E.M Redshaw's Blog: Storyworldofem, page 30

What I learned at three years old

The past week has been hard. Writing, filming and being with friends and having conversations with my family has been very rewarding, but I can't ignore the fact that I haven't been ok.

I don't usually talk about my dad, because it's a tricky thing to explain. I wish I could be more open about it since I'm definitely not the only one struggling with a thing like this. But it's something that causes me a lot of guilt, anxiety and stress because I feel like I can't express myself in a way that's...

Self-love Milkshakes

The best things don't come easy. One silly example from real life is when today I had to go buy groceries (despite feeling all sorts of under the weather both in my brain and everywhere else) because I'd been so busy during the weekend to realize I'd been running out of food. Adulting...


But the reward was making a banana chocolate milkshake when I got back home.

I'd like to say that today was a good day. In many ways it was, because I did everything I possibly could to make it that way.
I get s...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...

Reflecting on 2018

2019 will be better...

I filmed this video on Jan 2nd, but didn't get to editing until now, because I felt it was too personal to share. I make a lot of private videos about my life and the little moments that I keep to myself, but for some reason I felt like I had to post this today. But next week you'll be getting two writing videos! :D 2018 was very tough. It was also very good.

I had some incredible moments and gained some of my favorite memories and made amazing new friends. So even thoug...