LA Felleman's Blog, page 4
January 7, 2023
Some are being unraveled │ Some are above it all

The polar vortex is unstitching

Meanwhile, the sun sews blue unhindered by cloud interruptions
(Image from Kevin Cool, "Want to Fix Homelessness?")
December 31, 2022
Throwing Shade

The building’s shadow sharply demarcatesthe trees beyond its castalready unburdened of last night’s snowthe trees landscaped in lesswhere single digits chill(Image from the article "Inequality ... in a photograph," The Guardian (Nov. 29, 2017)
December 24, 2022
Lesser Horned Deities

In the pantheon of suburbia
they are gods and goddesses of fringe gleanings
Holy mothers to thin coats, visible ribs
counting down the coughs echoing through their kids
Older brother immortals fixing mac&cheese dinners
fighting off sleep until they hear the click of mom’s key
Baby sister creators crawling through barbed wire
carefully molding dolls out of landfill castaways
Father God is off-continent
wires funds in spare change
Father God is unknown
a photo in a phone
Father God is imprisoned
calls collect once a weekend
Father God is dead
imagine him in greener pastures
Image from Ariel Min, "In world’s poorest slums, landfills and polluted rivers become a child’s playground," PBS News Hour (Feb 12, 2015)
December 17, 2022
Dread the bird flying straight at window

leading with neck
fragile to impact
too much speed in degrees
too little space to spare
when the crash comes
I want reverberations to smack
December 11, 2022
Mortifying Rejections that Could Not Shame Hope

The queer doe leaps to a stop near the other doehaltingly steps closer to nuzzle her friend’s neck
proceeds to mount forelegs beside the other’s spine
who jolts away twisting a startled look around
the queer doe doubletakes in the same direction
staring as if demanding, “Where is the culprit?”
Glenn who guilted to be more Christian than I did
Sam who seemed to suit ‘til our plans didn’t align
Cole who could not talk me into conversation
No fault break-ups when one person in a passion
faces a friend who prefers remaining unchanged
in my bumbling way I kept courting chance, then
Dirk confessing that dating was insufficient
me conceding to the urge to believe him home
December 4, 2022
Diverse Chirps United
blackbirds pepper sky
starlings, red wings, grackles mix
multitudes flocking
woven warbles, novel notes
instinctively various
November 26, 2022
watching the leaves fall one at a time, I recollect our vacuum

I cringe before the wastebasket, reluctant to dispose of this little bundle of us. Instead, I lovingly place the linty mass at the balcony’s edge. Approve of the wind’s grab, running it out of sight. Perhaps this offering can serve to line some critter’s winter nest.
gust scraping ground clean
forecasting bitterly cold
I saw a cloud swell
November 20, 2022
Evergreen

plumes of dust advance
bringing the Rockies to us
a coming cold front to add
to our acre of brittle stalks
drained of appreciable color
unending praise to the HOA
planting the baby pines
even if they do resemble eight
Charlie Brown Xmas trees
snow will silence our snickers
every community needs them
visionaries far-seeing anxious days
when conditions turn forbidding
planning in advance for everyone
a preserve of encouraging green
November 13, 2022
How To Cheer Me

Endow an empty lot in native grass
scatter throughout wildflowerslet nature course
it will find its own design
here a blade of wild rye
beside black-eyed susans
there a stand of sunflowers
heads lolling on necks
Silence the mower
stow the weed wackerflip off the edger
kill the leaf blower
listen to a different drone
one cricket leg rubbing against another
one cicada wing sliding by the other
One hummingbird hovers near me
Let bugs be. The turkeys will hunt them
especially the juvenilesgliding off afternoon roosts
football bodies covered in black feathers
lodgepole pine cone necks outstretched
nubby bluish heads the texture of concrete
leaping above the grassline
trying to take in dragonflies
November 5, 2022
The Last Becomes First

ugly metal interruptions
is what we complained
criticized spindly appearances
staked out in our all-natural view
those starter trees we disparaged
now the only vital remnants
amidst paled-to-yellow leavings
ghosts of former selves