Samantha Beardon's Blog, page 66

I would never cheat and lie

​I live in a life where love has gone stale

We have ceased trying and live without the detail

The film reel has become stuck 

Same old, same old, in a rut

Its not that we are not in love

Its just we are no longer collaborative 

Need excitement, validation, ego reclaimation

I know you care, we manage in formation

I would never cheat or lie

Wouldn’t hurt anothers eyes

Just need some fun and mystery

Add another dimension to my history

I just text  as we play

There is just so much to say

I sit with you but I am with her

Happy and content not miserable and blurred

I would never hurt you or jeopardise us,thats absurb

A space in fantasy is all I crave

Maybe I should stay and fix us, be brave

How can it end in tears

Ok sharing may breed feelings, but not affairs

I would never cheat or lie

Am I playing a deadly try

Playing with hearstrings that I cant manipulate

I just need to validate. 

Written with inspiration from the song In Anothers Eyes by Trisha Yearwood.  For Rick from the novel Converging Lives.

Vicarious Art

​Vicarious art, for most a pleasure

Joy untold,much to treasure

Subsumed in other’s  magical creations 

Teasing, relaxing a range of sensations

Amazement, awe and sometimes puzzlement

Sometimes art can seem like punishment

From early cave to modern construction

Art can thrill or cause a ruction

Consider art in all its forms

Each disipline has its norms

Realism, is something many treasure

Whilst  abstract, impressionistic can be harder to measure

Painting,music, dance, poetry or prose

Maybe, we only,like,what is under our nose

Plays, films, television 

Each art form has its vision

Vicarious art, we all indulge

Some try their hands down creative roads

Vicarious art to each their own

Will you step outside your comfort zone?

Apologies for the arts not mentioned specifically! 

The happiest way

​The journey goes on

The wheel of life turns

A new awakening burns

Thankful to see

New ideas to set me free

Moving through life

Things I can influence

Others ambiguous

Must not waste time 

On things, outside my paradigm 

I am abundant, free

Where I cannot influence directly

I need to change the way I see

Working on the me, use love not anger

Turn irritations to advocacy from propaganda 

I choose love

Love of the self free from blinkers

Love of life not fixed positions

The journey goes on

Live life till its gone

I am in awe  blown away

Striving to

Live life in the happiest way

You have gone

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Grief shatters my  heart 

As my love vanishes

Taking flight on wings of gossamer

My soul, despairing

Silence surrounds me like a wall

My feet feel stuck to the floor

A void opening at my feet

The taste of ashes in my mouth

You have gone

World off kilter

​Bubbling and brewing emotional stirring

Life’s machinations whizzing and whirring

World off kilter, scandals abound

Headlines thunder, catastrophe surrounds

Belief tattered, bashed and scattered

May need to dive within,  get validated

Bubbling and brewing emotional stirring

Life’s machinations whizzing and whirring

Imperative Compunction

​Embraced so tight, cheeks ablush 

Look in your eyes, words superfluous

 Tingling touch, that tantalises

Aching anticipation, fantasises

Sinfully delicious, mad seduction

Feels a natural construction.

 

Opening up my secret desires

Heart strings plucked, lust conspires

Panting passion, pleasure plea

Yearning yields, guarantee 

Melting core, trying to function

Over whelmed, imperative compunction

Share pleasure.

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Wanting to pleasure all of you

Your mind,your body, your senses too

Share our humour find the joy

Discuss the world, great art enjoy

 Caress you, touched and mesmerised

 Look in your eyes be hypnotised 

To touch and find your erogenous spots

To tie your nerves in tingles and knots

Haiku…Gloom

​Grey gloom shrouds the world

Dripping boughs form rivulets 

Mindset looks for light

Rain

​Rain

Darkness

Dripping Dropping

Standing Soaking

Empty Esplanades

Summer Shocking

Seasons Stalking

Rain

Gloom

Dismal Dismay 

Fugative Fears

Ominous  Oppressive 

Dismal Depressive

Jarring Joyless

Rain

Refreshing

Renewing Revitalising

Puddles Playing

Exhilarating  Enlivening

Restful Relaxing

Rain

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