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May 11, 2011
The 50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Anyone agree or disagree with this list or want to add to add to it?
50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Personally I would have included the modern Lisbeth Salander from the Millenium Trilogy by Steig Larrson who spent his working days hunting Nazi criminals and fighting fascism in his newspaper Expo. Larrson wrote this trilogy to give some fun and spice to his life. I wrote about this here and have a long comment published at Larson's website under Life & Work, page 48 on the comments.
50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Personally I would have included the modern Lisbeth Salander from the Millenium Trilogy by Steig Larrson who spent his working days hunting Nazi criminals and fighting fascism in his newspaper Expo. Larrson wrote this trilogy to give some fun and spice to his life. I wrote about this here and have a long comment published at Larson's website under Life & Work, page 48 on the comments.
The 50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Anyone agree or disagree with this list or want to add to add to it?
50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Personally I would have included the modern Lisbeth Salander from the Millenium Trilogy by Steig Larrson who spent his working days hunting Nazi criminals and fighting fascism in his newspaper Expo. Larrson wrote this trilogy to give some fun and spice to his life. I wrote about this here and have a long comment published at Larson's website under Life & Work, page 48 on the comments.
50 Most Unforgettable Female Protagonists in Literature
Personally I would have included the modern Lisbeth Salander from the Millenium Trilogy by Steig Larrson who spent his working days hunting Nazi criminals and fighting fascism in his newspaper Expo. Larrson wrote this trilogy to give some fun and spice to his life. I wrote about this here and have a long comment published at Larson's website under Life & Work, page 48 on the comments.
April 16, 2011
a work in progress
This following four photos represents two full days of work plus a couple of additional hours. Last Friday Harry began breaking down wall tiles and installing the new ones I had bought. By the second day he had completed about eighty percent of the walls. Before this the tiles only went half way up the walls and then the rest of the wall was just regular plastered and painted walls so when he installed floor to ceiling tiles, the ones that began on the wall needed a bunch more of thinset behind them to make the walls even and he had to put a lot of thinset behind the tiles.
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The wall tiles are Italian, Sant Agostino Light 8 x 24 Damanti Tiles and are mid priced tiles.I wish I had bought more of the darker ones now and done more research to find the tiles cheaper too. If you live in the NYC or Yonkers area - here is a link to my tile man/handy man, Harun.Harun gives excellent prices and I recommend him highly plus he is very funny and engaging.
Yesterday and today was the third and fourth day of work and now I have my toilet working and the sink half mounted but not working. The new showerhead is mounted as well but I'm not certain I will like it as much as the water saver interferes with pressure. I still can't find handles that fit tub faucets. This is an older building and we're not allowed to replace the inner part of a faucet because we'd have to be plumbers and break down the wall to get to what we need. The cobalt blue medicine cabinet is mounted too plus a new wood door is mounted.
Now thank God the throne is back up and more importantly working so I don't have to keep running to some one's apartment or holding it. And the cobalt blue medicince cabinet is installed. This was the last toilet Kohler had in Syklight which is a blue color and lucky me because they won't be making this blue anymore. Also my new solid wood door with the lock installed is up. The light is a problem too because these guys didn't even see the glass covers for the light set and although the bulbs aren't ugly I'd still like them covered like they should be and I can see this is a problem because the light fixture has to be unmounted and they are so high it almost is to the ceiling and how in hell will I add new bulbs uggggrhh.Missing is the metal storage cabinet from the back of the door which still has to be spray painted to match the cobalt blue of the medicine cabinet. And the door to the front of the medicine cabinet - is now installed too. The shelves are not. The sink below is mounted but not yet usable because one of the pipes below didn't fit and I have to get one that fits.
The shower pole is installed.They somehow scratched it while installing but since I am buying chrome spray paint for a few pipes and brackets under the sink these scratches on the pole can be refreshed with fresh chrome paint.
This sink came from ebay with everything included for only $179 and will match the shelving unit of chrome and glass I plan to buy for over the toilet.
And looky here, half the floor tiles are down in my five by five too. Yippee a new bathroom look is here. What really convinced me was that the wall backing the shower tiled wall was completely rotted out and molded because clean me keeps bleaching away the remnants of sixty year old grout. The floor is already level and the same type of tile is being installed but these are glass tiles. I've seen them in other places for up to thirty dollars apiece but I paid nine bucks at Home Depot. The cobalt blue nutone recessed medicine cabinet is also from home depot. It comes in many colors such as fire red, gold, silver, sunburst orange, and racing green. The toilet is also from Home Depot. The wall tiles can be bought at any specialty tile place
a work in progress
This following four photos represents two full days of work plus a couple of additional hours. Last Friday Harry began breaking down wall tiles and installing the new ones I had bought. By the second day he had completed about eighty percent of the walls. Before this the tiles only went half way up the walls and then the rest of the wall was just regular plastered and painted walls so when he installed floor to ceiling tiles, the ones that began on the wall needed a bunch more of thinset behind them to make the walls even and he had to put a lot of thinset behind the tiles.
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The wall tiles are Italian, Sant Agostino Light 8 x 24 Damanti Tiles and are mid priced tiles.I wish I had bought more of the darker ones now and done more research to find the tiles cheaper too. If you live in the NYC or Yonkers area - here is a link to my tile man/handy man, Harun.Harun gives excellent prices and I recommend him highly plus he is very funny and engaging.
Yesterday and today was the third and fourth day of work and now I have my toilet working and the sink half mounted but not working. The new showerhead is mounted as well but I'm not certain I will like it as much as the water saver interferes with pressure. I still can't find handles that fit tub faucets. This is an older building and we're not allowed to replace the inner part of a faucet because we'd have to be plumbers and break down the wall to get to what we need. The cobalt blue medicine cabinet is mounted too plus a new wood door is mounted.
Now thank God the throne is back up and more importantly working so I don't have to keep running to some one's apartment or holding it. And the cobalt blue medicince cabinet is installed. This was the last toilet Kohler had in Syklight which is a blue color and lucky me because they won't be making this blue anymore. Also my new solid wood door with the lock installed is up. The light is a problem too because these guys didn't even see the glass covers for the light set and although the bulbs aren't ugly I'd still like them covered like they should be and I can see this is a problem because the light fixture has to be unmounted and they are so high it almost is to the ceiling and how in hell will I add new bulbs uggggrhh.Missing is the metal storage cabinet from the back of the door which still has to be spray painted to match the cobalt blue of the medicine cabinet. And the door to the front of the medicine cabinet - is now installed too. The shelves are not. The sink below is mounted but not yet usable because one of the pipes below didn't fit and I have to get one that fits.
The shower pole is installed.They somehow scratched it while installing but since I am buying chrome spray paint for a few pipes and brackets under the sink these scratches on the pole can be refreshed with fresh chrome paint.
This sink came from ebay with everything included for only $179 and will match the shelving unit of chrome and glass I plan to buy for over the toilet.
And looky here, half the floor tiles are down in my five by five too. Yippee a new bathroom look is here. What really convinced me was that the wall backing the shower tiled wall was completely rotted out and molded because clean me keeps bleaching away the remnants of sixty year old grout. The floor is already level and the same type of tile is being installed but these are glass tiles. I've seen them in other places for up to thirty dollars apiece but I paid nine bucks at Home Depot. The cobalt blue nutone recessed medicine cabinet is also from home depot. It comes in many colors such as fire red, gold, silver, sunburst orange, and racing green. The toilet is also from Home Depot. The wall tiles can be bought at any specialty tile place
a work in progress
This following four photos represents two full days of work plus a couple of additional hours. Last Friday Harry began breaking down wall tiles and installing the new ones I had bought. By the second day he had completed about eighty percent of the walls. Before this the tiles only went half way up the walls and then the rest of the wall was just regular plastered and painted walls so when he installed floor to ceiling tiles, the ones that began on the wall needed a bunch more of thinset behind them to make the walls even, so he had to put a lot of thinset behind the tiles.
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Yesterday and today was the third and fourth day of work and now I have my toilet working and the sink half mounted but not working. The new showerhead is mounted as well but I'm not certain I will like it as much as the water saver interferes with pressure. I still can't find handles that fit tub faucets. This is an older building and we're not allowed to replace the inner part of a faucet because we'd have to be plumbers and break down the wall to get to what we need. The cobalt blue medicine cabinet is mounted too plus a new wood door is mounted.
Now thank God the throne is up and more importantly working so I don't have to keep running to some one's apartment or holding it. This was the last toilet Kohler had in Syklight which is a blue color and lucky me because they won't be making this blue anymore. Also my new solid wood door with the lock installed is up.Missing is the metal storage cabinet from the back of the door which still has to be spray painted to match the cobalt blue of the medicine cabinet. And the door to the front of the medicine cabinet - is now installed too. The shelves are not. The sink below is mounted but not yet usable because one of the pipes below didn't fit and I have to get one that fits.
The shower pole is installed.They somehow scratched it while installing but since I am buying chrome spray paint for a few pipes and brackets under the sink these scratches on the pole can be refreshed with fresh chrome paint.
This sink came from ebay with everything included for only $179 and will match the shelving unit of chrome and glass I plan to buy for over the toilet.
And looky here, half the floor tiles are down in my five by five too. Yippee a new bathroom look is here. What really convinced me was that the wall backing the shower tiled wall was completely rotted out and molded because clean me keeps bleaching away the remnants of sixty year old grout. The floor is already level and the same type of tile is being installed but these are glass tiles. I've seen them in other places for up to thirty dollars apiece but I paid nine bucks at Home Depot. The cobalt blue nutone recessed medicine cabinet is also from home depot. It comes in many colors such as fire red, gold, silver, sunburst orange, and racing green. The toilet is also from Home Depot. The wall tiles can be bought at any specialty tile place
April 12, 2011
Tattoosday
If you are a tattooed poet, then send your poetry with a photo of your ink to Bill Cohen. Bill runs a site called Tattoosday.
Send a bio with links you'd like him to feature. He is especially looking for tattooed poets in various parts of the county.
I'm today's feature.
Tattoosday
Send a bio with links you'd like him to feature. He is especially looking for tattooed poets in various parts of the county.
I'm today's feature.
Tattoosday
March 24, 2011
Review of 39 Poems
Article first published on Blogcritics.org as Book Review: 39 Poems by Charles Butler
39 POEMS by Charles J. ButlerISBN 978-0-9772718-8-7Publication date 201074 pagesNo Shirt Press, Brooklyn, NY
Reading through the 39 Poems brought to mind Hitchcock's movie, The 39 Steps because each poem stretches the reader and the page towards the next poem and set of steps without explaining where he is going. Also the poems on the pages of the book are laid out in emulation of climbing up and down steps so that while reading I felt like I was skipping steps. Each poem relates to life's struggles; the various ways love affects us and how meaningful respect is. He writes about everyday things moving us up and down steps lyrically and emotionally.
Butler describes how one can be oblivious to a murder and walk across bloodstains on our big city streets without recognizing them in the book's first poem, Crimson Stroll. Suddenly while stepping over the red brown stains, the author recognizes it for what it is, seeing a stark vivid beauty of someone's life bled out on the streets.
Someone's life bled out At your feet Think on it Times you bledTimes you made others bleed Look on it Big dark path on 8th ave Brooklyn side in your way
look on itthe fuel that moves us alldried out on a dirty sidewalkwho bled …
are they dead look at ita dark stain it's almost…beautiful a bit of Canada flashes up your neckand earsback in the world you move around itand move on wishing for cold rainto wash away the stain human sinmost of all your own
We're all here – all human and suffering – and this is the grist for this author to describe how we're all the same and different at the same time, but he wants to show us that we have the capacity to be and do more that drives us and of course this is what drives this poet to create poetry. The stains our lives create must contain beauty otherwise why do we exist? Butler's struggle is to align himself with the humanity in all of us, despite the murder the chaos, the beauty the differences between rich and poor, black and white, and he struggles with it all, climbing up and down, retreating and coming to terms with wrongs and rights and even the grays and imperfections.
The problem is that our climbing stretching and reaching is never done. You go up you descend and then you begin all over again because that's the way life is, it's never done until you're done - or dead and gone - is more like it - or if you're a quitter. Butler is no quitter and no matter how far down he's gone – he bounces back to reexamine his roots and the course of his life, fighting to stay in touch with his spiritual side. This spiritual side is at the root of Butler's talent, as he controls his anger hurt and humiliation when he's experienced racism. For any of you who have never experienced racism, normal is a good place to start to understand what it's about when you get stopped on the street because of the color of your skin.
nature of the beastnow I'm not gonna say I've lost count o'the many times I've been blackstoppedbut it's more than a fewremember I'm 16walkin' on a bed-stuy streetgoin' noplace fast blue n' white rolls up on meunis pile out … nicely they ask me if I'm carryin'a gun nicely I say nonicely they ask if I would submit to a search mind you they don't have to ask me a goddamn thingand they know itI know it An' the brotherwatchin' this who wishes right now he was someplace else knows itnicely I say go ahead
I can relate to this struggle and suffering. All my life as a Jew and especially in my childhood I was called a Christ killer. The recent advent of the Mel Gibson movie and his ensuing drunk arrest and slurred comment about Jews brought it home to me again. But this is a tactic of the upper echelon. They want to keep us all at each other's throats so we will keep our busy bee status and keep making the rich richer. It's a means of control and humiliation and it makes us hurt. Mr. Butler knows this hurt intimately and writes about it poignantly. 39 Poems cover a range of experiences; awareness of the haves and have-nots, racism, love, hurt, abandonment and loss, and more importantly the urge to understand and come to terms with it and explain what it's all about. After all this everyday stuff is the mesh of our lives. The ability to sublimate sets humans apart from other species, to take our hurts and pain and transcend them for the greater good – to create beauty in ugliness is the work Mr. Butler attends to.
In DMV rag, Butler speaks for all of us who have ever been to the DMV.
We're in the dmv now Hundreds of black And brown faces some whites all of them wanna be someplace elsebut here we are … it's all madgotta be half the world is on fire an'the other is on line waiting for their number to be calledlookin' for a place t' sitan empty seat is like fool's gold
Don't we all feel like this when we visit official offices, public school registration, social security, Medicaid, even the closed down US passport passport bureaus, and welfare's the worst. I have a poem about it called, "Welfare's Still A Bitch!"
The searching and questioning never stop just like in the movie The 39 Steps, there is always another side to examine to analyze understand and conquer. His poems speak to maturity and growth and show how youth and mistakes although unavoidable are only part of climbing and descending those steps, a poem for each step.
In word one baby, Butler explains why a writer writes.
why write?writing since he was eleventhru good days and dark timesthe pain of living the come hither callof death and madness inbetweeneven hung 'em up for a timedidn't lastwhy write?he's free
Is the author describing himself here or is he speaking for everyone? We all know writers write about what they know and well, … if they write about what they don't know … everyone knows that doesn't work. Artists from time immemorial have been known to describe angst which often spurs their creative urges. Does every writer experience angst? I can't speak for every artist. Many writers have spoken and written about their angst yet angst alone doesn't make a man an artist. There is some other indistinguishable indefinable something that inspires a writer to create, that makes his writings stand out among others, something that prods him to spend his time writing while others commune, have sex, watch tv or do other things while writing remains a lonely task which takes time.
Words don't miraculously appear on the page. Writing is what gives Butler the freedom he speaks of above. His words create a freedom that exists nowhere else around in our world and he helps the reader to feel it too. Through that freedom we see what he sees; a stark world filled with fertility and barrenness that provides us not only with a place to survive but a place to grow and thrive. The growth in Butler's poetry and words inspires me too. I recommend 39 Poems sincerely and without any reservation.
39 POEMS by Charles J. ButlerISBN 978-0-9772718-8-7Publication date 201074 pagesNo Shirt Press, Brooklyn, NY
Reading through the 39 Poems brought to mind Hitchcock's movie, The 39 Steps because each poem stretches the reader and the page towards the next poem and set of steps without explaining where he is going. Also the poems on the pages of the book are laid out in emulation of climbing up and down steps so that while reading I felt like I was skipping steps. Each poem relates to life's struggles; the various ways love affects us and how meaningful respect is. He writes about everyday things moving us up and down steps lyrically and emotionally.
Butler describes how one can be oblivious to a murder and walk across bloodstains on our big city streets without recognizing them in the book's first poem, Crimson Stroll. Suddenly while stepping over the red brown stains, the author recognizes it for what it is, seeing a stark vivid beauty of someone's life bled out on the streets.
Someone's life bled out At your feet Think on it Times you bledTimes you made others bleed Look on it Big dark path on 8th ave Brooklyn side in your way
look on itthe fuel that moves us alldried out on a dirty sidewalkwho bled …
are they dead look at ita dark stain it's almost…beautiful a bit of Canada flashes up your neckand earsback in the world you move around itand move on wishing for cold rainto wash away the stain human sinmost of all your own
We're all here – all human and suffering – and this is the grist for this author to describe how we're all the same and different at the same time, but he wants to show us that we have the capacity to be and do more that drives us and of course this is what drives this poet to create poetry. The stains our lives create must contain beauty otherwise why do we exist? Butler's struggle is to align himself with the humanity in all of us, despite the murder the chaos, the beauty the differences between rich and poor, black and white, and he struggles with it all, climbing up and down, retreating and coming to terms with wrongs and rights and even the grays and imperfections.
The problem is that our climbing stretching and reaching is never done. You go up you descend and then you begin all over again because that's the way life is, it's never done until you're done - or dead and gone - is more like it - or if you're a quitter. Butler is no quitter and no matter how far down he's gone – he bounces back to reexamine his roots and the course of his life, fighting to stay in touch with his spiritual side. This spiritual side is at the root of Butler's talent, as he controls his anger hurt and humiliation when he's experienced racism. For any of you who have never experienced racism, normal is a good place to start to understand what it's about when you get stopped on the street because of the color of your skin.
nature of the beastnow I'm not gonna say I've lost count o'the many times I've been blackstoppedbut it's more than a fewremember I'm 16walkin' on a bed-stuy streetgoin' noplace fast blue n' white rolls up on meunis pile out … nicely they ask me if I'm carryin'a gun nicely I say nonicely they ask if I would submit to a search mind you they don't have to ask me a goddamn thingand they know itI know it An' the brotherwatchin' this who wishes right now he was someplace else knows itnicely I say go ahead
I can relate to this struggle and suffering. All my life as a Jew and especially in my childhood I was called a Christ killer. The recent advent of the Mel Gibson movie and his ensuing drunk arrest and slurred comment about Jews brought it home to me again. But this is a tactic of the upper echelon. They want to keep us all at each other's throats so we will keep our busy bee status and keep making the rich richer. It's a means of control and humiliation and it makes us hurt. Mr. Butler knows this hurt intimately and writes about it poignantly. 39 Poems cover a range of experiences; awareness of the haves and have-nots, racism, love, hurt, abandonment and loss, and more importantly the urge to understand and come to terms with it and explain what it's all about. After all this everyday stuff is the mesh of our lives. The ability to sublimate sets humans apart from other species, to take our hurts and pain and transcend them for the greater good – to create beauty in ugliness is the work Mr. Butler attends to.
In DMV rag, Butler speaks for all of us who have ever been to the DMV.
We're in the dmv now Hundreds of black And brown faces some whites all of them wanna be someplace elsebut here we are … it's all madgotta be half the world is on fire an'the other is on line waiting for their number to be calledlookin' for a place t' sitan empty seat is like fool's gold
Don't we all feel like this when we visit official offices, public school registration, social security, Medicaid, even the closed down US passport passport bureaus, and welfare's the worst. I have a poem about it called, "Welfare's Still A Bitch!"
The searching and questioning never stop just like in the movie The 39 Steps, there is always another side to examine to analyze understand and conquer. His poems speak to maturity and growth and show how youth and mistakes although unavoidable are only part of climbing and descending those steps, a poem for each step.
In word one baby, Butler explains why a writer writes.
why write?writing since he was eleventhru good days and dark timesthe pain of living the come hither callof death and madness inbetweeneven hung 'em up for a timedidn't lastwhy write?he's free
Is the author describing himself here or is he speaking for everyone? We all know writers write about what they know and well, … if they write about what they don't know … everyone knows that doesn't work. Artists from time immemorial have been known to describe angst which often spurs their creative urges. Does every writer experience angst? I can't speak for every artist. Many writers have spoken and written about their angst yet angst alone doesn't make a man an artist. There is some other indistinguishable indefinable something that inspires a writer to create, that makes his writings stand out among others, something that prods him to spend his time writing while others commune, have sex, watch tv or do other things while writing remains a lonely task which takes time.
Words don't miraculously appear on the page. Writing is what gives Butler the freedom he speaks of above. His words create a freedom that exists nowhere else around in our world and he helps the reader to feel it too. Through that freedom we see what he sees; a stark world filled with fertility and barrenness that provides us not only with a place to survive but a place to grow and thrive. The growth in Butler's poetry and words inspires me too. I recommend 39 Poems sincerely and without any reservation.
Review of 39 Poems
Article first published on Blogcritics.org as Book Review: 39 Poems by Charles Butler
39 POEMS by Charles J. ButlerISBN 978-0-9772718-8-7Publication date 201074 pagesNo Shirt Press, Brooklyn, NY
Reading through the 39 Poems brought to mind Hitchcock's movie, The 39 Steps because each poem stretches the reader and the page towards the next poem and set of steps without explaining where he is going. Also the poems on the pages of the book are laid out in emulation of climbing up and down steps so that while reading I felt like I was skipping steps. Each poem relates to life's struggles; the various ways love affects us and how meaningful respect is. He writes about everyday things moving us up and down steps lyrically and emotionally.
Butler describes how one can be oblivious to a murder and walk across bloodstains on our big city streets without recognizing them in the book's first poem, Crimson Stroll. Suddenly while stepping over the red brown stains, the author recognizes it for what it is, seeing a stark vivid beauty of someone's life bled out on the streets.
Someone's life bled out At your feet Think on it Times you bledTimes you made others bleed Look on it Big dark path on 8th ave Brooklyn side in your way
look on itthe fuel that moves us alldried out on a dirty sidewalkwho bled …
are they dead look at ita dark stain it's almost…beautiful a bit of Canada flashes up your neckand earsback in the world you move around itand move on wishing for cold rainto wash away the stain human sinmost of all your own
We're all here – all human and suffering – and this is the grist for this author to describe how we're all the same and different at the same time, but he wants to show us that we have the capacity to be and do more that drives us and of course this is what drives this poet to create poetry. The stains our lives create must contain beauty otherwise why do we exist? Butler's struggle is to align himself with the humanity in all of us, despite the murder the chaos, the beauty the differences between rich and poor, black and white, and he struggles with it all, climbing up and down, retreating and coming to terms with wrongs and rights and even the grays and imperfections.
The problem is that our climbing stretching and reaching is never done. You go up you descend and then you begin all over again because that's the way life is, it's never done until you're done - or dead and gone - is more like it - or if you're a quitter. Butler is no quitter and no matter how far down he's gone – he bounces back to reexamine his roots and the course of his life, fighting to stay in touch with his spiritual side. This spiritual side is at the root of Butler's talent, as he controls his anger hurt and humiliation when he's experienced racism. For any of you who have never experienced racism, normal is a good place to start to understand what it's about when you get stopped on the street because of the color of your skin.
nature of the beastnow I'm not gonna say I've lost count o'the many times I've been blackstoppedbut it's more than a fewremember I'm 16walkin' on a bed-stuy streetgoin' noplace fast blue n' white rolls up on meunis pile out … nicely they ask me if I'm carryin'a gun nicely I say nonicely they ask if I would submit to a search mind you they don't have to ask me a goddamn thingand they know itI know it An' the brotherwatchin' this who wishes right now he was someplace else knows itnicely I say go ahead
I can relate to this struggle and suffering. All my life as a Jew and especially in my childhood I was called a Christ killer. The recent advent of the Mel Gibson movie and his ensuing drunk arrest and slurred comment about Jews brought it home to me again. But this is a tactic of the upper echelon. They want to keep us all at each other's throats so we will keep our busy bee status and keep making the rich richer. It's a means of control and humiliation and it makes us hurt. Mr. Butler knows this hurt intimately and writes about it poignantly. 39 Poems cover a range of experiences; awareness of the haves and have-nots, racism, love, hurt, abandonment and loss, and more importantly the urge to understand and come to terms with it and explain what it's all about. After all this everyday stuff is the mesh of our lives. The ability to sublimate sets humans apart from other species, to take our hurts and pain and transcend them for the greater good – to create beauty in ugliness is the work Mr. Butler attends to.
In DMV rag, Butler speaks for all of us who have ever been to the DMV.
We're in the dmv now Hundreds of black And brown faces some whites all of them wanna be someplace elsebut here we are … it's all madgotta be half the world is on fire an'the other is on line waiting for their number to be calledlookin' for a place t' sitan empty seat is like fool's gold
Don't we all feel like this when we visit official offices, public school registration, social security, Medicaid, even the closed down US passport passport bureaus, and welfare's the worst. I have a poem about it called, "Welfare's Still A Bitch!"
The searching and questioning never stop just like in the movie The 39 Steps, there is always another side to examine to analyze understand and conquer. His poems speak to maturity and growth and show how youth and mistakes although unavoidable are only part of climbing and descending those steps, a poem for each step.
In word one baby, Butler explains why a writer writes.
why write?writing since he was eleventhru good days and dark timesthe pain of living the come hither callof death and madness inbetweeneven hung 'em up for a timedidn't lastwhy write?he's free
Is the author describing himself here or is he speaking for everyone? We all know writers write about what they know and well, … if they write about what they don't know … everyone knows that doesn't work. Artists from time immemorial have been known to describe angst which often spurs their creative urges. Does every writer experience angst? I can't speak for every artist. Many writers have spoken and written about their angst yet angst alone doesn't make a man an artist. There is some other indistinguishable indefinable something that inspires a writer to create, that makes his writings stand out among others, something that prods him to spend his time writing while others commune, have sex, watch tv or do other things while writing remains a lonely task which takes time.
Words don't miraculously appear on the page. Writing is what gives Butler the freedom he speaks of above. His words create a freedom that exists nowhere else around in our world and he helps the reader to feel it too. Through that freedom we see what he sees; a stark world filled with fertility and barrenness that provides us not only with a place to survive but a place to grow and thrive. The growth in Butler's poetry and words inspires me too. I recommend 39 Poems sincerely and without any reservation.
39 POEMS by Charles J. ButlerISBN 978-0-9772718-8-7Publication date 201074 pagesNo Shirt Press, Brooklyn, NY
Reading through the 39 Poems brought to mind Hitchcock's movie, The 39 Steps because each poem stretches the reader and the page towards the next poem and set of steps without explaining where he is going. Also the poems on the pages of the book are laid out in emulation of climbing up and down steps so that while reading I felt like I was skipping steps. Each poem relates to life's struggles; the various ways love affects us and how meaningful respect is. He writes about everyday things moving us up and down steps lyrically and emotionally.
Butler describes how one can be oblivious to a murder and walk across bloodstains on our big city streets without recognizing them in the book's first poem, Crimson Stroll. Suddenly while stepping over the red brown stains, the author recognizes it for what it is, seeing a stark vivid beauty of someone's life bled out on the streets.
Someone's life bled out At your feet Think on it Times you bledTimes you made others bleed Look on it Big dark path on 8th ave Brooklyn side in your way
look on itthe fuel that moves us alldried out on a dirty sidewalkwho bled …
are they dead look at ita dark stain it's almost…beautiful a bit of Canada flashes up your neckand earsback in the world you move around itand move on wishing for cold rainto wash away the stain human sinmost of all your own
We're all here – all human and suffering – and this is the grist for this author to describe how we're all the same and different at the same time, but he wants to show us that we have the capacity to be and do more that drives us and of course this is what drives this poet to create poetry. The stains our lives create must contain beauty otherwise why do we exist? Butler's struggle is to align himself with the humanity in all of us, despite the murder the chaos, the beauty the differences between rich and poor, black and white, and he struggles with it all, climbing up and down, retreating and coming to terms with wrongs and rights and even the grays and imperfections.
The problem is that our climbing stretching and reaching is never done. You go up you descend and then you begin all over again because that's the way life is, it's never done until you're done - or dead and gone - is more like it - or if you're a quitter. Butler is no quitter and no matter how far down he's gone – he bounces back to reexamine his roots and the course of his life, fighting to stay in touch with his spiritual side. This spiritual side is at the root of Butler's talent, as he controls his anger hurt and humiliation when he's experienced racism. For any of you who have never experienced racism, normal is a good place to start to understand what it's about when you get stopped on the street because of the color of your skin.
nature of the beastnow I'm not gonna say I've lost count o'the many times I've been blackstoppedbut it's more than a fewremember I'm 16walkin' on a bed-stuy streetgoin' noplace fast blue n' white rolls up on meunis pile out … nicely they ask me if I'm carryin'a gun nicely I say nonicely they ask if I would submit to a search mind you they don't have to ask me a goddamn thingand they know itI know it An' the brotherwatchin' this who wishes right now he was someplace else knows itnicely I say go ahead
I can relate to this struggle and suffering. All my life as a Jew and especially in my childhood I was called a Christ killer. The recent advent of the Mel Gibson movie and his ensuing drunk arrest and slurred comment about Jews brought it home to me again. But this is a tactic of the upper echelon. They want to keep us all at each other's throats so we will keep our busy bee status and keep making the rich richer. It's a means of control and humiliation and it makes us hurt. Mr. Butler knows this hurt intimately and writes about it poignantly. 39 Poems cover a range of experiences; awareness of the haves and have-nots, racism, love, hurt, abandonment and loss, and more importantly the urge to understand and come to terms with it and explain what it's all about. After all this everyday stuff is the mesh of our lives. The ability to sublimate sets humans apart from other species, to take our hurts and pain and transcend them for the greater good – to create beauty in ugliness is the work Mr. Butler attends to.
In DMV rag, Butler speaks for all of us who have ever been to the DMV.
We're in the dmv now Hundreds of black And brown faces some whites all of them wanna be someplace elsebut here we are … it's all madgotta be half the world is on fire an'the other is on line waiting for their number to be calledlookin' for a place t' sitan empty seat is like fool's gold
Don't we all feel like this when we visit official offices, public school registration, social security, Medicaid, even the closed down US passport passport bureaus, and welfare's the worst. I have a poem about it called, "Welfare's Still A Bitch!"
The searching and questioning never stop just like in the movie The 39 Steps, there is always another side to examine to analyze understand and conquer. His poems speak to maturity and growth and show how youth and mistakes although unavoidable are only part of climbing and descending those steps, a poem for each step.
In word one baby, Butler explains why a writer writes.
why write?writing since he was eleventhru good days and dark timesthe pain of living the come hither callof death and madness inbetweeneven hung 'em up for a timedidn't lastwhy write?he's free
Is the author describing himself here or is he speaking for everyone? We all know writers write about what they know and well, … if they write about what they don't know … everyone knows that doesn't work. Artists from time immemorial have been known to describe angst which often spurs their creative urges. Does every writer experience angst? I can't speak for every artist. Many writers have spoken and written about their angst yet angst alone doesn't make a man an artist. There is some other indistinguishable indefinable something that inspires a writer to create, that makes his writings stand out among others, something that prods him to spend his time writing while others commune, have sex, watch tv or do other things while writing remains a lonely task which takes time.
Words don't miraculously appear on the page. Writing is what gives Butler the freedom he speaks of above. His words create a freedom that exists nowhere else around in our world and he helps the reader to feel it too. Through that freedom we see what he sees; a stark world filled with fertility and barrenness that provides us not only with a place to survive but a place to grow and thrive. The growth in Butler's poetry and words inspires me too. I recommend 39 Poems sincerely and without any reservation.
