LA Felleman's Blog
September 14, 2025
Highly Recommend The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron

Eternal Resistance
Breathe deep
Release / Relax / Rest
Tap into evergreen
Husband asleep alongside
Let tenderness flow
To Self To Partner To
Barky dog next door To
First-floor bros high fiving
Today’s agenda is to scribble
fill blank page with handwriting
top to bottom scrawl of script
looping as it wants to flow
Make rhymes or rhythms or
let lines slant away from each other
into something said anew
Now share the beauty
July 6, 2025
Shared at July Open Mic

To Save The Bleating Baby Deer Wobbling Into The Road Alone On A Dark Night
You’re the kind of cis white man who waved down a speeding car. Stopped by your
arms stretching up/out. Braked by your determination that nothing would be killed.
Wearing your white t-shirt that ¿why do you keep mending? It’s a rag. ¡Let me
use it to clean up. In your cargo shorts that will only ever be shorts; will never be
zipped into the form of pants again.
The driver probably tagged you Mental, decided Hobo. Fair enough. The barrier
between Chronic Pain and Craziness is as transparent as a white t-shirt washed
hundreds of times. The distance from Home to Homeless a partner with a paycheck.
These are the nuances lost at thirty miles per hour headed downhill.
May 4, 2025
Shared at Today's Online Open Mic
A Naturalization Threat Neutralized
The ¿barber? and his esposa wore matching outfits
black guayabera shirts, black jeans
all-white linen separates
Venezuelan Nationals fan gear
Sure sign of a foreign agent
Soldier trying to blend in civilian
Have No Fear
That fake barber has been iced
he will never return to [us]
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Inspired by This American Life episode "Solving For Where" By Nadia Reiman
March 16, 2025
Greenland poem

Nordic Aspirations
Great Leader wants [us] to own more fjords
[us] is sorely lacking in fjords
but with this acquisition [us] would be fjord rich
would become number one owner of fjords
By every measure of greatness
[us] would be fjord historic
fjord fantastic
fjord fabulous
fjord famous
fjord fulsome
fjord flourishing
fjord fancy
fjord fairest
fjord flawless
fjord finest
fjord fundamental
March 2, 2025
One of the protest poems I shared at today's open mic
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He Shall Separate The MENS From The WOMENS
here, only GIRLS hands shall rub together
twist faucet OFF
rip paper towel from holder
in bathroom mirrored to be one dimensional
stocked with the obviously definable
teeter-tottering between IDs leveled
and lo, it shall come to pass
the creeks shall flow clear
the fish shall shimmer
the animals shall skip
the meadows shall flower
and the loyal shall inherit Everything
February 15, 2025
Losing It
Agency
Discovering our lives were made up
interwoven, fragile filaments ❘ networks of:
Good Morning / Good Evening
You Got Here First
You’re Welcome / You Betcha
I’m In No Rush
Excuse Me / How Are You?
Don’t Mention It / How Nice
Thank You Kind Stranger
I’m Glad I Could Help
I Appreciate the Gesture
Please, After You
You’re buying chips and a soda
while my cart is full
January 27, 2025
The Gulp of America
The podcast Rumble Strip has put out a call for audio clips that reflect the "sound of now." The call inspired this poem about what's on my mind after last week's blackout at the National Institutes of Health.
The Gulp of America
thermostat set at lukewarm 65
raise it two degrees in case of showers
usually remember to reset it
furnace’s roar a grind against his mind
try to soften the door’s click as it shuts
maybe today he’ll get three hours sleep
walk to work is thirty-minute trudging
icy sidewalks broken by boot imprints
supervisor appreciates efforts
wishes paycheck could be commensurate
grant given by agency bankrupted
funding shortfalls are an unforeseen shame
November 11, 2024
Not Me is the god who shows up when I pray
Not Me Bolsters
I am a stress fractured
tibia
unable to support body
weight
forward momentum
terminated
Not Me is an air cast
compressing broken bits
cushioning each new step
October 11, 2024
Not Me is the god who shows up when I pray
Not Me Swells like Mahler’s Symphony Number Two, the Fifth Movement
I am a flat line⎹ precise graphite⎹ mark on page
Not Me begins as nightingale flute call
to which a mourning dove sighs a reply
first solo, then duet of grief, then the full choir is mummering
now the strings are shedding tears, now the horns are wailing
now the whole orchestra interludes in ascending scales
climbing from whip-poor-will weeping to meadow lark’s trill
next organ interjects, holding onto a clarion hawk cry
finally, the cathedral bells chime their dawn greeting song
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Informed by “Mahler Listening Guide Symphony no. 2 in C Minor (“Resurrection”)”
Bettie Jo Basinger https://utahsymphony.org/explore/2014/11/mahler-2-listening-guide/
August 17, 2024
A friend said she knows but has a difficult time remembering that God sees her as a gift
