loved the Eminem jokes and the Lord of the Ring content. No spoilers other than that.


Now for something funny:



Filed under: Humor, Movies Tagged: dictator, monty python, movie, north korea, oppression, satire, The Interview
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Published on December 28, 2014 19:34

December 24, 2014

Watch “Sam Smith – Nirvana (Acoustic)” on YouTube

Sam Smith – Nirvana (Acoustic): http://youtu.be/p_OvashuS7Q

This moment has caused a reattachment…


I feel like I’m floating…

A cliff looms near,

Waves crash beneath.

A storm is coming.


Take me to nirvana…


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Published on December 24, 2014 17:49

December 22, 2014

If Love Now Reigned

If Love Now Reigned

You would be here now

If only the world loved one another

Your goodness and grace could have withstood anything

When you went, our hearts cried

The Heavens opened and the floodgates of my eyes broke

Parts of me died

Left behind


If Love Now Reigned

The Light would swallow up the dark

No more heart ache

No missing you

If love now reigned

The word lonely would be obsolete

If love now reigned

We would be complete


Now not healed

Yet no longer broken

I am okay day to day

But I get emotional

Full sore at the mention of your name

The heartache it subsides sometimes

But nothing ever really stops the pain…


If Love Now Reigned

Love would swallow all the hate

No more would we ever have to love in vain…

Never would we hide our tears…

Hide our tears…

If only love now reigned…


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For Joni, I love you and miss you, on your 44th birthday. You are sorely missed. Love always, your sister, Violet Yates


Filed under: family, Love Tagged: birthday, if love now reigned, loss, love, sisters, Violet Yates
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Published on December 22, 2014 00:13