Roy L. Pickering Jr.'s Blog, page 2
August 3, 2024
All The World's A Stage
According to the principle of Occam’s Razor, the simplestexplanation for an occurrence is most likely to be the correct one. Entitiesshould not be multiplied unnecessarily. This makes sense to me. Mostconspiracy theories are too far fetched to be believed by rational thinkers.Just as the shortest physical distance between two points is usually a straightline, the less convoluted a theory is the less probable it will be that holescan be poked in it. The simplest, least serpentine explanation of theassassination attempt on Donald Trump is that some nutjob didn’t like him(there are no shortage of reasons to dislike the man) and decided on his own totake him out. Thomas Crooks was killed after firing a series of shots thatfailed to kill Donald Trump, but did end the life of an innocent bystander whoput himself in the path of a bullet to heroically protect his family.
With this simple explanation accounting for everything thattook place that day, why did many people (including me) immediately reach adifferent conclusion? Why did #Staged trend on Twitter (I can’t make myselfcall the thing X)? Probably because of an alternative theory that has no fancyname that I am aware of. The theory goes like this. If it looks like a duck,swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, then it probably is a duck. Man didthat assassination attempt, particularly Trump’s dramatic gesture and tough guychant moments after a bullet whizzed by his head, look and swim and quack likea staged event.
Within minutes after Donald Trump was ushered to safety, Iwrote on Facebook that the whole thing struck me as a poorly produced movie scene rather than chaotic reality. Ireferenced Tyler Perry because making fun of his work is something that I dosometimes, but I’m trying to cut down on that. Then I learned that a man named CoreyComperatore was killed by a bullet meant to prevent 45 from having a chance tobecome 47. The life of the gunman was also ended by sharpshooters who openedfire after Crooks took several shots in the direction of the ex-president. Twoother people were reportedly shot by Crooks, but they survived and have sincebeen released from the hospital. Calling the event staged when lives had beenlost, including a rally attendee unfortunate to be in the wrong place at thewrong time, a man who lost his life by being a shield to protect his family, seemedto be in very poor taste. Surely a result of an orchestrated event would not be the unintended death of a civilian. Comperatore’s death along with injuries suffered by others confirmed that it was best to go withOccam. So I took down my Facebook post and put aside my suspicions.
In the time that has since passed there have been no newdevelopments or revelations. It has been remarkably quiet. Trump rode the highof narrowly avoiding death into the Republican convention. Those who adore himturned the camera captured sight of him throwing a fist in the air, blood streaming down hisface, the American flag fitting neatly in the frame, into merchandise imagery. Onemore reason to be enthralled by the guy. He’s a bad ass who came away from theordeal with nothing more than a band-aid on his ear. A bandage that seemed waytoo big, but why quibble? Bad assery was still on display, and what could be amore essential characteristic for a President of the United States than that?No way was Biden going to steal his thunder with comparatively mundaneachievements like low unemployment or record high stock market numbers.
Yet somehow Joe Biden did subsequently steal the spotlight –by dropping out of the race and shortly thereafter being officially replaced byVice President Kamala Harris. Within ten days or so, hardly anyone was talkingabout Trump being shot at anymore. His campaign was forced to pivot to a differentderogatory accusation than “Sleepy.” As of the time I’m writing this they arestill searching, because accusing Kamala Harris of suddenly becoming Blackafter previously being exclusively Indian is not going to cut it. A disastrousinterview with the NABJ won’t be helpful to the Trump campaign either.Meanwhile, the Democrats still have momentum from selection of a running matefor Kamala and their own convention to look forward to. By all appearances,narrowly avoiding death turned out not to be the deal closer. Instead,Americans may go the old-fashioned route of looking at the candidates’ policiesand qualifications to determine who our next president will be.
With less emotion and greater imagination, I decided tore-evaluate the shooting at Trump’s rally in Butler, PA. Why did it initiallyfeel staged, and if in fact it was, what would the specifics of the scam be? How could everything be accounted for? Why would they think they could get away with it? As a writer offiction, I am accustomed to coming up with a dramatic scenario and thenfiguring out how to lead up to it in a way that is plausible. For a conspiracytheory to be effective, one need not be able to prove it. It only has to bepossible, to be sensible, to hold up under scrutiny. The main hurdle to overcomewas the death of Corey Comperatore. Nobody would stage something meant toimprove a political candidate’s poll numbers at the expense of someone dying.His death needed to be an accident. The following is what I (in discussion ofthe matter with my wife) came up with. I have no proof. Occam’s Razor statesthat it is nonsense because it has too many moving parts. Certain fantasticalevents are staged not by duplicitous man, but by God. This is why the word“miracle” was created and added to the dictionary. Logic can’t explaineverything. But that doesn’t mean we can’t come up with alternative theories.
Trump’s campaign realizes that their lead will probably be short-lived because they have read the tea leaves. Too many prominentfigures are calling for Joe Biden to bow out. So, he probably will, to bereplaced by the far more dynamic Kamala Harris, and Trump’s advantage wouldevaporate. As a pre-emptive strike, shortly before the boost they hope to getfrom the GOP convention and selection of Best-Selling author JD Vance asrunning mate, Trump’s team hatches a devious plan. The main thing needed topull it off is a patsy. Someone with shooting experience who would be willingto help the GOP campaign because he is either Republican or neutral. Someone whowould gladly take a duffel bag full of cash in exchange for getting up on theroof of a garage and firing shots in the direction of Donald Trump. Convince the kid that nobody will beharmed because the gun will contain blanks or some non-lethal projectile. 'Don’t even hit him' would be the directive, just come close to make it look good. Tell Crooks that he will be allowed toescape and never become a suspect. In case anyone sees and can ID him, it isbest to put Crooks into hiding. Change his identity. Live the rest of his lifesomewhere else under a new name and plenty of money in his new bank account.Even if spotted by people prior to shooting, which is what happened, nobodywill interfere until he has done his part. Crooks agrees because he believes no one, including himself, will be killed. He agrees for the age old reason of greed $$$ along with securing victory for the Republican.
Crooks is being lied to by plan organizers. His gun will contain liveammunition because bullets need to be retrieved from the scene to make it lookreal. The bullets fired at him in return will also be real. He will not beallowed to escape. That would be reckless. Eventually he would talk too much,maybe under the influence of alcohol while trying to charm a pretty girl.Leaving him alive is too big of a risk to take. Crooks must be the sacrificiallamb, only he does not realize he has volunteered for that role. Nobody other than him issupposed to die in this plan. If Corey Comperatore stays in his seat, the only blood shedwill be from a bag that Trump presses to the side of his head while covered bySecret Service agents. Movie magic. Then he majestically arises, refusing to let the agentskeep him safely out of potential harm’s way until he…you know the rest, that the crowd goes wild in response to his display of patriotic machismso instead of him ducking for cover in case morebullets are on the way. Trump probably would have shouted “Yippee Ki-Yay, MF”if Bruce Willis didn’t already claim that line for Die Hard. But "fight fight fight" is a suitable battle cry.
The reaction of rally attendees seen behind Trump was somuted (imho) given the circumstances prior to their hero rising like a phoenixfrom the ashes, that I considered if they were in on the plan. Not everyone atthe rally, just those you could see on TV. If they did not know what was goingto happen, then the result could have been a stampede that killed someone. Evenwhen bullets miss, it does not necessarily mean that nobody dies. Those withgreat seats being in on the plan, believing like Crooks that the bullets wouldbe blanks, enabled them to remain calm. But not too calm. It would also mean that CoreyComperatore did not think his heroic gesture would cause him harm.
This is probably too far of a stretch though.The fewer people involved in a plot, the better the odds of success.Involvement of more people creates more opportunity for someone to crack andspill the beans. Best to keep the number of perpetrators in the know as few aspossible. The real reaction of those in the frame therefore is not calm, but people who are stunned by what's happening.
The plan worked, if a plan is what it was, because no funnybusiness has been exposed. Not yet anyway. An investigation is not going to belaunched as result of this blog post. Medical records have not been released toprove or disprove that Trump was hit by a bullet, or shrapnel, or glass fromthe teleprompter. We are left to accept the official story that Trump’s bloodwas legitimately shed. Remarkably little has emerged about the shooter in theaftermath. He did not leave behind damning social media posts that showed hewas a ticking time bomb. Thomas Crooks was simply a young man who had access toan AR-15 and decided to kill Donald Trump when he came to town to forceRepublicans to run a better candidate. That’s a crazy thing to do, so we’releft to accept that even though nobody in his life had reason to suspect it,Crooks was insane. Or insanely hateful of Donald Trump, a man that it is prettyeasy for many to loathe. Corey Comperatore tragically died in heroic fashion.And Donald Trump – he continues his streak as the luckiest man of all time.Can’t take him out in criminal court, can’t take him out with a wannabeassassin’s bullet, so all that’s left is for Kamala Harris to repeat onElection Day 2024 what Joe Biden accomplished on Election Day 2020.
As for my conspiracy theory presented here for your examination, I’m not sure if it has anyholes in it. But it is still probably less convincing than the principle ofOccam’s Razor. Most likely there was a legitimate attempt on Donald Trump’s life. Factors such as security incompetence, and the wildness of a man beingshot at and receiving only a scratch on his ear for the effort, and Crooks being immediatelykilled so unavailable for comment, and a presidential candidate being giftedwith the photo-op of the century to assist his campaign, stirred suspicion ofstaging. Unless/until an investigator much closer to the evidence than I amunearths evidence of a fake assassination attempt, the official story must be accepted asgospel. Sherlock Holmes was not available to look into the matter, him beingfictional and all, so I did my best detective work in his place. If it turnsout that the theory presented here is correct and Occam has been defeated, then yes, I do wanta cookie as reward.
For now, we must accept that Donald Trump is so brave anddetermined that not even a bullet nicking his ear as it flew past could fazehim. But you would think that someone supposedly so courageous wouldn’t be afraidof a little debate, unless the debate is moderated by his friends and takes place in front ofhis fans. If a bullet can’t stop him then what danger can be posed by Q&Ain an impartial setting where journalists are allowed to fact check the mostblatant of perceived lies? If theshooting in Pennsylvania was not staged then surely Donald Trump can’t beintimidated by a mere debate stage. So one would think. But the world is a strange place indeed.
July 22, 2024
Thanks Joe - Go Kamala Go
The time is now
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— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
A reminder from the archive: pic.twitter.com/lhPQJF2tFJ
— Morten Morland (@mortenmorland) July 21, 2024
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🚨 BREAKING: Hunter Biden releases statement on President Biden's decision:
— Chris D. Jackson (@ChrisDJackson) July 21, 2024
“For my entire life, I’ve looked at my dad in awe. How could he suffer so much heartache and yet give so much of whatever remained of his heart to others?
“Not only in the policies he passed, but in… pic.twitter.com/o7h3Ul50E7
Joe Biden has been one of America’s most consequential presidents, as well as a dear friend and partner to me. Today, we’ve also been reminded – again – that he’s a patriot of the highest order.
— Barack Obama (@BarackObama) July 21, 2024
Here’s my full statement: https://t.co/Bs2ZumFXxe
Let me explain why Kamala Harris presents a much bigger challenge to Trump than Joe Biden does:
— Ed Krassenstein (@EdKrassen) July 18, 2024
Generational Shift: Harris is a much younger candidate, aligning with the preference of many Americans who want to see a younger leader.
New Messaging: Harris could introduce a fresh… pic.twitter.com/KqxLTnegpp
“I mean, what has Kamala Harris even accomplished as Vice President anyway?!?”
— Kaylan_TX (@Kaylan_TX_) July 21, 2024
I’m so glad you asked! Get comfortable🧵
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Two old dudes ran for POTUS, one to stay in the job and the other to get it back. 1 got shot at, the other began to wear down before our eyes from blows by Father Time. 1 finally gave in with grace for the good of party/country. The other found the largest band-aid for a scratch.
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 22, 2024
The one “gaffe” that Joe Biden could not overcome was aging. Heckuva run as POTUS though. Ran the joint with both brains and heart. Curious to see how he wraps things up.https://t.co/ggxy3Rj0US
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 22, 2024
— OkieKimono (@OkieKimono) July 22, 2024
JD Vance seeing what’s happening and looking at Trump like pic.twitter.com/zlPtwB7Thr
— Ben Howe (@BenHowe) July 21, 2024
I'm impressed that #RacistTwitter held off on trending "She's Indian", despite seeing JD Vance's wife at the RNC convention, until today in honor of Kamala Harris. pic.twitter.com/ZM3bIboyw1
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 22, 2024
Both sides are not the same. pic.twitter.com/V7t10KVi0v
— Jeffrey Ⓥ (@LiftForever67) July 22, 2024
When Joe picked Kamala it was “DEI” but when Kamala picks a straight white dude from a swing state it’s “strategic.”
— George Takei (@GeorgeTakei) July 22, 2024
Got it.
Kamala’s menu of potential VPs pic.twitter.com/JUf9BSFodM
— Zack Bornstein (@ZackBornstein) July 21, 2024
https://t.co/YdUJ1IoMtW pic.twitter.com/ZiUWpWVKXU
— chris evans (@notcapnamerica)
Beats me, although I did try to answer that question for the sake of my sanity.https://t.co/rwvE2hDEKb
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
Electoral College system is 🗑️ and a simple way to actually make America great again is to get rid of it and use basic math. Electoral College system is even more ridiculous than Common Core math. Regular math remains RIGHT THERE. https://t.co/LUHV1sh0EX
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
So many laptop jabs that will now remain in Draft
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 22, 2024
When you're personally for nothing (except shutting down a border, which will never be accomplished) all you have left is to be anti-opponent and hope it sticks. 87% of Trump's campaign was "Joe is sleepy". Never mind that Biden's term >>>>>> Trump's. What's he going to pivot to?
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
Lorne Michaels better be clearing Maya Rudolph’s schedule pic.twitter.com/FA0avXXrZo
— Rohita Kadambi (@RohitaKadambi) July 21, 2024
Even Donald Trump thinks Kamala Harris is great! I hope MAGAs don't see this. 🤣🤣🤣 pic.twitter.com/Vjjp8qLeLb
— Alex Cole (@acnewsitics) July 21, 2024
I made this one years ago, but right now it tells you EVERYTHING you need to know. pic.twitter.com/owUb6Mpqsy
— PaulleyTicks (@PaulleyTicks) July 21, 2024
This, my friends, is what they call a mic drop.#PresidentHarris2024 pic.twitter.com/XIe32ckW25
— Mary L. Trump (@MaryLTrump) July 21, 2024
Three of the most popular people in the entire history of this country are Michelle Obama (check her book sales for proof), Oprah Winfrey (check her ratings),and Beyonce (check her album sales). So there's that. https://t.co/MTnZq7O06U
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
#CrooksWasARegisteredRepublican who used a gun that is accessible to lunatics because of Republicans .
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
He thought for a second it was Ivanka. Then he realized it wasn’t. pic.twitter.com/xkWm92Xw12
— Ron Filipkowski (@RonFilipkowski) July 19, 2024
Project 2025 now knows how Tiffany feels. https://t.co/j8smWlVWK8
— Greta (@GretaGrace20) July 20, 2024
BOOM! CNN just fact checked every single one of Donald Trump’s lies in his RNC speech tonight! This is truly humiliating for Trump. We need more of this!!! pic.twitter.com/CALAvUajtn
— Harry Sisson (@harryjsisson) July 19, 2024
When all is said and done, unelected Trump will be going to jail. I can continue to be patient.
— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) July 21, 2024
While I wait, I will be supporting Kamala Harris to be the next President of the United States. Be sure to vote in November as if Democracy (among other things) depends on it.
NEW from @KamalaHQ >>
— Ammar Moussa (@ammarmufasa) July 22, 2024
We raised $81 MILLION in the first 24 hours of her campaign.
That is the LARGEST 24 hour raise in history. pic.twitter.com/0oE8dZkxsX
June 18, 2024
Books for Juneteenth
On Juneteenth we reflect on the gap between legal freedom afforded by the Emancipation Proclamation and actual emancipation. In the period spanning from the surrender of the Confederacy on April 9, 1865, to June 19, 1865, while Union troops spread the news of freedom, many slave owners, despite knowing the Confederacy had surrendered, kept this crucial information from those they enslaved.
Worth noting is that the Emancipation Proclamation only applied to Confederate states. Lincoln did not free slaves in Maryland, Delaware, Missouri, Kentucky, and West Virginia - Union states where he actually had the authority to do so. While Maryland, West Virginia, and Missouri ended slavery in early 1865, Delaware and Kentucky did not abolish slavery until well after Juneteenth.
Books About Racial Identity / Race Relations
The following novels examine racial identity and race relations in a variety of ways, styles, and genres. Book lovers (like me) in search offiction that not only entertains, but also examines the human condition, willfind what they’re looking for. Particularly those who are interested in howblack and white people often struggle to understand, accept, and get along witheach other. Getting in the way are superficial prejudices along with issues centralto who we are, why we differ, and how we nonetheless are tied together by ourcommonalities. The gap dividing the realities of our lives as fellow Americans and the more perfect union we're still headed toward remains in place.
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Black Buck by MateoAskaripour – Darren graduated valedictorianfrom his high school, yet rather than moving on to higher education, he worksat a Starbucks. He and his mother live in a spacious home, he is the manager athis job, regularly hangs out with his best friend, and he has a beautiful,supportive, girlfriend. So, he is content.
On a whim he talks a customer intotrying a different drink than usual. From this interaction the man offersDarren a career opportunity. Darren and two other recruits go through whatseems more like a fraternity hazing period than job training, and Darren (whois the only African American) is given the hardest time. He receives thenickname of Buck due to his previous place of employment, but its racialovertones are obvious. For every advantage that results, such as making goodmoney from his sales abilities, there is a downside, such as alienating peoplehe used to be close with. The plot veers from plausible to over-the-top as heeventually ends up running a worldwide top-secret organization that cranks out blacksalesperson success stories. Whether earnest or satirical in intent - BlackBuck is a unique, easy read.
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Caucasia by DanzySenna - For biracial people a layer ofcomplexity is added to the racial identity equation. If one’s skin color islight enough to pass as white, such as is the case with Birdie (but not hersister Cole who fits in with other kids at the Afrocentric school they attend),passing can create an easier life. Is a half-truth equal to a lie?
Readers who love action-filledplots will find this book set in the 1970’s to their liking, as will thoselooking for introspection on social issues. When Birdie and Cole’s parentssplit up, their black father takes Cole away from Boston to see if racialequality can be found elsewhere. Birdie is left behind with their white mother,but they end up on the run, living under false identities. Birdie longs for areunion with her sister and is wary of betraying her mother. Understanding yourselffrom a cultural viewpoint can get complicated when you belong to two sides butsociety insists on choosing one.
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The Girl Who Fell from the Sky by Heidi W. Durrow – Agirl is haunted by events that are only vaguelyremembered but form the fabric of each passing day. A father who has vanishedwithout a trace. A mother who left this world in the splashiest of ways, takingher own life along with those of her other children by leaping from the roof ofa building. There is a witness and a survivor. This book is the latter'sstory.
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Go Set a Watchman byHarper Lee –This book features charactersfrom To Kill a Mockingbird years later. Jean Louise (aka Scout) is now a grownwoman contemplating marriage to Henry who remained in their hometown ofMaycomb, Alabama and followed the footsteps of her father Atticus into the lawprofession. If Scout wishes to return home and marry a father figure, she's allset. She now lives in New York City, a far cry from the small southern town shewas raised in.
Much has changed from the periodin which the events of Mockingbird take place to the 1950's setting of Go Set aWatchman. Closet bigots who once had enough good manners not to let it show inpolite society now feel free to express hostility openly. Count Henry andeven Atticus among those more willing to hear out the KKK than the emerging NAACP.Changing times to them means putting up a more aggressive fight againstprogress. Amazingly Scout has been clueless about her father's truesocial/political views until he is about 70 years old. Once in the know, shefeels betrayed and must figure out how to come to terms with it. Perhaps theAtticus Finch we know and love from the classic is simply too good to be true.Maybe the Watchman version is the more realistic depiction of a flesh and bloodman, rather than an idealized one, because his hypocrisy is made plain.
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Kindred by Octavia E. Butler – A wonderful blend of science fiction with literary fiction.The main character (Dana, a black woman recently wed to a white man in 1976)must keep an ancestor (who is white) from dying on several separate occasionsto sustain the family lineage. She doesn't need to keep Rufus (who she firstmeets as a boy) alive to old age, just long enough for him impregnate the womanwho will give birth to the most distant relative Dana is aware of.
[image error]To protect Rufus she is repeatedlytransported to the era of slavery. He summons her subconsciously and perhapsconsciously as he grows older whenever he is in grave danger. Dana can returnto 1976 only when her own life is in immediate peril. The vehicle of haphazardtime travel is used to show that what happened in the past impacts our presentand shapes our future.
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Little Bee by ChrisCleave - Dual narration alternatesbetween two women. Sarah is a white magazine editor from England. Little Bee isa black undocumented refugee who gets out of a detention center after escapingfrom a violent landscape and must now stay under the radar.
The two women are as differentfrom each other as the places they are from. Sarah is older, a mother, a wifewhen she first meets Little Bee along with being another man's mistress. LittleBee is a teenager from a small Nigerian village which is rich in oil, but the wealthgenerated by black gold does not make it to someone in her position. What reachesher is violence, the barbaric cruelty of men. Learning to speak like thosefrom a safer place is not sufficient to stop them from ejecting Little Bee. Beingborn into privilege like Sarah does not mean tragedy cannot come calling. Despitesuperficial differences, common humanity allows them to connect with oneanother.
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The Man by IrvingWallace - This is a fictional account ofthe first black president. Senator Douglas Dilman isn’t elected to theposition, but rather, the president, vice president and others ahead of him inline are killed. The time is 1964 and Dilman is overwhelmed by an avalanche ofresponsibilities and pressure, plus being burdened by a lack of confidence inhim from those in his cabinet.
On the job training is especiallychallenging when it's the most difficult job in the world, particularly whenmany are resentful of your ascendancy, condescending about your ability to beup to the task, or both. There is no shortage of crisis for Dilman to deal withon the national and international stage. Once navigated, there's the matter of decidingwhether to run for re-election. Barack Obama later became our first non-fictionPOTUS. His election makes it seem that we have come a very long way from 1964but looks can be deceiving. Sometimes truth is stranger than fiction, sometimesfiction is far beyond the logistics of reality, and then there are occasionswhen fiction accurately predicts a reality we haven’t gotten to yet.
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Pym by Mat Johnson - An African American Literature professor’s primary focus ison examining Edgar Allan Poe’s only full-length novel. Poe’s race makes hiswriting inappropriate for the syllabus, which costs the professor his job. Thename of the book is The Narrative of Arthur Gordon Pym of Nantucket. Chrisbelieves it holds the key to understanding White-Black race relations. Afterbeing fired, he and various members of his inner circle head off on a quest.Their destination is Antarctica. On this frozen terrain they discover a lostrace of creatures representing Whiteness that Poe wrote about in his novel.
When the world as we know itseemingly comes to an end, the motley crew members are perhaps now the lone civilizedsurvivors of Armageddon. And they have become slaves of the primitive creaturesin Antarctica. If they can escape, the opposite of the place they are beingheld captive, a tropical island representing Blackness that Poe also wroteabout, possibly awaits.
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The Sellout by Paul Beatty –Nearlyevery sentence of this book is a rambling, rapid fire joke with multiple punchlines delivered. Authored by a spoken word poet, it seems written to belistened to rather than read silently to yourself. The plot involves a blackman who was home schooled by his social scientist father, with every lessonbeing about racial identity. After his father is murdered by cops, the soninherits the family farm along with acquiring settlement money. He lives in a Californiatown that has literally been erased from the map. In addition to providingneighbors with incredible fruit, stellar weed, and crisis counseling in timesof mental emergencies, he is on a mission to reclaim recognition that the town exists.
He is friends with the last livingcast member of the Little Rascals, a man named Hominy who voluntarily insistson being the narrator's slave. I don't have an explanation for motive beyond notingthat this book is wildly satirical with every line meant to be taken with alarge grain of salt added to the social commentary. Besides being a slaveowner, he attempts to bring racial segregation back to their town one locationat a time, starting with a city bus driven by his crush. Readers are hit with everycultural reference under the sun along the topsy turvy way.
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When No One isWatching by Alyssa Cole – This story ofgentrification is made even more sinister than it is off the page. The settingis a neighborhood in Brooklyn, NY rapidly undergoing changes. The Gifford Placecommunity has been predominantly African American for generations, but lately alot of the black folks have been moving away, and in their place has been thearrival of affluent white people. A black woman named Sydney Green encounters awhite man named Theo and his soon to be ex-girlfriend on a walking tour of theneighborhood. Sydney disapproves of what the tour is highlighting and what itis leaving out, the latter being contributions by the majority blackpopulation. She decides to create a tour of her own to counter it, andunemployed Theo volunteers to be her assistant.
Sydneydoes not hold back from expressing displeasure with gentrifying white people. Theoshrugs this off though and is not without charm. Since Sydney is convenientlysingle just as Theo is in the process of becoming, a potential love connectionis in the making. The book is written in alternating first person point of viewperspective - each chapter from Sydney's viewpoint followed by one from Theo's.Peculiar circumstances pile up and suspicions rise from mild to full blownconspiracy territory. Why are so many of their neighbors here one day - gonethe next? When did the neighborhood bodega change hands and become a far moreupscale store? Why isn't Syndey's best friend answering her texts? What doesthe company that's building a hospital in the neighborhood have to do with thevarious ominous things that are taking place? We find out in the closing pagesas the book races towards a thriller genre conclusion.
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24 Children's Books by Black AuthorsPlus 1 more with my highest recommendation
June 3, 2024
Caribbean Heritage Month
Here's a free ticket to the beautiful islands of the Caribbean, courtesy of some book reviews written and recorded by a native son of St. Thomas, USVI.
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@mudhousebooks #booktok #blackhistorymonth ♬ Stir It Up (Live - Boarding House, San Francisco 7/7/75) - Bob Marley And The Wailers
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Pride Month Book Recommendations
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Why is #Pride in June? https://t.co/CeY9vM29pK
— TIME (@TIME) June 3, 2024
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Following are some Pride Month reading recommendations from Roy's Book Reviews
Honorable mention?
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Unless there is a VERY GOOD reason, and there are very few of those, the gender of who people are attracted to and love and build lives with certainly not being one of them...
May 27, 2024
The War on Peace in Prose
War – What is it good for? Absolutely nothing in the realworld, but on page it can make for compelling reading. The fighting may be inthe foreground of the plot or may serve primarily as backdrop to the story. Centralcharacters may be soldiers, or veterans, or civilians going about the processof living while others kill and are killed around them. Perhaps a truce hasalready been called that ends the fighting, but not the impact on shatteredlives.The following books are examples of such compelling reading material
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All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr – Set inEurope during World War II, the narrative featuresa German orphan boy who is handy at mechanical fidgeting, including theself-taught ability to fix radios and finding which transmissions can reachhim. One is picked up from France, sent by the great uncle of a blind girl thatit is his destiny to one day meet.
Much takes place between Wernerhearing the broadcasts of Marie-Laure's great uncle and finally crossing pathswith her. Due to his talent, rather than being sent to work in the mines Wernerlands in an academy that trains German boys to become soldiers. Marie-Laure endsup alone when her father is taken prisoner. Left behind by him is an invaluablegift - a rare gem removed from the museum to be kept safe from treasure seekingNazis. Along with its monetary worth are rumored magical properties that canheal disease. Marie-Laure is unaware that it is in her possession untilfiguring out clues sent by her father. While we read on to see when and how fatewill lead Werner to Marie-Laure, the war that Hitler thrust the world intorages on.
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The Amazing Adventuresof Kavalier and Clay by Michael Chabon –A novelabout the immigrant experience, particularly that of Jewish people who came toAmerican shores from Europe to escape Nazi persecution. Being set in wartimemeans that violence and survival instinct are on display during the frozenbattlefield portion of the narrative. It also is about magic and illusion andescapism and the earliest days of the comic book industry.
Last but not least, we arepresented with a love story. Two actually - one straight and one gay. Given thetime period, the latter is clandestine, forbidden, and ultimatelyheartbreaking. If you are drawn to sprawling stories that take place over manyyears in which spectacular events take place, pick this book up.
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Freeman by Leonard Pitts Jr. - History buffs interested in a post-Civil War setting will beenthralled. Those who take interest in this nation's troublesome history ofrace relations will be drawn in and will shake their head at the realizationthat centuries old truths stubbornly remain valid to this day. Those searchingfor bittersweet love stories will find them here, and most importantly, readerswill empathize with the well-developed characters.
Sam, a runaway slave who once worked for the Union Army, is determinedto find his wife even though this means leaving the safety of Philadelphiabehind to return to the war-torn south. Tilda is being forced at gunpoint towalk until finding a place that the man who enslaves her believes his rights asa slave owner will still be honored, despite the result of the war. The thirdprimary character is Prudence, a white woman who goes from Boston toMississippi to start a school. While the events of this story take place after bloodshedon the battlefield has officially ended, long lasting effects dominate thelives of those in search of a new meaning for freedom.
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Home by Toni Morrison – Frank Money is a veteran of the Korean War, haunted by blood-soaked memoriesof his time there. Now back in America, returned to its unique brand of racismagainst black people, he finds himself with a peacetime rescue mission. Hissister is in bad shape, and so he must return to the hometown in Georgia thathe loathes, taking a journey from one trauma inducing location to another. Itis the last thing he wants to do, and the only challenge capable of shaking himfrom a crippling sense of apathy and PTSD.
Much has changed over the courseof the years since Frank last set foot in the town where they were raised.Plenty remains basically the same. Home is there to provide familiar comforts,even though our return to it is inevitably in the form of a different versionof ourselves. Even when it is a place that was run away from, home is what onehopes remains when the war and the running is done.
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The Light in the Ruins by Chris Bohjalian – This bookjumps back and forth between the years 1943 and1955. The earlier setting takes place in an Italian countryside during WorldWar II. Mussolini's Italy became an ally to Hitler's Germany during the war,but initially German soldiers treated Italy like an occupied nation rather thanviewing its citizens as brothers in arms. During this period of uneasyalliance, the wealthy Rosati’s host parties for the Germans, the two adult sonsserve in the military, and their sister falls in love with a German soldierwhom she believes to be more humane than most of his comrades. Their cozyrelationship with Germans is a recipe for resentment from their less prosperousneighbors who are distrustful of the Nazis and anyone who chooses to associatewith them.
In the 1950's, the second plotrevolves around a serial killer who for unknown reasons is targeting members ofthe Rosati family. Two detectives try to hunt down the killer. This fast-pacednovel races along on a dual track. We learn the identity and motivation of thekiller in its final pages. If you enjoy whodunnits, or war novels, orhistorical fiction with a dash of romance, or art history – you will be rewardedwith each of these elements.
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The Nightingale byKristin Hannah –This novel is aboutGerman occupation of France during the WW II that centers on the heroism ofFrench women- two in particular, sisters Isabelle and Vianne. Isabelle is themore rebellious of the two, not content to sit at home and wait to be savedwhen she can go out and do some saving of her own. She joins a group ofrebels that help the cause of defeating Germany any way they can, such asescorting to safety various pilots who survive their planes being brought downby the German military. Vianne has a young daughter in her care, so she is notable to be as reckless as her sister.
Vianne’s husband joins the fightingand is captured. A German soldier is billeted in their home. After he is killedto protect the hiding Isabelle, a far less decent Nazi takes his place. Thenarrative alternates between Isabelle's exploits and Vianne's struggle tosurvive Nazi occupation of her town and home. A third thread takes us to 1995.An elderly woman who recently moved into an assisted living complex has beeninvited to an event in France. We understand that this woman must be one of thesisters but must wait for her identity to be revealed.
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Persepolis: The Storyof a Childhood by Marjane Satrapi –Thenarrator of this graphic novel is a young girl growing up during the Islamicrevolution and the Iran-Iraq war who reveals impactful events to us inmatter-of-fact fashion, such as her one day being a student in a co-ed,non-religious bilingual school - the next day a student in an all-girls schoolwith the wearing of veils now obligatory. The contrast between thestylistically simple black and white illustrations and the brutal inhumanity ofwhat is taking place is startling - like a pre-school children's book and aRated R horror flick merged into one.
Loved ones are introduced on onepage, killed a page or two afterwards. Tragedy just keeps coming. Yet we alsocan't help smiling in certain places as this stubborn, resilient girl putstogether a punk rock look, or goes shopping for music by acts some readers willremember from the 1980's, scoring posters of Iron Maiden and Kim Wilde that herparents sneak into the country, or when she takes a forbidden puff of acigarette in the basement and declares herself to have reached adulthood.Regime changes are detailed at a dizzying pace. No matter who is in chargeduring any given period, repression in one form or another is present, as isdanger. Permanence is a foreign concept to this Middle Eastern world. Herimmediate family is the only constant, but how long can it last when the onlyreliable guarantees are sudden change and arbitrary violence?
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The Plot AgainstAmerica by Philip Roth – This book asksthe hypothetical question - what if FDR had been defeated in his run for athird term by the charismatic Charles Lindbergh whose main campaign promise wasto keep the US out of World War II while having a darker motive for acquiringpower? It is told in a macro way, as well as going micro and showing the impactof Lindbergh's fictional presidency through the eyes of a boy in a Jewishfamily in Newark, NJ. Instead of being about fighting against tyranny overseas,it’s about hope of avoiding war being used as lure to spread antisemitism inAmerica.
Parallels between the 1940's ofRoth's imagination and our current political climate are striking. Simplyswitch the idea of a man who ascends to the presidency aided by a foreigngovernment (Germany) with the idea of a man ascending to the presidency aidedby a foreign government (Russia). Switch a celebrity with no previous politicalexperience having an improbable, meteoric rise to the White House with acelebrity who – actually, no theme switch is necessary here. Switch peoplebeing thrown into concentration camps because they're Jewish with people beingthrown into detention centers because they crossed a border in hope for abetter way of life. The American way is something that can be taken for granteduntil it is under assault.
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The Sympathizer byViet Thanh Nguyen – The narrator is theproduct of an absent French father and Vietnamese mother. He leaves Vietnam forAmerica and establishes a new life with other refugees in Los Angeles, secretlyreporting back to communist superiors in his homeland. As a spy he toes the line between identity asa capitalist and as a communist who will never spiritually leave his native land.
This novel explores the nature ofbeing two sided. The narrator is bothunfeeling and remorseful, a sensitive soul and a cold-blooded killer, a loyalfriend and a lone wolf, the conqueror and the conquered, Western and Eastern,Caucasian and Asian. These ideas are explored with beautiful command oflanguage. The closing section features the most vivid torture scene I canrecall since reading William Goldman's Marathon Man years ago. I suppose Ishould provide a trigger warning for those who steer clear of graphic violenceon page. If you can look past that, you will find an astute book of compelling ideas.
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The Things TheyCarried by Tim O’Brien – This book iswritten from the perspective of down-in-the dirt participants of the VietnamWar. It’s about bonding with your fellow man and then watching him die beforeyour eyes. It's about surviving to tell a jungle tale, not so much the truedetails of what did and didn't happen, but how it felt to know that the nextminute might be your last...or the last for the guy sitting next to you. It'sabout being steeped in mud and surrounded by death, some of it brought about byyour own hands, most of it something that you're helpless to stop and so areforced to grow familiar with. It is about the things soldiers carry, physicallyas well as emotionally, to remind themselves that a world at peace awaits thoselucky enough to make it through hell and return to wherever they came from. Notthat home will be what it once was, because war permanently alters everythingthat it does not destroy.
Billed as fiction but it feelslike a memoir so split the difference. O’Brien writes beautifully aboutawful circumstances and tragic events rendered mundane by repetition. It is atime capsule filled to the brim with things held on to, and things lost.
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May 10, 2024
AND STILL THEY RISE
Amelia Earhart said that courage is the price that life exacts for granting peace. We are living in trying times for women in America and beyond our shores. As these novels written by and largely about the inner lives of women attest, that has pretty much always been the case.
American Spy by Lauren Wilkerson - Someone breaks into Marie Mitchell’s home to kill her. Shethwarts the attack and goes on the run. The rest of the story details what ledto this situation. Most of the text is what Marie writes to her twin sons whileabsent because she has one more dangerous mission to complete. In case shedoesn't survive, she wants to explain her actions and choices.
Although a work of fiction, thereare characters from real life featured. Most notably, Thomas Sankara who isknown as "Africa's Che Guevara”. He is the father of Marie's sons, and sheis tasked with setting him up on behalf of the US government. Nearly everyonein this book is practicing the art of deceit. Marie is constantly beingmanipulated while directed to manipulate others. It's what she signed up for,although prior to receiving this assignment she was underutilized andunderappreciated by the FBI. But she is the right race and gender and level ofattractiveness to be put on the case of bringing Sankara down. He is one of thefew people in this story who isn't lying with every other word he says. Hisintentions in many respects are noble, so readers along with Marie wonder ifher allegiance is to the right side.
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The Paris Bookseller by Kerri Maher - Historical fiction centered on the life of Sylvia Beach who in1919 founded Shakespeare and Company bookstore. She is surrounded by creativeswho felt stifled by the conservative attitudes of America and so came to Paris tolive their best lives and produce their best art. While Prohibition was takingplace in America, artists freely expressed themselves in France. Sylvia is alsofree to love the woman she loves.
Her decision to publish JamesJoyce's Ulysses in 1922 drives the story. Considered obscene by those whocouldn't look past the strong language to appreciate the novelty and beauty ofits prose, Ulysses needed someone brave and resourceful enough to bring it tothe light of day. By publishing the only title under the bookstore's imprint,the course of literary history was altered. Readers have a window seat view ofthis artistically influential period.
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Tumbling by Diane McKinney-Whetstone – Herbie and Noon’s marriage is not consummated due to a darksecret, a brutal attack in Noon's past. She escapes her demons through church. Herbiedoes likewise in nightclubs and in the arms of another woman, when she's aroundand will have him. Ethel fulfillsHerbie’s physical needs if not necessarily his emotional ones.
The couple comes to raise twodaughters just months apart in age who are left on their doorstep - Fannie asan infant and Liz later at the age of 5. Mysteries are unraveled throughout thenarrative taking place in Philadelphia during the 1940's and 50's. Struggles areendured, mostly because of secrets and lies and maintained silences. Readerspull for them to remain together when fate seems determined to tear their worldapart.
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Salvage the Bones byJesmyn Ward - A motherless girl inLouisiana with a mostly absent father lets the local boys take what they pleasefrom her until she meets one that she wants something back from. Esch is a loneyoung woman in a world of males, and it is through her eyes that we pass idletime waiting, watching, remembering, wishing for what is plain will not be,settling for whatever she is able to grab hold of. Pregnant at the age offourteen, she does not get placed on a pedestal like her brother's prized dog.But like China she can nurture when called upon, is ready to fight tooth andnail for survival when necessary.
Esch aches with desire, isburdened by a stifling sense of loss, yearns to be loved. Prior to the arrivalof Hurricane Katrina, the book’s pace covering twelve days is slow and steady.We wait with her for the inevitable devastation.
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The White Woman on the Green Bicycle by Monique Roffey– Trinidadians’ struggle for independence from theauthority of Europeans is backdrop to the story of a rocky marriage. In this book’sfirst section, the title character incessantly complains about her situation.Even though her husband is no saint, initially he is the more tolerable of thetwo. He's an alcoholic and a serial adulterer, one who in his older years doesnot bother to have mistresses but settles for prostitutes. But we also seedecency in his dealings with people and root for his efforts to atone and winback his wife's affections.
We are brought back in time forthe second section to when they first arrive in Trinidad. They are morevibrant, seem to be deep in love with each other, open to giving things achance. But while the husband is happy to be where he knows he can enjoy asuccessful career, his wife sees island life as a temporary necessity toexperience, and then to endure until their return to England. She is led tobelieve that there is an exit strategy. He is hoping that she will come aroundin time, until he ceases to care. Rum and women and professional achievementand growing wealth help him to deal with a wife who hates where she is yet willnot or cannot leave. Time passes and revolution is in the air. If theTrinidadians achieve the freedom they long for, perhaps she will get what shepassively desires. The book draws to a close as the day of her personalemancipation seemingly draws near. We know it is a mirage because we havealready learned that Trinidad will not loosen its grip on them.
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New World Monkeys byNancy Mauro –A marriedManhattanite couple has reached a rocky patch, but they’re not saying much aboutit. When Lily inherits a house in upstate New York, it’s as an excuse to movethere for the summer while working on her obscure dissertation, never mind thatthe small town's library is insufficient. Duncan balances his stressfuladvertising job with trips upstate to spend weekends Lily. They're separated,but not officially; married but no longer truly intimate; perhaps still in lovebut neither one certain of how to express it.
The change of scenery bringsvarious quirky characters into their unsettled lives and immediately puts bloodon their hands, that of a not so wild boar which turns out to be the townmascot. Duncan has a jeans campaign that he's in charge of as distraction. Thelocal Peeping Tom shows Lily the ropes as diversion. Together the couple findsa mystery to literally unearth in the form of a scattered skeleton buried intheir garden while figuring out if they've reached the end of their road, ormerely a slippery turning point.
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Blonde by Joyce CarolOates – A thoroughly researched work offiction about things that really happened (mixed with conjecture) in the lifeof a very well-known person. Her meteoric rise to Hollywood stardom as well asher tragic early death makes for irresistible subject matter. Her romantic lifeincludes high profile marriages to Joe DiMaggio and Arthur Miller plus adalliance towards the end of her days with President Kennedy.
The book begins when Norma Jean isa baby and closes with dramatization of her final breaths. Mostly written fromfirst person point of view, Marilyn's thoughts, hopes, and dreams are revealed.What we see is a woman who led a glamorous existence, had many lovers but notnearly enough love, was on a lifelong search for the father she never knew, andon a quest to earn her mother's love. While the world viewed her as a blondebombshell to adore, she saw herself as an artist trying to master her craftwhile exploited by Hollywood power brokers. Her unfulfilled desire to have andraise children meant that a fairy tale ending kept eluding her. Being the mostdesired woman in the world would be consolation prize. She had it all,including an abundance of insecurity and loneliness. When the spotlight was on,she dazzled. When it was off, the character of Marilyn Monroe was put away andthe reality of being Norman Jean was her burden to bear.
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Breath, Eyes, Memoryby Edwidge Danticat – A tale aboutmothers and daughters and the pain they bring one another. The setting isdivided between Haiti and America as well as between childhood and adulthoodfor the main character - Sophie. It starts off in Haiti where she is beingraised by her aunt, left behind while her mother establishes a new life in NewYork. In her teen years the time arrives for Sophie to be reunited with hermother.
It isn't until she gets to NewYork that significant male characters are introduced. One is her mother'sboyfriend. The other is a musician who lives next door when he isn't on theroad. Joseph is closer in age to Sophie's mother. Staunch refusal to allow anyman to ruin her daughter's purity drives a wedge between them. Sophie and hermother are no longer far apart physically, but distant emotionally. Patriarchyextending beyond Haiti results in cruelty imposed by women upon girls in theircare to keep them worthy for male suitors. Sophie chooses to marry someone whoseems to be a good man, breaking a family pattern. She is willing to attendtherapy sessions in the hope that her husband's wait for physical intimacy neednot be indefinite.
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The Lowland by JhumpaLahiri – A story of family, a construct supposedlybonded by blood, but more so by love and willingly made sacrifice. Gaurimarries the love of her life, loses the charismatic and impulsive Udayan topolitical violence, and then marries his younger brother while carrying thechild of the man she lost. Even though she is willing to make a new life withSubhash, he remains to her the lesser of the two brothers. Since the daughterthey raise without revealing true paternal roots is a potent reminder of Udayan,Gauri never comes to love her daughter as you would expect a mother to do.
Leaving a country behind doeslittle to erase memories and allow a new chance for happiness. Whether it's inthe lowland of Calcutta or a college town in Rhode Island, when a ghost is morereal to you than the people in your home, the only possible existence is ahaunted one.
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The Magician’sAssistant by Ann Patchett –A womanstruggles to learn who she truly is, which starts out by embarking on a journeyto discover who her deceased husband was. Sabine's husband has just died. Hislover Phan died of AIDS not long before, which informs us that Sabine wasmarried to a gay man - the magician whom she assisted. She then learns that herhusband was not an orphan bereft of any family other than her and Phan as shehad thought. His mother and two sisters plus a couple nephews are alive andwell. To them his name was Guy. Parsifal's greatest magic trick was reinventionof himself.
The first version is a boy growingup in Nebraska, dreaming of being anyplace else. The second version is a man(with a wife as well as a male partner) who has found that place in LosAngeles, performing magic shows for the joy of it and selling antique rugs ashis main source of income. The only answer we receive regarding why Sabine waswilling to marry him is that she loved him and failed to find anyone else whomade her feel the same way. When she learns that Parsifal had been lying toher, she throws herself into solving the mystery of his life. By getting toknow the people who share his blood, Sabine hopes to move on from torturousmourning towards a potential new form of happiness.
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Happy Mothers Day to all of the moms out there!
March 4, 2024
Forgot I wrote this
In looking through my emails for something completely unrelated, I found this bit of flash fiction that I wrote for the heck of it. I re-read it and like the darned thing. So here you go.
HIS NAME WAS BUD
By Roy L. PickeringJr.
Hisname was Bud. He hated when random strangers addressed him as"buddy", so close to accidentally guessing his actual name. Ofcourse, they did not know that his name was Bud, much less that it wasn't shortfor Buddy. It was an abbreviation of “Rosebud” and his mother picked the namefrom some old Black & White movie that he had never bothered to watch. Hedidn't know if his mother had expected a girl or decided on Rosebud as herchild’s name regardless of gender. What mattered is that he could not very wellgo around allowing himself to be called Rosebud, so for better or worse, Bud itwas.
It had mostly been for theworse. Life had been hard and mean to him so far. His father had not botheredto stick around long enough to find out that his mother would die giving birthto him. This meant being raised by an aunt on his mother's side until he turned5 and she turned and took him to an orphanage, done with being responsible forthe mistakes of others, family or not.
At 18 he was officiallya man, out on his own, no direction or plan or clue as what to do next. Robbinga convenience store seemed like as good of an idea as anything else. Next time,if there was a next time, Bud would do a little more research to find out inadvance if the guy behind the counter was likely to have a gun back there, and ifhe would be inclined to use it.
Getting shot in the guthurt like hell because of course it did. Bud's big plan collapsed on itself andnow he had nothing better to do than to sit on the floor, press against therapidly leaking hole in his stomach, and wait to see if the cops or an ambulancewould arrive soon enough to do him any good.
Bud looked towards thewindow for whoever might be coming to his rescue, but most of the view wasblocked by stuff for sale, and the bit of glass he could see was too filthy tobe transparent. His eyes were growing heavy, but he refused to let them closefor good reason and fixed his sight on a rack of DVD's. Maybe one of the movieswas the one his mom had picked his name from.
Wouldn't that besomething?
March 2, 2024
Mama's Boy - a short story
For a good many years this story along with one named Dialogue were housed at a literary web site with the clever name of TimBookTu. That site is no more, so now for the first time ever here at A Line A Day I present my short story - Mama's Boy.
MAMA'S BOY
What would his mama say?
What would she think if she could see himnow, about to do what he was about to do? She'd kick his butt good. Toss itinto the streets with no more hesitation than if he were the garbage. His mother would be ashamed that he was herson.
But she wasn't seeing this. And he didn't have a choice in thematter. He had wanted to be down withthe Crypt more than anything. Now hewas. That brought responsibilities alongwith it. The lesson most stressed by hismother was that you live up to your responsibilities, no matter what. That was how she had managed to raise half adozen kids in this neighborhood with no man around and done just fine.
Ricky was the last of those children togrow up, and the most difficult to get there. His older siblings had made Mama proud, graduating high school, gettingjobs with the city, marrying before kids were on the way. They made things easy for their motherbecause they bent to her overpowering will.
She had not been able to go six for six,however. Ricky fought with his motherfrom day one, when he had to be forcibly removed from her womb. A clear omen of things to come.
When his mother commanded that he eat hisvegetables, Ricky screamed for candy. She told him to get to bed early, he wanted to watch late night talkshows. When she demanded he hit thebooks, he read comics. She insisted heclean up his act and stop getting detention, so he got himself expelledinstead. His mother had dreamt theimpossible for all her children, that they go to college. Ricky was her last hope. He had not placed college very high on hislist of priorities. But at age thirteen,he joined a gang.
That was six weeks ago. Since then, he had done a lot of things hismother wouldn't approve of. He hadconsumed alcohol and ingested drugs. Hehad engaged in sex. Ricky had robbed,and fought, and hurt people foolish enough to resist. He had hurt people who didn't resist at all.
If there was anything in his motherstronger than her will, it was the love she held for her children. Ricky knew that despite the things he haddone in the past, she would forgive him. But after what he was about to do? He didn't think so. This crossed the line not even a mother'slove would venture beyond.
Nevertheless, Ricky had chosen his path sonow had to walk it. He wasn't willing to travel the long, arduous road hismother had tried to direct him towards. He was in too much of a hurry. Out on these streets is where he would stake his claim, where he wouldimmediately be paid in full.
That's why Ricky was leaning against afence, waiting to fulfill his latest duty as a member of the Crypt. Any moment now the guy would be coming home,basketball in hand, cap turned backwards on his head, one pants leg rolled upto his knee. And Ricky would make hisfirst kill.
He patted the gun which was held securelyin the waist of his jeans, hidden from view by his overlapping shirt. Ricky wondered what it would be like to killa person. What else was there to thinkabout at such a time?
Would he feel like more of a man, orless? Would he feel regret andremorse? Or only relief that he hadaccomplished his mission? Would he likeit? Would he like himself? Would he be able to do it? If so, would any of the other questionsmatter?
There he was. Ricky could set his watch by him. He was alone as usual. The sun was down, the nearest streetlightout, no witnesses to be found.
Ricky moved closer. It was necessary to beas quiet as possible, because if seen, his intentions would be instantly known.But he couldn't be too far away. Missingwas not a luxury he could afford.
When his foot hit the discarded soda can, adozen car alarms and a marching band could not have made a more resoundingclamor. Surprise was no longer his ally. Neither was time.
Ricky raised his arm and fired. The bullet harmlessly flew over the leftshoulder of its target, eventually imbedding itself in a wall of the tenementbuilding behind him. The second bulletreleased sunk deeply and with finality into soft flesh. Its victim crumbled to the ground, his hands anineffective dam to hold back the flow of blood.
"Did you see that?", a voiceasked. "He just smoked thatnigga."
Apparently, there had been peoplearound. Ricky hadn't noticed them. Who could blame him? He was new to this. Killing was a skill like any other. You had to practice to get good at it. Doing it right, doing it perfect, wasn't easyto achieve the first time out. Novicestended to be sloppy. They made amateurishmistakes like not observing witnesses; making unnecessary sounds that gave themaway; missing their first shot, which could turn out to be their only one. Cause if your mark was wearing a piecehimself then he would get a chance, and you could end up lying on the groundbleeding your life away. Just like Rickywas.
He would never know what it was like tokill a person, but he would learn how it felt to be killed. Voices around him slowly growing softer, thestars in the sky becoming fainter by the second. The pain, overwhelming at first, then fadingas well. No chance to even be afraid,for Ricky had allotted his precious remaining moments to asking himself aquestion.
The police would come, the news wouldspread, the sordid tale would be told. Ricky Tate, thirteen-year-old gang banger, tried to pop someone and gotpopped himself.
What would his mama say?
DIALOGUE - a short story
The short story that you will find below was written when I wore a much younger man's clothes. It explores in light-hearted fashion that purposely exhibits stereotypes, the vast divide between people of different demographics. And how this societal gap can perhaps be bridged if we would merely be willing to engage in open, non-confrontational dialogue.
DIALOGUE
BY ROY L. PICKERING JR.
The subway train rumbled steadily onward,an encapsulated mobile community beneath the city streets. At four o'clock in the morning, fewpassengers were on board. The mostinhabited car was the one pulling up the rear which contained five people. Sleeping against each other in a corner was ahomeless, but nonetheless happily inebriated couple. Immersed in conversation was a casually cladblack youth of about 16, and a conservatively attired white man in histhirties. The final member of therolling soiree was a blonde woman in her late twenties, decked out in partygear of the ‘Bring Your Own’ variety, distractedly reading the latest romancenovel to top the NY Times Best Seller list.
"Yo, check it out, Larry. Shorty is peeping you out. Don't let me hold you back now. I know you want a piece of that. Her body is boomin’."
"I don’t think so," said theurban professional to his eager travel companion. “Attractive certainly, but I doubt we’d havevery much in common.”
"You don't think so? Don't tell me you're a mo."
"A what?"
"A faggot, a queer boy."
"I'm quite heterosexual, thankyou."
"Then what's the problem?” asked theyoung man, genuinely perplexed at Larry’s apathy. “You gots to think that honey is fine."
"She really isn't my type."
"Not your type. Check out those titties. Those are fucking siliconed works ofart. And did you get a good look whenshe walked in? That's one seriousbootie. Somewhere out there is a sistawondering who the hell stole her ass."
Larry cast a glance at the leopard printtights that painted the woman's legs. "She's a little too showy for me."
"I know what homegirl can showme. Man would I wax that ass good. Now stop playing me. I refuse to believe you don't want to get up onthat."
"I guess I find her appealing in aStaten Island sort of way," Larry conceded.
"Damn straight you do. Now go over there and bust a Wall Street rapon that fly honey."
"I'm not interested.” It seemed unnecessary to explain that hedidn’t actually work on Wall Street. Thekid’s characterization was clear enough. “Why don't you talk to her?"
"First of all, she's a bit too old forme. More importantly, she doesn't strikeme as being into dark and lovely. Youknow what I'm saying?"
"I think so,” Larry said. “But you see, I have a barrier just as greatas you do."
"Unless you're the lightest mulattobrother I've ever seen, I don't know what you're talking about."
"You may have noticed that thenecklace she's wearing has a cross on it. I happen to be Jewish."
"So, who gives a fuck?"
"She very well might," Larryanswered, a feint trace of resignation in his voice caused by a long ago loveaffair that ended for this very reason.
"I'm not saying you should step to thegirl and ask to meet her parents. Justbullshit a little and get her digits. Next week you take her out, spend a few bucks, and then butter thatbiscuit. I thought you guys were smart."
"I resent that."
"Resent what?"
"The anti-Semitic tone of your lastcomment."
"The what of my what?"
"Your statement was prejudicialagainst Jewish people."
"By calling you smart? You’d rather be called an ignorantnigger? Look Lar, I ain't got nothingagainst Jews. Man you guys aresensitive. You own half the money in thegoddamn world. What you got to complainabout?"
"I got ... I mean, Ihave just as much reason for complaint as you. Jewish people have been persecuted as much asyour race. More so even."
"You're talking out your ass now. You guys own all the movie studios, thebanks, the law firms. That don't soundtoo much like suffering to me."
"You ever hear of the holocaust?”Larry asked, his voice rising from the whisper they had been trying to maintainas the conversation took on an unexpectedly political tone. “You ever read in the newspaper about what'sgoing on in Israel? The people there areliving in a war zone."
"You want to see a war zone? Come by my hood. Take a stroll through good old Harlem,USA. And how about slavery?"
"I'd take cotton picking over aconcentration camp any day."
"At least the holocaust ended. Cotton just got exchanged for welfare checksand food stamps. Alright, enough of thisbullshit. Let's get back to the topic at hand. Homegirl has been scoping you out since she sat down. You got the fly gear. Shorties be into that Brooks Brothers looknowadays. It shows you got an importantjob. It shows you have no shortage ofBenjamins." He noticed theperplexed look that pass over Larry’s face and clarified. “Plenty of money.”
"I happen to be involved in a seriousrelationship. My girlfriend and I havebeen together for three years."
"So? You ain't down with OPP?"
"Am I down with Opie?"
The kid shook his head and suppressed alaugh at Larry's ignorance. “Is yourgirl as dope as this one here?" he re-phrased.
"Is dope a good thing?"
"Yeah."
"Not in such an obvious way,"Larry confessed.
"More importantly, is your girl hereright now?"
"No."
"So then there ain't nothing to it butto do it."
"Okay, enough of this badgering,"said Larry testily. "Why don't yougo about the business you were conducting and leave me be."
"Sure, Larry, no problem. I was getting off at this stop anyway. You like to work solo. I can understand that. Just take some good advice. Whatever you do, make sure to wear a jimmyhat. That's a condom. These aredangerous times we're living in."
The knife being pressed against Larry'sback was removed.
"I'll take that phat watch you got ontoo."
Larry was somewhat puzzled over thedescription of his rather thin timepiece but did as he was instructed. He grimaced as his hard-earned money wentinto someone else's pocket but was pleasantly surprised when the wallet he hadhanded over earlier was returned with his numerous credit cards stillcontained.
"Ordinarily I don't do this. But I like you, Larry. You're all right."
The kid got up and stood by the doors asthe train pulled into the next station. "Shalom, my brother," he said when the doors opened.
"Keep the faith, homey," Larryresponded.
Theyoung bandit bounded off the train. Larrywatched after him for a moment, wondering how much his Rolex would go foruptown. When he turned back, he noticed that he was being observed. The couple in the corner had awakened, orrather, they no longer pretended to be asleep now that the crime they chose notto witness was over with. Larry shruggedhis shoulders as if to say that he might very well have done the same thing hadthe situation been reversed. Then hestraightened his tie, brushed back his hair, switched to a seat on the oppositeside of the car, and proceeded to introduce himself to the young woman withouta hint of the caution or trepidation he would typically experience. He would soon be exiting the train with nomoney in his pockets, but perhaps he could even the score by obtaining a phonenumber to fill the empty space.
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