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She panted as the pain became more manageable. “Torture. That’s what you offer.”            “That can be a part of it. But there is no point in discussing anything with you until you have regained some semblance of sense. Until you start living like the honorable creature you once were.” Laaruu started taking his clothes off.            Kimi scrambled along the couch to get away from him, simultaneously yanking at her panties to cover herself. “What are you doing?”            “Beginning your training and salvation. Go into the shower and set it for your preferred temperature. We’ll start by washing the stench of liquor off you.”            He was naked. His body was magnificent, that stunning middle ground between rampant muscularity and grace. Flowing and strong, all at once. Gorgeous. Kimi did her damnedest not to notice.            Sure she knew where Laaruu planned for this to end, she snarled, “I’m not doing anything that you want.”            She’d barely gotten the statement out when a new blast of pain seared every coherent thought from her brain. She rolled off the couch in agony. Fortunately, this time it abated quickly.            Laaruu’s tone held a note of mockery. “If you give yourself to me, and you will want to, you’ll do everything I want. Now, I’m not unreasonable, Kimi. If you have a valid complaint or concern, I’ll be glad to hear it. I will be prepared to change my mind, if it is warranted. But nothing frivolous. Nothing petty.”            She peered up at him through tangled blond hair. “I call refusing to be ogled or raped valid, you monstrous shit.”            He still stood with his arms crossed, looking almost bored. “You are in no condition to name terms. As for being raped—I refuse to lay a hand on you. Or any other body part, for that matter. Not until you beg me to.”            She choked out a laugh. “It’s not going to happen.”            “We shall see."

Kimi Furio has lost it all: her family, her best friend, and her job. Why keep going when there’s nothing left to live for? When an alien from another dimension offers her a chance at redemption, she’s not interested…but he’s not taking no for an answer.

Laaruu of Paatuun has only one goal. He wants a servant to love, one strong enough to fight by his side in a dangerous universe ruled by a murderous crime lord. He’s not interested in taking up a cause to save abducted Earth women who face a horrific future as slave breeders. Kimi, with a side of revenge, is all he has in mind. However, she delivers an ultimatum he can’t refuse: fight at her side to free the kidnapped women, and she’ll sign a contract, making her his slave.

Fighting each other as much as their enemies, Kimi and Laaruu are in a race against time to save the alternate galaxy and Earth from a man who will stop at nothing to annihilate those who oppose him. When they have to save each other too, they discover a bond that transcends mere duty. 

Will love make them stronger? Or will it destroy them?

Note: This is dark erotica. Contains dubious consent, BDSM, and Master/slave dynamic.

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Laaruu heaved a breath. “I always saw myself taking care of any slave I took on, as I was taught we Paatiin should do. You’re supposed to be able to rely on me, without feeling the need to question.”            “What about us relying on each other? Maybe I’d be honored if you could count on me too.”            He considered. She waited, letting him work out the conflict of what kind of slave he’d thought he should have, and the person he’d been driven to claim.            With real effort, Laaruu said, “I could try. It’ll be difficult, though. We Paatiin are not used to consulting with our slaves.”            “Don’t worry. I’ll tell you to fuck off, as needed.” She grinned.            He laughed. When he held his arms out to her, Kimi went readily. She responded to his kiss, rubbing wantonly against him as the program told her he’d enjoy.            “Do we have time for you to lord over me?” She nipped his lower lip naughtily.            His eyes brightened. As it turned out, they did have a little time to kill.



Kimi Furio has lost it all: her family, her best friend, and her job. Why keep going when there’s nothing left to live for? When an alien from another dimension offers her a chance at redemption, she’s not interested…but he’s not taking no for an answer.

Laaruu of Paatuun has only one goal. He wants a servant to love, one strong enough to fight by his side in a dangerous universe ruled by a murderous crime lord. He’s not interested in taking up a cause to save abducted Earth women who face a horrific future as slave breeders. Kimi, with a side of revenge, is all he has in mind. However, she delivers an ultimatum he can’t refuse: fight at her side to free the kidnapped women, and she’ll sign a contract, making her his slave.

Fighting each other as much as their enemies, Kimi and Laaruu are in a race against time to save the alternate galaxy and Earth from a man who will stop at nothing to annihilate those who oppose him. When they have to save each other too, they discover a bond that transcends mere duty. 

Will love make them stronger? Or will it destroy them?
Note: this is dark erotica. Dubious consent and BDSM situations.
 Available from Amazon, Amazon UK, Barnes & Noble, and Smashwords. Also in print.  

Righteous Fury Now on Sale

Available from Amazon, Amazon UK, Barnes & Noble, and Smashwords. Also in print.


Kimi Furio has lost it all: her family, her best friend, and her job. Why keep going when there’s nothing left to live for? When an alien from another dimension offers her a chance at redemption, she’s not interested…but he’s not taking no for an answer.
Laaruu of Paatuun has only one goal. He wants a servant to love, one strong enough to fight by his side in a dangerous universe ruled by a murderous crime lord. He’s not interested in taking up a cause to save abducted Earth women who face a horrific future as slave breeders. Kimi, with a side of revenge, is all he has in mind. However, she delivers an ultimatum he can’t refuse: fight at her side to free the kidnapped women, and she’ll sign a contract, making her his slave.
Fighting each other as much as their enemies, Kimi and Laaruu are in a race against time to save the alternate galaxy and Earth from a man who will stop at nothing to annihilate those who oppose him. When they have to save each other too, they discover a bond that transcends mere duty.
Will love make them stronger? Or will it destroy them?
Please note: dark erotica. Dubious consent, BDSM themes.
Available from Amazon, Amazon UK, Barnes & Noble, and Smashwords. Also in print.

TBT - To Protect and Service: Ravenous Virtue

“Really?”  Daagiis tapped on something around her neck, and Raven remembered the voices in the dark and the pressure on her throat.  She only noticed now it was still there as Daagiis told her, “The collar can’t make your body respond, though its connection to your in-brain computer can enhance any arousal you feel.  If you have any notion of interest in me at all, it only takes a few voice commands to activate you.”
Anger was making Raven forget the instinctive fear that had arisen as he’d come after her.  “Activate me? I’m not a sex toy for you to turn on and off, asshole.”
“Sweet.  Soft.  Yielding,” Daagiis whispered.  
Raven’s insides seemed to melt as need mounted within her.  Daagiis stepped close enough to touch and her senses ignited.  She moved against him, feeling the suppleness of his body through the thick outfit he wore.  She moaned, wanting to feel him without the barriers keeping his skin from her touch.
His mouth drifted down towards hers.  Raven went up on tiptoes, straining towards him, tasting his breath a moment before his lips softly slid over hers.  Her tongue flicked out, tasting his sweetness.  Arousal flashed from that contact point all the way down to her pussy.  Balmy wetness coated the insides of her legs as she responded to the delicate but profound bliss of kissing Daagiis.
His mouth sealed over hers, and Raven opened to his searching tongue.  She parried it with ecstatic abandon.  This was what she wanted, him claiming her as his.  She sank against his hard body, trying to mold herself to him.  Trying to melt into him.  
Daagiis pushed her back against the wall and tugged at the sheet.  Raven immediately let it go, eager to give him anything – no, everything – he wanted.  What she wanted, too.  Her arms circled around his neck as he cupped her breasts in his hands, squeezing their fullness and rolling the nipples between thumbs and forefingers.  Raven moaned into his mouth as excitement tumbled through her guts.  
Daagiis released her mouth and breasts and stepped back, his lips curled in a knowing smile.  Raven clawed the air, reaching for him.
“You can stop now,” he said.
Raven’s brain kicked back into gear.  She gasped as she realized she was standing naked and practically begging Daagiis to fuck her.  With a horrified cry, she stooped and retrieved the sheet, snatching it up to cover her body once more.  What the hell had just happened to her?

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Are you ready for the sequel? To Protect and Service: Righteous Fury goes on sale tomorrow! You can pre-order now.

Kimi Furio has lost it all: her family, her best friend, and her job. Why keep going when there’s nothing left to live for? When an alien from another dimension offers her a chance at redemption, she’s not interested…but he’s not taking no for an answer.
Laaruu of Paatuun has only one goal. He wants a servant to love, one strong enough to fight by his side in a dangerous universe ruled by a murderous crime lord. He’s not interested in taking up a cause to save abducted Earth women who face a horrific future as slave breeders. Kimi, with a side of revenge, is all he has in mind. However, she delivers an ultimatum he can’t refuse: fight at her side to free the kidnapped women, and she’ll sign a contract, making her his slave.
Fighting each other as much as their enemies, Kimi and Laaruu are in a race against time to save the alternate galaxy and Earth from a man who will stop at nothing to annihilate those who oppose him. When they have to save each other too, they discover a bond that transcends mere duty.
Will love make them stronger? Or will it destroy them?
Available from Amazon, Amazon UK, Barnes & Noble, and Smashwords. Also in print.

WIP Wednesday: Righteous Fury

              “You didn’t tell me about the program that allows you to command my orgasms,” she grumbled.              “I wanted it to be a surprise. My darling will not be left unsatisfied, unless I decide to withhold orgasm as punishment. Or for my own fun. That command is in there too.”              She could hear the grin in his voice. “Orgasm can be a punishment too.” He’d just proved that beyond a shadow of a doubt.              “Now you’re learning.”              Kimi contemplated kicking his ass. He sure as hell deserved it. But even discounting the exhaustion creeping over her, she didn’t want to beat up Laaruu. Somehow, it felt right that she should have been fucked hard like his property, that her womanhood and butt should hurt as it did, that she should embrace the joy from being his slave that stole over her. As insane as it should have been, her world felt right. Life made sense, leaving her peaceful and serene.              Your caboose has jumped the tracks, Kimi Furio. Next thing you know, you’ll fall in love with the alien creep.
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Kimi Furio has lost it all: her family, her best friend, and her job. Why keep going when there’s nothing left to live for? When an alien from another dimension offers her a chance at redemption, she’s not interested…but he’s not taking no for an answer.
Laaruu of Paatuun has only one goal. He wants a servant to love, one strong enough to fight by his side in a dangerous universe ruled by a murderous crime lord. He’s not interested in taking up a cause to save abducted Earth women who face a horrific future as slave breeders. Kimi, with a side of revenge, is all he has in mind. However, she delivers an ultimatum he can’t refuse: fight at her side to free the kidnapped women, and she’ll sign a contract, making her his slave.
Fighting each other as much as their enemies, Kimi and Laaruu are in a race against time to save the alternate galaxy and Earth from a man who will stop at nothing to annihilate those who oppose him. When they have to save each other too, they discover a bond that transcends mere duty. 
Will love make them stronger? Or will it destroy them?
This is the sequel to Ravenous Virtue. Contains dubious consent, BDSM elements, Master/slave dynamic.
Available from Amazon, Amazon UK, Barnes & Noble, and Smashwords. Also in print.

Friday Fiver Challenge

Name the character from the Kalquor universe:

1. The engine room is MINE, and I will fight you for it.

2. Don't let my breed designation fool you into thinking I'm a pushover.

3. I'm hard to win (but worth the effort).

4. Talking nanotech and phase disruption is as good as foreplay to me.

5. Seriously...get the hell away from my engines.

Who am I?

TBT: To Clan and Conquer

A Nobek's Nobek...and an uncomfortable doctor.


As the doctor bent close to examine the weapons commander’s game injuries, Lidon put his mouth to the Imdiko’s ear.  “When was the last time you were around a fuckingNobek, Doctor?”
Tranis’ eyes widened as Degorsk flushed at the obvious innuendo and moved his head so the smugly smiling Lidon couldn’t get so near.  As if he’d been asked a serious question, he answered, “I’m around your self-destructive breed all the damned time, Commander.  And none of you will let me do what I can for you.  Like refer you to a surgeon who will make it so you don’t have to use a brace to walk around?”
Lidon’s evil smile was replaced by a scowl.  “You know better than to suggest I lose my marks of honor.”
“I’ll have them leave every last one of your ‘marks of honor’.  Hell, I’ll get them to give you more to show off if it will make you happy.  I know surgeons who will grant you plenty of mobility you don’t have now.  Not to mention, spare you so much pain.”
Lidon gave him a dark look.  “I am not spending weeks on end in recovery and rehabilitation.  I had more than enough of that after the injury.”
Degorsk sighed.  “Stubborn, stubborn.  You are a Nobek’s Nobek.”  He put his scanner away.  “The hits you took today didn’t do anything but bruise you.  Will you at least consent to pain inhibitors so you can do your job at maximum effectiveness?”
The Nobek’s tone was almost gentle.  “Will it make you happy?”
The Imdiko deadpanned, “Ecstatic.  I might do backflips in my unmitigated joy.”
Lidon bowed his head.  “‘The true master receives joy from serving his servant.’”
Degorsk narrowed his eyes.  “Which of us are you calling the servant?”

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