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Why I haven't been around as much lately...

I don't know if any of you have noticed I haven't been as active on line recently, but I thought I'd share a quick update about me. I usually keep my private life pretty private, especially when things aren't going well, because I figure people don't really want to be subjected to endless negative and depressing Tweets or Facebook or Yahoo group posts. So I'm trying to keep what little interaction I have on line positive, but I haven't had time to be around as much, which kind of sucks because I had a book out a few weeks ago I should be promoting!
I have two elderly family members who live together who aren't doing well. My sister and I are their only family so have been trying to deal with one in hospital and the other now home alone and not really able to cope. It's been hospital visits, talking with nurses, doctors, OT's and home care. Right now I'm not sure that my aunt in the hospital will ever be able to come home and the other is in deep denial about this and about her own abilities. These are my two favourite aunts who did so much for me growing up and who I adore. It's really hard to see them like this. I can pretty much burst into tears just thinking about it all, but we're trying to deal with it as best we can.
Strangely enough, my writing is saving my sanity. I sometimes struggle to find time to write, with a full time day job and a family, and all the "business" of writing, and now it's even harder. But now when I do have time, I'm eager to jump into it. It's like I can leave behind the real world with all its problems and stressors, and immerse myself in my fictional world that I'm creating. Yes, my characters have problems, but I know that in the end things are going to be okay for them. After an hour living in that other world, I can come back to the real world feeling calmer and more energized and hopeful. So I've actually been quite productive in my writing despite all these other things going on and I really think it's keeping me from falling apart altogether.
Thanks to my writing friends for their support and understanding right now, it means a lot.

Cover excitement!

I got a new cover today, but it might look familiar...okay it's not entirely new. It's the print cover for One Wicked Night, which will be out September 4. But there is one difference...look closely...I'll make it nice and big...  :-)

Yes! It's a quote from Carly Phillips!  I can't tell you how exciting this is for me!
You can read about how this happened here at the Plotmonkeys.

Sweet Deal - now available!

SWEET DEAL


The relationship is pretend. The chemistry…isn’t.

After her last job ended with a broken heart and a humiliating exit from the company, Shelby Leighton’s project management career is back on track with a new job and a high-profile project. The problem: her new boss is a little too friendly, and the staff is talking. Can you say, “déjà vu?” The solution: casually mention a fictional new boyfriend.

New problem: she’s expected to bring her new man to the upcoming corporate picnic.

Jake Magill doesn’t do relationships. It’s casual or nothing, but the hot blonde he’s been eyeing at the coffee shop sure is something. Especially when she confesses her problem, and he finds himself offering to act as her date.

Sounds simple. Stroll around the party with Shelby’s sexy curves clinging to his arm? He’s all over it. Until he meets her boss—the man who once stole and married the one woman Jake thought he loved.

Now Jake’s the one with a reason to pretend. If only to save his own pride…and Shelby from the predatory gaze of the man who could ruin her, and any chance of finding out if their fake connection is the real thing.

Product Warnings Contains one desperate lady in need, and a pretend boyfriend who shows impressive dedication to nailing all—and then some—elements of his role. Oh my! 
Check out these reviews for Sweet Deal:
Guilty Pleasures Book Reviews - 4 1/2 STARS! "Sweet Deal was the first book I read by Kelly Jamieson, and boy did I find a new author to love! I love the premise of two peeps who think they are just in it for the fun, but don’t realize they are falling deep in love with each other! This one was done beautifully."
The Book Tart  'This book is a sweet story; it’s a complex story full of heart and emotion and relatable protagonists. If you like contemporary romance and enjoy some steam with your stories. Go Get This Book!"

This weekend's post is another video I want to share - I ...

This weekend's post is another video I want to share - I LOVE THIS VIDEO! It says so much. Enjoy!

Because I'm a sucker for romance...

This video is on my Pinterest board but I thought I'd share it here too. It made me laugh and smile and cry a little ... enjoy!


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Kelly Thinks about BDSM Part Deux

Continuing from Part I of Kelly Thinks about BDSM at Nine Naughty Novelists, where I talked about BDSM and the importance of trust, and how BDSM intensifies the need for trust between partners and thereby deepens the relationship…
 Now, I want to touch on fiction's portrayal of those in the BDSM lifestyle as people with psychological issues. In FSOG, Christian tells Anna he is "fifty shades of fucked up". I only read the first book of the trilogy in which there are vague references to what exactly happened to him in his past, but I gather it was something quite traumatic. I also recently read "Bared To You" by Sylvia Day, a book that is so similar to FSOG it was somewhat jaw-dropping. In that book, both hero and heroine have encountered abuse in their pasts — like Christian, in this first book Gideon’s history of abuse is only alluded to, but heroine Eva asks her therapist at one point whether two abuse survivors can ever have a functional relationship.
In my own book Power Shift, Gabe is a survivor of war. As a young solder in Bosnia, he was required to do things abhorrent to him, things that scarred him, things that caused him to carry a lot of guilt around all his life. He turned to BDSM because of his dominant nature, but also because of the control that is required of a Dom — with a woman's life in his hands, he wants to prove to himself that he can give her what she wants and needs but always, alwaysstay in control, unlike when he was required to obey orders or else face horrific consequences.
I can see how this may cause readers to think that those who practice BDSM always have some kind of trauma in their pasts that has damaged them. But here's the thing: as storytellers, our characters always have to have something in their past that they learn to overcome. Even in my non-BDSM books this is the case.

In my upcoming release, Sweet Deal, which features TWO people and NO kinky stuff (okay, yes, still some hot sexytimes) hero Jake was abandoned by his mother and sisters when he was young. They left him with his not-so-nurturing father, and Jake grew up believing women would always leave him — so he always leaves first. When he did get into a relationship, and the woman he loved left him for his best friend, this only confirmed his belief that he's not worthy of love and women will always leave him. It takes a woman who willingly opens her heart (maybe too willingly!) to show him that love is worth taking that risk.
In real life, some of us are perfectly normal, some have hang-ups and obsessions and compulsions and baggage and scars. But to create a powerful story, writers tend to write about the characters with baggage and scars and how they overcome those, both in BDSM and non BDSM stories.

This week I shared a smutty  sexy excerpt from my BDSM book Rigger at The Good Smut Event on Tuesday May 22 - stop by to check it out, and I'm posting more about why I write BDSM there on Tuesday May 29. 

France!

Today I leave for France for a ten day holiday. My husband and I will be flying to Paris, then taking the train to Montpellier where we'll stay for a few days visiting my daughter. Then we're going to Nice for a couple of days, and then back to Paris where we'll meet up with my daughter for the remainder of the trip. I haven't seen my daughter since she left in January, other than Skyping, so I'm excited! (And terrified about flying, but several glasses of wine will help with that). 



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I hope I'll be able to blog and Tweet about the trip, and share some pictures (preferably the ones my professional photographer husband takes, rather than my pathetic amateurish ones), so check back this week for updates about The Big Trip to France. Yay!

Mother's Day and Hockey

My mom loved figured skating and when she was still alive, I used to take her to see Stars on Ice every year as her mother's day present. The year after she passed away, my daughter surprised me with tickets for Stars on Ice (yes, I cried) and every year since then she has taken me as my mother's day present. This year, my daughter is living on the other side of the world (France) so she wasn't here to take me (although she did the sweetest things for mother's day - she sent me a card, and in it she told me to go look in her room on the left side of her desk in the lid of a small ceramic box, where I would find money she left there before she went away, and told me to buy myself something with it *sniff*) but I still got to go to Stars on Ice, I made my husband take me last week. Yay!

My favourites - Tessa Virtue and Scott Moir


There I discovered the joy of the Shazam app - my husband had it on  his iPhone and when we wanted to know what the song was a particular skater was skating to, it told us!! I immediately had to download that app on my BlackBerry - I love it!

As for hockey, I haven't been much into the playoffs this year. First, my Jets didn't make the playoffs, and then every other team I might have cheered for was eliminated. Not as much fun.



And speaking of hockey, you should check out the review One Man Advantage got at Amazon - go click "Like" on this, not just because it's my book, but because this reviewer is hilarious and totally deserves it! Or leave a comment.

Reader feedback on One Man Advantage

I've already heard from a reader who read One Man Advantage, and while she liked the story and had positive things to say about it, there was one aspect of the story that disappointed her, to the point where it impacted her overall experience reading the book.
To be honest, I'd wondered about this when I finished writing One Man Advantage. (For those who haven't read it, I'll try to talk about this without being spoilerish.) When I started writing this book, I'd thought the answer to this unanswered question would come to me as I wrote. I even asked some readers what they thought about it. Because another truth is, I don't even know the answer yet!
I'm mostly a "pantser", although I do plan the turning points of my stories - but those are based more on the emotion and the epiphany and the decision that has to happen for the character at that point, not actual plot events. Many plot events come to me as I write the story and get inside the heads of the characters. As this story unfolded, I brought in characters from past books briefly, but this was not their story - this was really Nicole's (and Logan's) story. I do see it mostly as Nicole's story, with her character growth being more than Logan's.  And when the story ended, I realized there was no more opportunity to add something in that was really unrelated to Nicole's story.
I asked my editor's opinion about this too, and she felt the story was fine the way it was.
Could I have gone back and changed things? Possibly…but when I look at the only scene where this could have happened, this scene was a turning point for Logan. That was his "black moment" where he believed he'd lost everything (again without giving spoiler details).  If I'd added in that significant, life-changing event for a character who is really a minor character in this story (despite how attached we all may be to him from his own story!) this would have detracted from the impact of Logan's dark moment. At that point, the focus had to be on Logan, on what was happening with him and how he was dealing with it, and not on another character.
The other place I could have changed things up was the phone call between Logan and his mom, near the end of the story. But something that momentous seemed out of place there, during the resolution of Nicole and Logan's story.
A reader's experience reading a book is always subjective - we all have our own filters and hot buttons and experiences that influence us when we read. And I'm very sorry when any reader is disappointed reading any of my books. For me, as an author that’s the worst thing about writing  - disappointing readers. There may be people who don't like my books, and I can live with that. But if someone who likes my books buys a book and reads it with certain expectations, I'm really sad if I let them down. On the other hand, I can't write my books to please everyone, because we're all so different. So all I can say is -  I will find a way to answer this question!

Release day: One Man Advantage

Today my book One Man Advantage is out!

One Man Advantage is my third book to feature a hockey player hero. Lest you think that hockey players are big and ugly and have no teeth, behold a few of the Winnipeg Jets:
Blake Wheeler
Zach Bogosian
Andrew Ladd
Evander Kane

These days the younger players mostly have their own teeth because they have to wear mouth guards. But some of them clearly don’t like it, as you often see them with the mouth guard hanging out of their mouths as soon as the whistle goes.
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But of course, it’s not looks that make a hero, although big muscles and a sexy smile do help! Qualities of determination, passion, loyalty, dedication, sacrifice and courage are important for heroes too.
Even a professional athlete can have insecurities. In One Man Advantage, Logan Heller grew up in a family with four boys, all who play hockey. Oldest brother Tag (Faceoff) was drafted by the NHL while in college and left college early for his pro career. He’s captain of his team, a natural leader. Next oldest brother Jason (Breakaway) played major junior hockey and also was a top draft pick. They’re both considered top players in the league. Younger siblings often struggle with living up to the accomplishments of their older siblings, but it might be especially hard to follow those kinds of achievements.
When Logan meets Nicole, he discovers they have a lot in common. Both their families are considered “hockey royalty”, Logan’s because of the three brothers playing in the NHL, Nicole’s because her father is Jacques Lambert, a hockey legend and now owner of an NHL team. They both love hockey. Nicole played too. And they both grew up feeling that they might not live up to their family’s expectations of them. (They also have some things in common they like in the *ahem* bedroom.)
But a hero is brave enough to face his insecurities and flaws and steps up when life is difficult. In One Man Advantage, Logan gets traded to a new team and even though he knows it’s part of the business and not personal, it still feels like a punch in the gut. He’s faced with starting over, with a new team, in a new city. He feels bitter and resentful and some guys might let that affect their performance. 
Here's an excerpt from One Man Advantage:
  He took off his jacket and laid it on the floor. He looked at her as he sat on the floor, leaning against the wall opposite the windows. “Take off your jacket.”“Why?”“Because I said so.”She snorted. “Hah.” But pleasure expanded inside him as she unwound her scarf from around her neck and removed her jacket, laying it on top of his on the floor. Beneath she wore a pair of low-rise jeans that hugged her hips and legs all the way down to the beige Ugg boots. On top, a black long-sleeved T-shirt clung to her full breasts.“Come here,” he said.She walked over and slid down the wall until she was sitting on the floor beside him.“It’s a nice view,” he said.“Yes.” She stretched her long, jeans-clad legs out in front of her and crossed her booted ankles.Logan had always thought Ugg boot were the Uggliest thing ever invented for women to wear on their feet. Give him a pair of pointy toed stiletto boots any day. But he found himself unaccountably charmed by her chunky fleece-lined boots.He turned his head to look at her, and she too rolled her head against the wall. Their eyes met.Lust slammed into him like a body check.They looked at each other. Moments accumulated. Heat built.He dropped his gaze to her mouth, so lush and soft looking. His gaze dropped lower still and observed her breasts rising and falling with her quick, shallow breaths. She was affected by him too. There was something there.He would never move in on another dude’s girl, but she’d only dated the guy once and he’d eat a hockey puck if he was wrong about her being as attracted to him as he was to her. He leaned in closer, slowly. Her eyelids dropped, her lips parted and then he closed his own eyes as he brushed his lips over hers. Once. Twice. And then he opened his mouth on hers and kissed her deeper.He lifted a hand and dragged his fingertips over the soft skin of her jaw, then cupped her face and held it while they kissed. And yeah, hell yeah, she kissed him back, opening for him, and when he slid his tongue into her sweet mouth, she made a soft little sound in her throat that encouraged him. Her tongue moved against his and his brain shorted out, heat sizzling over every nerve ending in his body.“Don’t do this,” she murmured, shifting her mouth away from his. He kissed her cheek instead.“Say it like you mean it,” he murmured back. She groaned and triumph flared inside him. With his thumb on her chin, he tilted her head back toward him and kissed her again, longer, deeper.“I can’t do this,” she whispered. “I can’t.”“Why, sweetheart? It feels like you want it as much as I do.” He nuzzled her hair, her ear, breathed in her scent, something fresh and clean, green and citrusy. Heat pounded through his body with every beat of his heart, building in his balls.“I... câlisse.”“Hmm, what?” He opened his mouth on the side of her neck and sucked, so gently.“I don’t want to want you!” she cried, but her hands grabbed his arms and her fingers dug into his sweater, holding on to him, not pushing him away.“Why?” he asked again. “What’s wrong with it? Christ, Nicole, there’ve been sparks flying ever since we met.”She moaned.“Right?” He was pushing, because if she really wanted him to stop, he had to stop. He wanted to be sure of what was going on.“Right.” The word sounded dragged out of her. He smiled and moved in for another kiss, another hot, mind-scrambling, sense-robbing kiss.