Writing's been like pulling teeth all year and I'm struggling with it. Some of it's age and health-related I'm sure, another part is the state of the world, and yet another part is disillusionment with the whole process.
For the past 20 years now, I've mostly defined myself through the writing; at some point it became not something I did, but something I was. And opening myself up to inspection like that isn't something that comes natural to me. While I was having fun, getting published regularly and making money I was able to keep that side of things at bay.
But as I age out of the business end of things and new writers / new voices come along, I'm finding it harder to reach readers with my form of entertainment. I'm mostly an analog man in a mostly digital world, and nostalgia ain't what it used to be.
Not done with it yet, but it sure feels like full retirement from it is closer than it's ever been, if only for the sake of my mental health.
Anyway, for now at least, onwards.
Published on September 04, 2025 14:50