Renee Robinson's Blog, page 18
September 30, 2013
Candles in The Snow
Candles in the snow
The flame bends
Melting beauty
Change is a part of life
Bound where the river ends
Seasons may come and go
Time changes gradually
Love grows like a tree
Deeply rooted and unyielding
Strong at the base, yet bends and gives
Like a bridge or like a building
Transitions thru the vale
Revolving life
Atoms split
A soul is leaving the self
As the spirit rises
Ships set sail
Death is left behind
Changing form
A dancing glow
Burning out slowly
Seasons come and go
Time changes gradually
Candles burn in the snow
Renee Robinson
Filed under: by Renee Robinson, Cheating/breaking up poetry, Death, inspiration, My Poetry, Nae's Nest, nature Tagged: afterlife, candles in the snow, death and dying, evolution, heaven
September 29, 2013
The Ring
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She adored the spring
Vibrant and new
Eyes filled with wonder
So much to consume
Growing like a weed
Bluebell of the ball
Her prince has come
Handsome and tall
A brand new love
She made his heart sing
He had to have her
He bought a wedding ring
Dreams came true
One girl and two boys
Summertime laughter
Days filled with joy
Giggles and tears
As they all grew
The sun settles in
Time truly flew
Life begins to fall
Sunny days turn gray
Her prince grows weak
And tarnished with age
Her heart grows heavy
Watching him die
Leaves, brown and shrivel
Reminders of time
His final season
Turns a new leaf
A heart grows cold
Chilled in her grief
A long winter sets in
Aching her bones
A snow-covered roof
New moans and groans
Her body now slow
Her mind still sharp
So much left to give
Her love still grows
A wise old lady
Gentle and kind
Always thinking of others
Always giving time
But a storm rolled in
Cloudy and dark
Lightning fingers attack
Beating her heart
Three punks broke-in
She was easy prey
Beaten and battered
She faded away
A beautiful life
Brutally taken
By three thugs
Her life forsaken
Money they wanted
She didn’t have a thing
So they slit her throat
For her wedding ring
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September 28, 2013
Angel of The Son
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Angel of the Son
Michael’s music plays
Preparing for a welcome
Expected any day
I see Gabriel near the moon
Ready to take sail
The trumpet will sound
Upon the rising gale
A hand will reach out for mine
My feet will leave the land
On the Gospel ship
I will one day stand
The sea will be calmed
With a wave of a hand
I will set sail for the Holy land
Renee Robinson
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When Cancer Disappears
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When Cancer Disappears: The Curious Phenomenon of “Unexpected Remission”
by Kelly A. Turner, PhD
We’ve all heard a story like this one. After trying all that Western medicine has to offer, a person with Stage 4 cancer is told there is nothing more the doctors can do and is sent home to receive hospice care. Five years later, that person strolls into the doctor’s office feeling great, with no further evidence of cancer.
In the medical world, this kind of case is referred to as a spontaneous remission, which is defined as “the disappearance, complete or incomplete, of cancer without medical treatment or with medical treatment that is considered inadequate to produce the resulting disappearance of disease symptoms or tumor.”
Many researchers, including myself, believe that the word spontaneous is a misnomer and should be changed toto unexpected or unlikely. We feel this way because few things in life are truly spontaneous—occurring purely by accident. It is more likely that these remissions have a cause—or two or three—that science has not yet identified.
Background
Regardless of what we call them, unexpected remissions do occur, and more than one thousand cases (across all types of cancer) have been published in medical journals. Thousands more have most likely occurred but not been published, because most doctors don’t take the time to write-up a report and submit it to a journal—which unfortunately is currently the only way of tracking these kinds of cases. Based on what has been published, unexpected remissions are estimated to occur in one out of every sixty thousand to one hundred thousand cancer patients; however, the true incidence rate is likely higher than that due to underreporting. (Personally, I prefer to call them Miracles–Renee Robinson)
Over the past century, there has been a steady flow of published case reports along with flashes of increased interest in this topic. For example, in the 1960s, the first two scientific books on unexpected remission were published, which led to a sharp increase in the number of case reports submitted to medical journals.3 After awhile, however, interest in the topic lulled again until the late 1980s when the Institute of Noetic Sciences (IONS) launched the Spontaneous Remission Project, which culminated in the publication of a comprehensive bibliography of documented cases.4 Since then, approximately twenty new cases of unexpected remission are published each year, and there still has been a noticeable lack of formal research into why these remissions might occur.
It’s understandable, in a way. How do you begin to research something you cannot explain? Many conventional doctors feel threatened by these “miraculous” cures and don’t wish to talk about them—much less research them—for fear that they will give “false hope” to their other patients. In fact, most of the unexpected remission survivors I have studied are thrilled to have finally found a professional who is interested in learning how they healed. They often lament, “My doctor didn’t even ask how I did it.”
The Present Research
Perhaps because I am a qualitative researcher and not a medical doctor, I have always been fascinated by cases of unexpected remission. When I began studying them during my doctoral studies at the University of California at Berkeley, I was disappointed to see how little research had been done on this topic. The first problem I saw was that there was no database where I could easily find and analyze these cases. The second issue I noticed was that two groups of people had been largely ignored in the research: the survivors themselves as well as nonallopathic healers. It seemed odd that in an effort to explain unexpected remissions, we weren’t asking the opinions of the people who had actually healed. I also couldn’t understand why, when trying to explain a remission that is by definition not a result of allopathic treatment, we weren’t seeking out hypotheses from nonallopathic healers.
As a result, my dissertation research involved collecting hypotheses from these two previously ignored groups about why unexpected remissions may occur. More specifically, I spent ten months traveling the world in search of fifty nonallopathic cancer healers. My research led me to interview healers in the United States, China, Japan, New Zealand, Thailand, India, England, Ireland, Zambia, Zimbabwe, and Brazil (translators were used when necessary). When I returned from this amazing trip, I found twenty unpublished cases of unexpected remission and conducted phone interviews with the survivors. I purposely sought out unpublished cases first, in order to see if the underreporting issues were true—which they were. I am grateful to the American Cancer Society for providing partial funding for this study.
My seventy hour-long interviews resulted in more than three thousand pages of transcripts, which I analyzed multiple times to find recurring themes. I identified more than seventy-five “treatments” for cancer, six of which were “very frequent” among all seventy subjects. Underlying beliefs about cancer also emerged from the interviews, of which three were very frequent. I am happy to share these results here in an abbreviated form. Please remember that these are hypotheses only, not facts.
Belief #1: Change the Conditions under which Cancer Thrives
The majority of my interviewees believed that cancer thrives under certain, suboptimal conditions in the body-mind-spirit system and that to remove cancer, those underlying conditions must change. Healer #21 from Hawaii explained it this way:
The most successful recoveries seem to be strongly associated with major mental, emotional, or physical behavioral changes among the people with the illness. What is major for one person, of course, may not be the same for another . . . I know of one success where a woman left her family, took up a different religion, changed her clothing and diet, and moved to a different country. Maybe she needed all of those changes or maybe not, but overall it worked for her. I know of another person, a man, who simply stopped trying to outdo his father, and that worked for him.
Belief #2: Illness = Blockage/Slowness; Health = Movement
The majority of my interviewees also believed that any illness—including cancer—represents a blockage or slowness somewhere in the body-mind-spirit system, whereas health occurs when there is a state of unhindered movement or flow.
FIELD NOTES: Healer #1 explained his theory of “bypasses,” which he described as psychological defense mechanisms that function to create a bypass around an energetic block. He said that this energetic block can be located at either the spiritual, mental, emotional, or physical level and that these bypasses become solidified over time. In his opinion, true healing only occurs when a person (1) stops bypassing and (2) releases the original blockage.
Belief #3: A Body-Mind-Spirit Interaction Exists, and Energy Permeates All Three Levels
The third belief that the majority of my interviewees discussed was the idea that a body-mind-spirit interaction exists and that energy permeates all three of these levels. According to Healer #35, an American-born, Peruvian-trained shaman:
You have to have mind, body, and spirit healing. . . Most of us who live in our physical bodies, we don’t even know about spiritual or emotional bodies. So we have to connect with all three of them. But you see, in the mountains of the Andes, [the Andean people] are already connected.
In addition to these three underlying beliefs about health, there were also six treatments that the cancer survivors and healers discussed most frequently. These included physical as well as emotional, energetic, and spiritual “treatments.” They are listed below in alphabetical order.
Changing One’s Diet
The majority of my interviewees believed it was important to change their diet to primarily whole vegetables, fruits, grains, and beans, while eliminating meat, sugar, dairy, and refined grains. Unexpected Survivor #16, who overcame liver cancer without conventional medical treatment, explains the major changes he made in his diet:
[I healed] by just going on a basic, good, predominantly raw, vegan diet alone and supplementing it with lots of juices, like carrot juice, which of course is packed with nutrients. And the reason why the juices are so important is we have depleted basically all of our produce . . . That’s the reason for using juices as a supplement . . . All of a sudden the body says, Wow! It’s like watering the lawn when it’s dry.
Experiencing a Deepening of Spirituality
The majority of my interviewees also discussed feeling—not just believing but actually feeling—an internal sensation of divine, loving energy. Some even had transcendent experiences, such as Unexpected Survivor #4, who healed from a Stage 3 lung cancer without conventional medical treatment:
It was a ten-day, silent retreat, where you couldn’t speak, you couldn’t acknowledge other people in the room, and you just meditated for like fourteen hours a day. And I had this experience that I can’t explain. It was like all of a sudden there was a flash, and in my eyes I could see rivers of energy swirling around and at the same time felt that same thing through every cell of my body. And there’s a word for it, but I forget what the teacher said it was—but he explained that, “You felt your soul. You felt your true essence.” And I said, “Did I feel God?” And he kind of smiled and said, “Some people may call it that.”
Feeling Love/Joy/Happiness
The majority of my interviewees also discussed the importance of increasing love and happiness in their life in order to help regain their health.
FIELD NOTES: [Unexpected Survivor #5, who overcame a rare lymphoma without conventional medical treatment] said that the energy/spiritual healer that he saw flooded his lymph system with energy and that after the treatment he felt like “a teenager in love.” He felt love toward everyone and everything. He said the treatment made him realize that if he could only find a way to feel that level of unconditional love all of the time, then he would be healed from his cancer.
Releasing Repressed Emotions
Because many of my interviewees believed that illness represents a state of blockage, they therefore believed that it was healthy to release any emotions they had been holding onto, such as fear, anger, and grief. Unexpected Survivor #19, who overcame pancreatic cancer without conventional medical treatment, explains her insight into this process:
I believe that the energy stuck in my body that appeared to be a mass or a tumor, and which [my physicians] called cancer, had been caused by these patterns that I was describing to you that don’t get released, that are continually overlaid, over and over and over, wherever they are. So if it’s kidney cancer, it’s probably excessive fears; if it’s lung cancer, it’s grief of some sort that hasn’t been resolved. I mean, I think they can be very much tracked back to patterns, thought patterns, thought forms that are not releasing, and therefore they hold in the cell memory are not being released.
Taking Herbs or Vitamins
Many of my interviewees also took various forms of supplements, with the belief that they would help to detoxify their body or boost their immune system or both. Here is how Unexpected Survivor #8, who overcame Stage 3 colon cancer, described it:
Dr. Turner: Of all the things you just told me about, what do you think was the most influential for your healing, or are they all pretty equal for you?
Unexpected Survivor #8: I would say, for my body, that would be the Wholly Immune [supplement] that I got . . . It has like about fifty different things in it . . . [A friend] researched it and said, “In that Wholly Immune, you’ve got seven cancer fighters. If you were taking them on their own, it wouldn’t be as potent.” He said that because they’re in combination, it acts as a cancer destroyer.
Using Intuition to Help Make Treatment Decisions
Finally, many of my interviewees talked about the importance of using intuition to help make treatment-related decisions. For example, Unexpected Survivor #7, who overcame recurrent metastatic breast cancer after conventional medicine had failed to work, described how a healer’s intuition matched her own:
[The Tibetan healer] took his finger and with a pinpoint accuracy touched every spot on my body where I had had cancer, or where I had cancer presently. It was amazing! He could see what scans couldn’t see. I had predicted my cancer four times. I had led [my doctors] to it with a pinpoint of accuracy before the scans could even pick up the collection of cells. [The Tibetan healer] could do what I could do with my own body.
In addition to the six “treatments” listed above, which were common among both the healers and the unexpected survivors, there were additional treatments that were more frequent in one group than the other. For example, the following three themes were very frequent among the twenty unexpected survivors, but less so among the healers.
Taking Control of Health Decisions
The vast majority of the unexpected survivors discussed taking a more active role in health decision-making, as opposed to passively accepting whatever their doctors told them. Unexpected Survivor #9, who overcame recurrent metastatic breast cancer after conventional medicine had failed to work, describes it this way:
Once the panic and fear had subsided after the breast cancer returned for the fifth time, I felt as certain as I ever had been that the only person who could save me was the scientist within . . . For five years, I had done everything my doctors had advised and undergone all the treatments that they had prescribed . . . [This time] I decided that instead I would look at breast cancer in a detached way, as a natural scientist, and try to understand the disease as a type of natural phenomenon.
Having a Strong Will to Live
The vast majority of the unexpected survivors demonstrated a strong will to live. Unexpected Survivor #15, who overcame Stage 3 breast cancer without conventional medicine, demonstrates this willfulness:
The doctor said to me, “After you get this surgery done and have the chemo and radiation, we can give you five more years to live.” And I thought, I want to live more than five years! So, when the doctor said that, I got mad . . . So I kind of went out with an attitude of this isn’t going to beat me. I’m going to do this.
Receiving Social Support
Finally, the vast majority of unexpected survivors in this study described receiving positive social support during their cancer experience. Unexpected Survivor #13 describes the outpouring of love that she received:
One of the things I truly learned [when I had cancer] is that I am valued . . . I was able to share the reality of my experience, and people resonated with that and just stepped in to do whatever was needed. It was a huge validation of the universe and that all life is valued. I wasn’t valued because I’m me, my person necessarily, but because my lifehas value. All life has value, and that includes mine . . . It’s a wonderful consequence of this disease, the outpouring of love. Well, maybe it’s the purpose
There were two themes that occurred more frequently among the healers than the unexpected survivors: (1) healing, infusing, or unblocking energy and (2) strengthening or activating the immune system. You can read more about these, as well as further analysis of all themes, in my full dissertation.
Future Directions
The results from this qualitative study provide some hypotheses as to why unexpected remission may occur. What is needed now is for researchers to study these hypotheses in clinical trials that can test first for safety, then for feasibility, and finally for causality. In addition, there is an immediate need for a central database of unexpected remission case reports, ideally one that is online.
I am currently working on creating such a database and website, with the hope that survivors, doctors, and healers will be able to quickly submit their case reports so that researchers like myself can verify and analyze them. Eventually, this de-identified (anonymous) database will also be searchable by the public, serving not only as a portal for researchers but also as a source of inspiration for cancer patients who are currently battling the disease.
If you know anyone who has healed their cancer either (1) without conventional medicine, (2) after conventional medicine failed, or (3) who used integrative methods to outlive a dire prognosis, please encourage them to submit their case at www.UnexpectedRemission.org (currently in beta). All submitted reports will be automatically de-identified unless specifically asked not to by the survivor.
In closing, I would like to say that studying anomalies such as unexpected remissions is neither easy, nor uncontroversial, nor immediately fruitful. However, I firmly believe that such research can lead us to a new paradigm of scientific understanding, and that by rigorously investigating unexpected remissions—as opposed to simply ignoring them—we can make significant advances in the war on cancer.
had breast cancer 14 years ago, and I too was treated with chemo and radiation. I was happy to receive these treatments, but I also felt that something was lacking. This feeling intensified a spiritual quest that included listening to my inner voice, shamanism, herbs, and meditation. I am well today. Jane
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September 24, 2013
Bird In A Cage
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A bird in a cage will still sing
But she can no longer fly
She prefers to spread her wing
Than to stay caged alive
Rocka Me in your arms
Calm me of fear
My faith grows shaky
I need to keep you near
Shackled in pain
In bed I stay
Caged just like a bird
Longing to spread my wings
Praying my words are heard
Rocka Me in your arms
Calm me of fear
My faith grows shaky
I need to keep you near
I long to sing
I long to rise
Pray I am healed
Than to slowly die
The saving touch
A drop of blood
Washes my soul
Consumes in love
I give myself over to Thee
I place myself within your arms
A Heavenly embrace is what I seek
Please keep me from all harm
Chained in sickness
Unable to fly
I am brought to my knees
Praying to God
A miracle is what I seek
Rocka Me in your arms
Calm me of fear
My faith grows shaky
I need to keep you near
Take the pain
That I may sing again
I devote myself to Thee
Heal me I pray
Allow me to live
An anointing is what I need
Rocka Me in your arms
Calm me of fear
My faith grows shaky
I need to keep you near
A bird in a cage will still sing
But she can no longer fly
She prefers to spread her wing
Than to stay caged alive
Renee Robinson
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September 22, 2013
Author Claims To Manipulate Amazon Rankings By Buying Own Book Every Day
Authors, publishers and agents live and die inside -- mostly die -- by monitoring their product's position on the Amazon charts, which are adjusted hourly. Thomas, an author who penned the Kindle book Wealth Hazards, says literary types should take a step back because the system is easily corrupted. He says he's manipulated the system by buying his book 200 times and posting fake reviews hailing his self-described masterpiece.
grrrrrr
The Fiverr Report on Melissa Foster - Fake Reviews, Fake Awards, Fake Everything
Reblogged from Amazon Alert: Your Guide to Unethical Authors:
From five-report.blogger.com Which is worse, a desperate self-published author named Melissa Foster buying reviews “as fast as you can provide them” or a professionally published author named JA Konrath trying to buy 10000-packs of ratings? Because while I worked at Fiverr.com, I saw it all.
My job for Fiverr.com was to facilitate. Connect those wanting reviews with those writing reviews. As a former marketing executive, I was a natural for the role, as I facilitated I recorded every dirty detail for Zon Alert.
This truly frustrates me. I struggle to get reviews. Knowing that so many buy theirs fuels my fire.
September 21, 2013
Dancing Memories
My music will never end
It will always play
Dancing memories
Musical displays
Captions of the mind
Never will go away
Always in the heart
Alive from day-to-day
The music in my eyes
When I look at you
Proudly they shine
Deep pools shine true
The beat of my heart
A subtle drum
The rhythm will stop
Memories march on
My song may change
Throughout the years
The message is the same
Take time to hear
Love grows with time
A bond unbroken
My spirit will never die
My lyrics are spoken
Sing with the heart
Laugh with the eyes
Love deep with soul
Listen and be wise
The music is in the wind
In a bird’s song
Notes floating in the trees
And nesting at home
Though my song may change
My music will never end
Notes floating in the trees
Dancing memories trickle in
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The Key
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Stuck in a cruel world
Stuck in a broken body
Stuck with frustration
Breaking concentration
Wallow in the mud
Which is self-created
Depression taking over
Calling all the shots
Where is the fight?
Locked in a box
Weighted down with stone
Drowned in self-sorrow
Finding yourself all alone
Dark thoughts for company
Invading the mind
Speaking of evil
A life of crime
Where is the key?
Why must I be stuck?
How did I get here?
Stuck in the muck
Look deeper inside
Inside of yourself
The key is there
Must accept help
Reach out for a hand
While reaching for the key
Change is waiting
Close your eyes to see
You must turn the lock
Pull the chains away
No more self-bondage
Create a new day
The power is within
Make it what you will
Open the window
Pray and be still
The window to the heart
Allows the sun to come in
Changing life
Finding happiness again
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September 20, 2013
Wings of Hope
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Tiny Rubies fly through the air
Miracles all around us
They are not so rare
Hummingbirds spring
A thimbles nest, they live
Tiny and beautiful From God, a gift
Proof of a higher power
Small birds in tiny nests
Miracles hiding in plain sight
Seldom does one ever rest
Immune we are
To God’s hand
We fail to see, to comprehend
We do not question what we see
We only grumble about what we think we need
Miracles hiding in plain sight
We only need to open our eyes
Often God’s answer can be found
Take time to listen to subtle sounds
The flutter of a dove’s wing
Or the scent of a fragrant rose
God’s hand is found everywhere
Offering us wings of hope
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