Roy L. Pickering Jr.'s Blog, page 11
November 12, 2016
HOW DID WE GET HERE?
Removes "cake" from list of favorite foods. https://t.co/DnE88eZdW7— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
that it wasn't just the radicalism of the GOP, but deep hatred in a large segment of the population. How do we move forward? 2/— Paul Krugman (@paulkrugman) November 9, 2016
Dear America,
“I can't believe what you say, because I see what you do.”
― James Baldwin— Desiree Adaway (@desireeadaway) November 9, 2016
Going from Mr. Obama to Trump will be like going from...like from Obama to Trump. I can't think of an equally ludicrous comparison scenario.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
There are 2 bald eagles trapped in a Florida sewer drain. This is more allegory than I can handle right now. pic.twitter.com/5f6YPHv7rB— Justin Brannan (@JustinBrannan) November 10, 2016
Least satisfying tweet ever https://t.co/jH2YeVzjlI— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
There are > people who oppose Trump than the amount whom he speaks to/for. But thanks in large part to antiquated electoral college system..— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
Calling protesters pros incited by media rather than Americans you serve & must make peace with is a real bad start https://t.co/e9ofntfmpc— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
I'm not going to call out names but I'm watching some "you gotta EARN my vote, Hillary" people now FINALLY afraid of a Trump presidency.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
I know the election is over, but still wondering about the "she needs to EARN my vote", people. Did Hillary manage to earn it or nah?— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
If Hillary didn't earn your vote, or if you convinced any weak minded people that she hadn't earned it, well, no need to say what result is.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
This guy's mindset IMHO is what led to Trump win. Obama didn't push him over the edge. Audacity of #BLM movement did https://t.co/6rDbKLYOFt— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
The presence of Obama in the White for 2 terms provided fuel for #BLM to get started, I grant that. But Obama could have won a 3rd term.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
Obama backlash would have made him a 1 term president so this isn't that. #BlackLivesMatter movement backlash? Argument can be made I'd say— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
There is a fine but critical line of distinction between righteous indignation & anger. Movements thrive on former, fall flat on latter.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
You know who doesn't give a sh*t whose lives you think matter? Our next president, that's who. He'll look out for him & his. #VotingMatters— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
People saying Trump performing well indicates bigots fighting back vs Obama fail to see there were just as many bigots 4 and 8 years ago.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 9, 2016
Majority of people simply do not want to be called privileged, which in 2016 is practical a curse/slur. They feel they earned what they got.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
When Hillary called them deplorables, which basically meant not even a teensy bit ashamed of their privilege, that was final straw.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
So many folks got pissed and Trump fed them just the right food they craved. None of the other GOP candidates were feeding their hunger.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
Trump shares 1 quality with Obama. He was seen by many as a symbol & literal CHANGE. Hillary, despite gender, was portrayed as more of same.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
Change to move forward and change to go back are different from each other in direction but similar in appeal and impact.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
if mlk and the suffragettes had just marched to feel good and raise awareness, blacks and women wouldnt have the vote— Oliver Willis (@owillis) November 10, 2016
A rally/march to make statement & create visual is a fine start. Hashtivism isn't a bad thing. But 2 win the fight so much more must be done— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
Too many young people think gathering together for a cause (easier than ever to arrange in social media era) is the be all end all.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
Only vital that he's booting Muslims, making wall, rejecting gays & flipping Roe v Wade. ps #bluelivesandgunsmatter https://t.co/xZVYIvX7Ho— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
We can play this game all day. They don't care if he dodges military service, taxes & lawsuits. They don't care. https://t.co/X1iVjre19i— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
At some point we'll realize that the things being exposed about Trump don't matter AT ALL to those who voted for him.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
#MyWishForTheFuture is simple, clear, tangible, achievable. I simply want no more US presidents who the KKK rooted for & endorsed. Dassit!— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
How can this be if people realized the urgency of what was at stake? Or did people somehow fail to grasp it? How? https://t.co/gcJKnBsMWm— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
Trump laid waste to the Republican and Democratic Party establishment. The same holds for the black political class. Let's get to work.— Eddie S. Glaude Jr. (@esglaude) November 11, 2016
The next 4 years will probably not have a shortage of things to fight for or against. To win you'll need to sweat & get your hands dirty.— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 10, 2016
Time for us to get to work! pic.twitter.com/TWxHjcYRwL— Roy L. Pickering Jr. (@AuthorofPatches) November 11, 2016
MESSAGE TO TRUMP SUPPORTERS WHO ARE NOW ACTING SHOCKED AND DISMAYED THAT PEOPLE ARE UPSET AND HAVE CHOSEN TO PROTEST HIS ELECTION, NOT THAT PROTESTING IT WILL CHANGE THE ELECTION RESULT, BUT PERHAPS MR. TRUMP WILL RECOGNIZE THAT THE WIND HE HAS STIRRED UP DOES NOT BLOW IN ONLY ONE DIRECTION.
Why are there people upset at those who are upset that Trump was elected president? Those people have CLEARLY given their reasons - because of the many well documented abhorrent things Trump has said and done over the years. Even if you believe he's bluffing about deporting and wall building, or locker room bantering about stuff like groping women, there are still terrible things that are beyond dispute such as him belittling people verbally and profiling African Americans so they couldn't rent apartments in his building. Why be bothered by people who are angry and disrespectful towards a single person (no matter how important a job he now has, Trump's still just one very flawed man), but you were never upset about millions/billions of people that he apparently sees as lesser humans? This amounts to co-signing that you feel some people are inherently inferior to others. Can't you see that? If not, why not? For the love of God, the man's election is being celebrated by the Klu Klux Klan. How can you not understand why this would be upsetting to people? You are familiar with what the KKK represents, right? I'm not saying Trump's a member, but he barely bothered to disavow David Duke so if the hood fits. Why does this not bother YOU? Because Trump is soon to be THE PRESIDENT? If so then why weren't you upset when he falsely accused the sitting president of being a foreign born Muslim no matter how much evidence to the contrary was presented. Could it be that the office of president was no big deal to you for the past 8 years, but suddenly it's prestigious again now that Trump has been elected? I certainly don't co-sign outlandish statements such as calls to assassinate. Of course that's ridiculous. But why should protests and facebook statuses upset you? They're not about YOU. They're about this man who has been elected president of the entire United States of America who has been incredibly disrespectful towards a large % of its citizens. Or could it be that you're upset because you do co-sign his disrespect and superiority complex towards others of other races/religions/gender? Please tell me that isn't so. If it isn't, then respect the rights of others to be very bothered by Trump's election just as citizens of this nation have always used their freedom of speech to express dismay over various matters that have troubled them about this country. The Civil Rights Act was passed in 1964, Loving vs State of Virginia ruling was in 1967. Not exactly ancient history. So of course people have the right to be very worried that certain inalienable rights are suddenly very much in danger of being revoked as result of the 2016 elections. You don't have to be worried or upset yourself. I won't insist that you feel empathy. But you can at least understand why others are troubled. This country was founded on the concept of protest after all.
MATTERS OF CONVENIENCE
November 6, 2016
DECISIONS - A Short Story
DECISIONS
BY ROY L. PICKERING JR.
Mike stared at the ebony liquid which had formed the shape of the glass in his hands. 'Should I or shouldn't I?' was the quandary playing tennis in his head. It had been over an hour since he first sat down and posed this question to himself. He had not moved an inch closer to resolution. "It's not a television, it's a drink. It won't do nothing till you pour it down your throat." Mike turned towards the voice that had derailed his train of thought. Its owner was a dapper looking man in his sixties. Dapper wasn't a word utilized with great frequency in Mike's vocabulary, but in this case it seemed a perfect fit. How else would a man in a tweed three piece suit, a bow tie encasing his neck, a derby upon his head, and a walking stick in hand be described? All that was missing was the British accent. "I was just thinking," Mike said in explanation of his meditative pose. "That's what libraries are for. Bars are for drinking, not thinking." "How about thinking about drinking?" "Are we composing a nursery rhyme?" "It looks that way." "The name's Dave." "Hello, Dave. I'm Mike." Dave ordered himself a beer. "What has you thinking so hard, Mike? If you don't mind my asking." "I was supposed to be getting married tomorrow. But now I'm not. My girlfriend pulled out. Out of the marriage, out of the relationship, out of my life. One minute I'm all settled, everything mapped out nice and neat. Next minute I'm here, wondering what happens next." "She give you a reason?" "Two. She doesn't love me and she does love someone else." "Pretty good reasons." "They are," Mike admitted. "I don't blame her. Truth is, I don't think I'm in love with her either. I'd been thinking about breaking things off for the longest time. But I was never able to convince myself totally that it was the wise thing to do. So I kept waiting for some kind of sign." "Why get married then? If you don't mind my asking." "We were together five years, lived together for the last two. What else was left? Our families, our friends, hell, people we hardly even knew kept asking us the same question over and over. When are you two getting married? We got tired of answering it." "So you lost a woman you had already grown tired of?" "Something like that. You get used to a person. You get comfortable, like a child with his favorite blanket or his thumb in his mouth. It's tough to let go of your security. Don't believe me, just ask all the buck tooth people walking around." "That's as good a reason to get loaded as any I've heard." Dave lifted his glass to toast. Mike didn't return the gesture. "I need to drink to get loaded and I'm not drinking. I'm just thinking about it." "You're starting to lose me, Mike. What's to think about?" "I'm an alcoholic. Or I was. Or I might have been. It all depends on how you look at it." "You haven't found me yet, Mike." "I used to have a drinking problem. Well, I don't know if it was a problem. It didn't cause me any difficulties. I functioned as well as the next guy. It was just a habit of mine and when alcohol becomes a habit, society tends to see that as a problem." "Society holds many a warped view on many a subject that's none of its damn business." Dave took a swig of his beer as exclamation point to the statement. "Anyway, I decided to quit one day, so that's what I did. No AA meeting or any psychological mumbo jumbo. Once I make a decision, I stick with it. If I'd been an official drunk I wouldn't have been able to stop cold turkey like that." "Maybe. If it makes sense to you, what else matters? So what made you quit, if you don't mind ..." "I don't mind. I got out of bed one morning, grabbed a brew from the fridge, and sat down to drink it. About halfway through I realized there was something terribly wrong. I couldn't recall when, or why, or how I had switched from Wheaties to a cold one. What made me go from the breakfast of champions to the breakfast of bums?" "It sure sneaks up on you, don't it?" Dave motioned to the bartender for a refill. "Actually, it landed on my head like a piano. The moment I remembered the last person I'd seen having beer in the morning, I knew I would never touch the stuff again." "Who would that be?" "My dad. No way I was turning into him. Now he was a world class drunk. And a world class jerk. Not the footsteps I intended to follow." "Let me tell you something, Mike. I've drunk some powerful concoctions in my time. Once had me some hundred and eighty proof Tennessee moonshine that could have launched a space shuttle. But I never had anything that could turn me into another person." "No need for the lecture. I figured it out on my own. I also found out that my dad had more valid reasons than thirst for his drinking." "Every reason is valid, Dave. The second you start judging is the second you start playing God, and I believe that job is taken." Mike looked down into his glass, swirling its contents with a swizzle stick. Some people may have seen it as completely not empty, others as entirely full. But one fact remained undisputed. He had yet to consume a drop. "I have another question for you, Mike. If being an alcoholic isn't your problem, and turning into your father isn't the problem, then what is?" "He's got a brain in his head, that's all." The gravelly voice entering the conversation from Mike's immediate right belonged to another gentleman in his sixties. The man’s face was covered with a three quarters salt, one quarter pepper beard. His rumpled attire was considerably less formal than that of his counterpart. "Sorry, but I couldn't help overhearing your conversation," he continued. "The name's Lou. Mike, your reservations are well worth heeding. You have explained away every reason for not drinking, yet you still haven't taken a sip. Your gut is telling you that having a drink is a step you're not ready to take. I'll take gut instinct over hedonistic intellectualizing any day." "Who died and made you his conscience?" asked Dave. "Who made you the serpent in the garden?" Lou asked in reply. "Relax guys," Mike refereed. "What's the big deal? I either get tanked or I don't. The world keeps spinning either way." "It is a big deal," said Lou. "You don't want to be a drunk. No matter how fancy he may dress himself up, a drunk is still nothing but a drunk." "And a self-important, holier than thou, propaganda spouting, weak willed nosy body is still nothing but a guy named Lou," Dave rebutted. Mike couldn't believe that his dilemma was serving as the catalyst for a senior citizen bar room brawl. "If I do decide to drink, that won't make me an alcoholic," he said, hoping his logic would defuse the situation. “Not if I have just the one.” "But you're not a hundred percent sure of that or else you'd be drunk already," said Lou. "Gary, I'll have my usual," he said to the bartender. "Yeah, I guess you could say that," Mike had to admit. "Seltzer," Dave practically spat in disdain as Lou's drink arrived. "Let me guess your line, old timer. You're a former drunk. Got saved by AA so now you want to return the favor by converting the world." "I haven't touched a drop of liquor in eight years. But I'm not a former drunk, Dave. I'm a drunk, same as you. Only difference is I'm fighting the demon, you're succumbing to it." "A day at a time, right Lou?" "Damn straight." "Well I'm a former AA member too. My wife told me to get sober or get out. So I got sober. Stayed that way for three years. I was a die hard just like you, praying to the great dry God." "But you were weak and you failed. That's your problem. Helping to push this young man over the edge will just make one more ruined life you're responsible for." "Hey Lou, have a little respect. This is mystory, I'll tell it. My wife and I got divorced anyway. Not because I was drinking, but because it wasn't meant to be. And the last three years were the worst because I was sober every day of them." "Is there a moral to this tale?" Dave asked. "Moral is you want to be sober, be sober. You want to get drunk, drink up. But a man needs to make that choice, not let that glass do it for him. If Mike doesn't drink because he's not thirsty, or because he’s not in the mood to get a little light headed, then fine. But if he doesn't drink because he's afraid, because he thinks the content of that glass is stronger than his free will, then that makes him prisoner to the booze just the same as any drunk on skid row suckling a flask like it was mother’s milk. A sober prisoner is no better off than a drunk one, Lou. He’s worse off, actually. At least a drunk prisoner might be having a good time. You probably wouldn’t know one of those if it walked up and bit you on the nose." Mike cleared his still dry throat. "I have to admit, I'm afraid of what might happen if I start drinking again. Maybe it won't be as easy to quit next time. Maybe I'll screw up my life. But is a screwed up life better than one lived in fear?" "Of course not," said Dave. "Hell yes," answered Lou simultaneously. “Nothing wrong with a little fear. Nothing wrong with humility. You do know what excessive pride leads to, don’t you?” Mike picked up the glass. "I miss Angela already. It doesn't matter that we don't love each other anymore. I got used to waking up and seeing her there beside me. I guess I'm just a creature of habit." And with this toast said, Mike closed his eyes, brought the glass to his lips, tipped back his head and began pouring the liquid down his throat. When he placed the now half empty glass down, Lou had already risen from his seat. "I'm a creature of habit too, Mike. That's why I'm here. Even after I stopped drinking, bars were the only place I ever felt comfortable. So I'll probably be seeing you around. Maybe I'll even see you sober again someday." Lou walked away, disappointment registering in his every step. "I'd love to stay," said Dave, who had also risen from his seat. "But I have an appointment to make. Some other time perhaps. Good meeting you, young fella.""Same here." Mike shook Dave's hand and then watched him walk out of the bar, every bit the sophisticated, gentlemanly drunk. Taking in a deep breath, Mike again lifted the glass to his lips and finished it off in one gulp. He placed the glass on the bar and then walked to the pub's jukebox, removing quarters from his pocket. He was good and ready to select some "my baby done me wrong" music to accompany his melancholy mood. Problem was, there were so many top quality sorrowful tunes to choose from. Whichever he selected would wipe away an equally good alternative, and he had neither enough time nor enough change to listen to all of them. That was the thing about choices. The moment you made one, you also threw another one away. Dave put the coins back into his pocket and returned to his seat at the bar. "I'll have another one, please." "Pepsi, right?" "You got it." Mike held his newly filled glass before him, staring intently at the soda, wondering if he would eventually switch to something stronger. If he did, would it be his downfall? Would that make him just like his father? If he refrained, did that make him any better off? Or was abstinence synonymous with lack of belief in his powers of self-control? He simply didn't know which scenario would make him more pathetic. Maybe Angela had a valid point when she said that the end of their relationship was ultimately caused by his ambivalence towards practically every aspect of life. But what did she know? After all, he had firmly chosen Pepsi over Coke.
Now available at Amazon - MATTERS OF CONVENIENCE
PORTRAIT OF THE ARTIST - AKA ME (by Bill Gallo)
MADE UP YOUR MIND YET?
October 14, 2016
For Indie Authors Seeking Reviews
BREAKING: NOW ACCEPTING REVIEW REQUESTS FROM INDIE AUTHORS
I plan to review independently published novels(with perhaps a sprinkle of non-fiction thrown in) on a regular basis when the calendar turns to 2017. No genres barred (reading only one type/genre of book seems extremely dull to me), which is not to say that I will read everything that comes my way. I may take a pass on most queries for I intend to be picky, my selection criteria based strictly on what sounds like "my kind of book". DIVERSITY welcomed, PRINT my preferred format (I might read a PDF on screen in rare exceptions, but when it comes to reading I’m a non-Kindle owning huge fan of ink on paper). In addition to a synopsis I'll want to see a brief excerpt from your book to help me decide. For a taste of my reviewing style, type "book reviews" into the Search bar. Or you can peruse my collection of reviews at goodreads.
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Kindle Scout campaign for #MattersOfConvenience is over, but excerpt will be up at Amazon for at least 15 more days https://t.co/7CdTi9I1Qs pic.twitter.com/RCQaY5ZEY4— Seeks K-Scout Votes (@AuthorofPatches) October 14, 2016
September 20, 2016
FIRST DAY ON THE JOB
First day on the Job
Short Story by Roy L. Pickering, Jr.
Curtis took a discretely proud peek at his reflection in the tinted window of a lime green Mercedes. His muscled torso was accentuated by the snug fit of his brand new policeman's uniform. He struck an imposing figure as he patrolled streets that he had grown to manhood roaming. Surely no one would be foolish enough to break the law on his vigilant watch. But if criminal activity were to take place, he was well prepared for the task of maintaining order and safety for the citizens under his protection.
Despite enduring criticism upon announcement of his decision to become one of the city's finest, Curtis was positive that he had been born to do this. The way to combat the many legitimate accusations of brutality and racial profiling by the police force was not to cry out in impotent anger, but to become an active part of the solution.
He took off his hat for a moment and rubbed a hand over his cleanly shaved, chocolate brown skull. His friends asserted that brown and blue did not, and could not mix. Curtis looked forward to proving them wrong. More so, he was anxious to prove his worth and advance rapidly through the ranks. Once he made detective he would marry Denise, buy a house out in the suburbs, and get started on the family he had planned on being the head of for as far back as he could remember.
"Looks like I'm going to have a quiet first day on the job," said Curtis to his partner Steve.
"Don't get ahead of yourself rookie," advised Officer Steven Coley. "The sun is just beginning to set. Darkness gives people foolish ideas."
"Well, we'll be there to give those fools second thoughts, won't we?"
Instead of answering the question, Steve chuckled, his belly shaking under a uniform that seemed about to burst at the seams.
"Quite the eager beaver, aren't you? Believe it or not, I was once as primed to charge forth and do good as you are now."
"So what happened?" Curtis asked, examining the gray that had begun to invade his partner's curly blonde sideburns. "Have you seen too much to care anymore? Have you grown jaded?"
"Nope," replied Steve. "I've just grown up."
* * * * *
Leonard looked over the grocery store that was laid out before his vantage point behind the cashier's counter. He was not searching for anything in particular, simply admiring each object within view because it was all his very own to admire. Every can of soup, bag of potato chips, bottle of detergent, was his to sell and profit from. Years of hard work and frugality had paid off. As of today, Leonard was a business owner. He had earned his proverbial forty acres and a mule. The dream that always felt within reach, no matter how many setbacks and complications kept them away, was now firmly within his appreciative grasp.
Mr. Kim seemed like a good man and had sold him the store at a fair price, now that he was ready to retire and move back to Korea. Leonard wished him well. Still, he felt that justice had been served by the passing of this store from the Korean man's hands into his own. In order for money to replenish and revitalize this neighborhood it needed to circulate throughout the black community, not flow out into the hands of outsiders. Leonard had been born and raised less than twenty blocks from the establishment he came to acquire. But although the distance traveled was physically short, several decades of strenuously worked muscles and judicious application of his studies were needed to complete the journey.
Leonard had big plans. He would not be content merely to make a good living supplying his neighbors with bare necessities. Little by little he would expand the inventory until his store stood out from nearby competitors. People would walk a few extra blocks to obtain what he alone could offer them. He intended to give the store an Afrocentric flavor, to make it a source not only of personal, but also of neighborhood pride.
He may have been starting small, but felt confident customer loyalty would eventually enable him to branch out into other areas of interest. Leonard was determined to become not only a successful businessman, but also a leader, a pillar of his community. He had always believed that most limitations were self-imposed, that all goals were attainable through hard work and commitment to a vision. No less than the world had been imagined for himself, and this store was to be just the first chunk of it.
A young man in his early twenties or late teens walked through the door. He was greeted with a nod and slight grin that Leonard could not suppress. Although numerous people had been in and out to make purchases throughout the day, the feeling of euphoric unreality had not quite evaporated yet. Leonard had only been more proud on one other occasion, the birth of his son. Julian was now assured of a mighty inheritance, an empire that would be built one happy customer at a time.
* * * * *
Marshall prayed that his apprehension was masked, for if not, his intentions would be apparent. He was ashamed of his actions in advance of their undertaking, but had been left with little choice in the matter. His mother was sick, real sick, and the only think keeping agony at bay was her medication. The medicine was not free, now that insurance was no longer part of the equation, and it was not cheap, not by a long shot. Somebody had to take care of Mama, and the list of applicants consisted of Marshall alone.
He noticed a poster of Malcolm X in contemplation on the wall and took this to be a sign of support for his cause. After all, Malcolm had made the words "by any means necessary" a legendary battle cry. Marshall had no shortage of necessity. As for means, this was it, his lone option. His mother required her medication, and those who supplied it required to be paid. This meant that Marshall needed money, plenty of it, quick. There was not enough time to earn it honestly, so he had set out in search of someplace and someone to take it from. His feet led him to this grocery store, and instinct made him stop and decide this was as good a place and time as any.
Marshall felt his nervousness slowly giving way to resolution that was spiced with anger. It was unfair that he was forced to stoop so low. He had never stolen from anyone before, never hurt anybody. This wasn't the type of person he had ever intended to be. He was an honor roll student, known and even teased for his clean cut lifestyle. Living otherwise had not really been an alternative. His mother raised him from day one to always do right. She had done this on her own, having long ago been abandoned by Marshall's father, and no one could have done a better job. Marshall did not want to let his mother down. But this wish was crushed under the weight of his desire to ease her suffering.
He grabbed a bag of something that he didn't bother to take notice of and headed towards the grocer. The longer he hesitated, the greater the chance that his nerve would be lost. Marshall experienced one last quiver of doubt when he realized that his crime would be against one of his own. He could have sworn a Korean man ran this store. But it was too late for such a thing to be consequential. An unstoppable surge of momentum was pushing Marshall towards his destiny.
* * * * *
"I'm going to run across the street to get a pack of cigarettes. This is my last pack and then I'm quitting for good. It's my one vice and we cops can't afford bad habits, ain't that right?"
Officer Coley suspected that the remark was a dig at his increasingly prominent beer gut. Then again, he may have become oversensitive to the issue since Erma had gone on an exercise kick and started harassing him about his physical condition.
"You going on the patch, rookie?"
"Nah," answered Curtis. "Cold turkey. Once I make a decision, I stick to it. I don't need any outside help."
"Whatever you say. I'll wait out here."
"You want me to get you anything?"
"No, I'm fine."
Curtis headed towards the grocery store, crossing at the crosswalk after looking both ways for traffic like any law abiding citizen should. He recalled with amusement Denise's remark that he had developed a new stride, a cop walk, as he walked around their apartment in his new uniform, his polished badge gleaming, the weapon in his holster and nightstick by his side granting him officially licensed power. As a six foot three African American male with a chiseled frame that may as well have been armor, Curtis was used to being considered intimidating. But in his new wardrobe, in his new professional capacity, with his new "cop walk", a layer of respect had been applied to the apprehension he naturally evoked. And Curtis was reveling in it.
* * * * *
Leonard took a glance at his watch. It was just closing time. The young man headed towards him held a bag of cashews that would be the final sale of Leonard's first day as an entrepreneur. A dollar bill, the first one earned, was taped to the wall behind him. He intended to bring in a picture frame for it tomorrow.
The approaching customer had tightly braided hair, like Latrell Spreewell of the New York Knicks. Now that he was on the short track to affluence, Leonard was considering whether to loosen his purse strings for the opportunity to become a season ticket holder. It would be a well-deserved reward for a life-time of industriousness.
"Will that be all, young man?"
* * * * *
"No sir," answered Marshall in a near whisper. He cleared his throat to properly enunciate his demand. "I also want you to hand over all of your money."
"What?" Not wishing to confuse, Marshall removed the gun in his waistband and pointed its barrel towards the grocer. From this point on he was certain that his intentions would be perfectly clear, questions unnecessary.
"I see," said the man behind the counter in a voice that taunted with its calmness. Although Marshall was the one calling the shots, the one in possession of the deadly weapon, he had never been more frightened in his life.
"Take it easy, son. I'll give you whatever you want. Just take a deep breath and gather yourself. There's no reason for anybody to get hurt."
Marshal looked down and saw what the grocer had seen, that his hand was shaking uncontrollably, not a good sign when one of its fingers was on a trigger. He felt a trickle of sweat sliding down his temple, even though it was comfortably cool in the grocery store. This show of fear shamed him. He half expected the grocer to laugh at his amateurish behavior. If he did, it would be his final act, for Marshall would not tolerate being ridiculed. He had entered this store with the intention of committing a neat and efficient armed robbery that would solve all of his problems. Now he just wanted this terrifying ordeal to be over with, one way or another.
"May I ask you something?" asked Leonard as he gathered together the bills in his cash register. "I don't wish to offend, but don't you want to do something meaningful with your life? Don't you want to contribute to society instead of leeching off of it? Because the truth is, all you're doing is digging a hole with bad choices to bury yourself in. Is that what you want?"
"I just want some medicine for my mom," Marshall said, desperate to resume command of a situation that seemed to have a mind of its own, to accomplish the goal he had set for himself, to stem the blinding tears that the grocer's questions had unleashed, and to convey to this man that he was not a bad person, appearances to the contrary, that his trembling hand had been forced by events beyond his control. "I can't afford to worry about that other stuff right now. I can't afford nothing but that medicine, and with the money in your register, I can get it. I didn't dig this hole. I was born in it. Now I'm trying to climb out, cause my mom can't survive in a hole much longer. Do you understand?"
"Yes, I think I do."
* * * * *
Officer Curtis Mason, hotshot rookie cop eagerly anticipating his first opportunity to combat evil in any form he saw it perpetrated, strode through the door of a neighborhood grocery store. There he came across an unexpected sight that caused him to hesitate, but only for the briefest of moments. As an officer of the law, Curtis was trained to react swiftly and decisively, even when taken by surprise, especially then. His hand whipped instinctively towards his holster, like a cat stretching forth its claws as a mouse ran by.
A boy was hunched over the counter, his braided head cradled in his arms, shaking and sniffling in a manner that suggested he was crying. One of his hands was clenching a large wad of cash, which in of itself was suspicious. On the opposite side of the counter, the store's proprietor was reaching behind his back, putting an object into his pants pocket, out of sight. Perhaps a wallet. Perhaps not.
"Everything okay in here?" Curtis asked.
"Put your money away, son," the merchant said. "Our transaction is concluded. We've both gotten through the day. We can both start over tomorrow."
Curtis lowered his empty gun hand back to a relaxed position, placated by the voice of the grocer who simultaneously answered the police officer's question and reassured the young man who was leaving the store with a look of wonderment in his eyes.
"Everything is just fine."
THE END
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August 28, 2016
Colin Kaepernick sits this one out
Colin Kaepernick sits out national anthem:https://t.co/JsPjBJUDyk https://t.co/NjATglW3sH— Adam Schefter (@AdamSchefter) August 27, 2016
Colin Kaepernick didn't stand for the national anthem and this is the outfit he wore at post game. #Wokepernick pic.twitter.com/H830rOI6eQ— Kazeem Famuyide (@RealLifeKaz) August 27, 2016
Stupidly I chose to go against this advice. Stupid stupid stupid. https://t.co/edirq4nfOi— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Before crushing Kaepernick, consider the possibility that not everyone experiences things in the same way.— Jane McManus (@janesports) August 27, 2016
That won't help Kap's overall popularity but you gotta do what your heart insists upon. I'm more interested in how well (or not) he plays.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Kaepernick told me that he is fully aware that there will be backlash. He is willing to deal with it: https://t.co/R3pSnMeWdD— Steve Wyche (@wyche89) August 27, 2016
Am I imagining things or do Cam Newton and Colin Kaepernick alternate social consciousness stances every few months?— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
@theNFLchick Yeah, I don't recall knowing where Kaep stood on much beyond having a 6-pack until today. Whatever. I'm a fan of both of them.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
@theNFLchick Make me wonder (being the cynic that I am) to what degree his evolution is a result of no longer being the superstar starter.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
@theNFLchick But respect either way. I'm rooting for him.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Colin Kaepernick sits out the anthem because of how America treats Black people so his mentions are filled with racial slurs & threats.— Amadi (@amaditalks) August 27, 2016
A Line A Day: When Sports and Social Issues Collide https://t.co/oasE0oLm8U— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
You can't criticize Kaep for thinking America < great but applaud Trump for saying USA needs to be made great. Unless you're an a-hole.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
I'm not upset at Colin Kaepernick but I'm not going to give him a cookie either. He didn't stand up, big whoop. Impress me by curing cancer.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Ali had his title taken away, lost his job, had to fight to stay out of jail. Kaepernick caught flack on Twitter. In 2016 we see these as =— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Takes more than pure talent to be: THE GREATEST - A LIFE FULLY LIVED https://t.co/NM1tgCeDXX— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Kaepernick could have stood up and spared me some of the resulting ignorance I've seen on my TL today.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
MUST SEE VIDEO: Fans respond to @Kaepernick7 by burning his jerseyhttps://t.co/YYJUx6qnBE
— KTVU (@KTVU) August 27, 2016
Who hurt you? Oh never mind, I see his name right there on the shirt. https://t.co/UQyH1ChyzS
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Yeah the ashies are gonna definitely go at Kaep for being adopted by a white family and being light skinned. Sad to be able to predict it.— Rod TBGWT (@rodimusprime) August 27, 2016
@rodimusprime No crystal ball or tarot cards required to make that call.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
#Kaepernick. BLM tool . Black father abandoned family .white mom puts him up for adoption .white family steps up pic.twitter.com/mAzAX5pb0W
— Jeff Thomas (@jeffex11) August 28, 2016
I keep telling the faux woke. Don't matter what race mom, dad, wife, kids or whoever may be. What matters is who YOU r. Start judging there.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
If you insist on judging, that is. Because it technically isn't mandatory to do any more than live and let live.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Niners QB Kaepernick refuses to stand for anthem in protest. https://t.co/IB6r7c9aEf pic.twitter.com/hyM2nbxEDV
— AP NFL (@AP_NFL) August 28, 2016
Even with Colin Kaepernick's comments & his decision to not stand for the anthem, the #49ers, Chip Kelly will make football decisions on Kap
— Ian Rapoport (@RapSheet) August 27, 2016
Unless team owner says otherwise cuz tix to sell and it's his team.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 27, 2016
Why expend energy tearing into someone for doing something that did no harm to you or anybody else? Not impressed by patriotic posing.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
I didn't do back flips every time Kaep stood for the anthem & I shed no tears over him sitting it out. His job, his life, his call.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Won't cause me to miss 1 second of sleep tonight. Same amount I didn't miss over Locthe or other flare up & fade fast sports news stories.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
@AuthorofPatches him disrespecting his own country, this country is an issue.
— Jiwano Starshine (@JoshDamage) August 28, 2016
@JoshDamage Beautiful thing abt America is 1 has the right to express dissatisfaction with America. Criticizing Kaep is criticizing America.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Since the NFL doesn't require their employyes to stand during the national Anthem, I guess what Kaepernick did wasn't as bad as I thought-
— Jiwano Starshine (@JoshDamage) August 28, 2016
Football has surpassed boxing and baseball as America's favorite pastime. So it's the best/biggest stage upon which to take a stand.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
A Line A Day: Are You Ready For Some Football?!! https://t.co/jKj5hGnr26
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
The day I see that level of racial coordination is the day I wake up from that dream. https://t.co/2faBFtWDYP
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
It takes A LOT to get every single black person in America to be on the same page about something. Obama. OJ. Coming to America.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Look at this poor oppressed person of color living in evil racist America! How will he ever make it?#Kaepernick pic.twitter.com/jStjRKYQM8
— Hector Morenco (@hectormorenco) August 27, 2016
No idea how Colin Kaepernick survived a childhood this rough. pic.twitter.com/MYqAJitkqc
— Clay Travis (@ClayTravis) August 28, 2016
Having a problem w/ over-policing & justice system set up 2 protect rogue cops isn't anti-white by def. Many whites & blacks get this wrong.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Perfectly possible 4 Kaepernick or Jesse Williams or whoever 2 love parents & various other white ppl yet also recognize US race disparities
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
But if you're a white person OR a black person who only hears anti-white rhetoric in "black lives matter" battle cry, you'll never get that.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
.@Kaepernick7 statement rings right now.There's no fkn way there should be near 3 million people in USA prisons. Today's jocks must speak up
— Chuck D (@MrChuckD) August 28, 2016
speaking out is good but there is a way to do it.
— Jiwano Starshine (@JoshDamage) August 28, 2016
Victor Cruz doesn't agree with Colin Kaepernick's method of demonstration. https://t.co/8NTeoOcXgv pic.twitter.com/0PIW1DYM5I
— NFL on ESPN (@ESPNNFL) August 28, 2016
Message on t-shirt or sneakers, not standing or saluting, power fist, hashtag. These are all just protest gestures & gestures only go so far
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
But I suppose they do go further than going along silently.
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
Is Colin Kaepernick your latest one? A Line A Day: CHOOSE YOUR HEROES CAREFULLY https://t.co/mVTCYbyHAj
— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 28, 2016
August 17, 2016
CHOOSE YOUR HEROES CAREFULLY
#KorrynGaines pic.twitter.com/ePpmoU0eo4— .eyeamher (@StonySupreme) August 17, 2016
Not sure if #KorrynGaines is situation to get outraged over. Pointing a gun at cops gets people killed. Not everybody every time. But plenty— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
#KorrynGaines could hurt #BLM movement. If you stan equally for her, Eric Garner, Mike Brown, John Crawford, Sandra Bland, Philando Castile— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
...rather than judging merits of very different cases on individual basis, less likely to be taken seriously.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
Sometimes benefit of doubt exists, other times it pretty clearly does not. Distinguish from each other rather than blanket black/white cover— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
There certainly are people who commit suicide by cop. And suicide by own hands. And are wrongfully killed. And are killed with fair cause.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
These situations are not identical to each other. Stamping #BLM hashtag on all of them equally is detrimental to cause IMHO.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
This video of #KorrynGaines and her 5 yo son during the police standoff makes me so sad for so many reasons.https://t.co/fD4pgMSwEh— Perez (@ThePerezHilton) August 2, 2016
Whether I judge instantly or wait for full picture to reveal itself, nobody is being brought back to life. No gun will unfire itself.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
Overgeneralizing and oversimplification are the enemies of progress.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
Progress has other enemies too, of course.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 2, 2016
Woman killed by Baltimore County police ignored pleas from boyfriend to surrender, mother says - https://t.co/14jPeZRMtt— jamalbryant (@jamalhbryant) August 3, 2016
I've seen manyWas their overkill on part of cops? I wouldn't put it past them. But unlike other victims of overzealous law enforcement, it sounds to me...— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016...that Korryn Gaines could have survived that encounter if she wanted to. Welfare of child should have been primary objective to all.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016It's certainly upsetting that a beautiful young woman/mother was shot to death with child in her arms. But I don't see victim as blameless.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016I reserve the right to change my mind if evidence comes to point in another direction.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016Please don't get so caught up in hashtags and online outrage that you don't exercise caution & common sense IRL. Guns do just one thing.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016A cop may kill you for no good reason so definitely don't go out of your way to give them slightest cause. They just may take the bait.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016There's stuff that's worth dying for and stuff that just ain't. Pride usually falls in latter category.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016Bottom line - cops need to be better trained. Even it we can't weed out 100% of racist ones doesn't mean we can't have better trained bigots— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016Choose your martyrs wisely. Unfortunately there are quite a few to choose between. On sadly bright side, this means you can be selective.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 3, 2016People want to be considered so "woke". God forbid somebody else has different opinion based on evidence. Must be a traitorous sell-out.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 4, 2016People really need to stop doing that to each other and just agree to respectably disagree some of the time, while agreeing other times.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 4, 2016No lone casualty represents all of em. No set of circumstances is universal. Shout tweeting/think pieceing doesn't make your opinion > valid— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 4, 2016Thinking #KorrynGaines could have acted in a manner > protective of her child & not making him motherless is not denouncing all black women— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 4, 2016Opinions are just that. Opinions. Not declarations of solidarity or any such nonsense.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 4, 2016@JoshDamage I believe there was some mental instability there & cops could've handled it better but #KorryGaines was looking for a show down— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 8, 2016@JoshDamage I'm less interested in specifics of situation than in online reaction. How quick ppl are to stamp #BLM on it & declare martyrdom— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 8, 2016Atlanta's Pulitzer Prize-winning editorial cartoonist―@mluckovichajc―isn't holding back. #BlackLivesMatter
Witness: pic.twitter.com/rsqHpCEjwM— David Harris-Gershon (@David_EHG) August 12, 2016The questions raised by Korryn Gaines' death https://t.co/ArEZBFDBmD— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 18, 2016Here's everything we know about the Nate Parker rape case: https://t.co/Eqe8BFhbpc pic.twitter.com/BX6B0k8X1Y— Complex (@ComplexMag) August 17, 2016Interesting stuff. I'm baffled by the support Parker is receiving from those who also seem to concede that he's less than totally innocent.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016Parker was acquitted so that is what it is. But plenty have been acquitted of crimes but not forgiven by many who feel they got away w/ it.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016I'd like to see some consistency. Nate Parker you're cool with but Woody Allen is the devil and R Kelly gets a mixed bag of reactions.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016Not saying those situations are identical, but they're close enough. You either separate art from artist or else you don't...in all cases.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016We are selective with our condemnation and forgiveness, that's for sure. Once opinion on someone is formed we'd rather not change it.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016Not until we're good and ready to do so anyway.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016Allowing their ideology around Blackness to trump their feminism.— IG: Sil_Lai (Abrams) (@Sil_Lai) August 15, 2016I read the court transcripts...Fuck Nate Parker— No Relation (@TheCosby) August 15, 2016I didn't read transcripts. I have no idea what he did/didn't do. I know his movie doesn't excuse his actions. I can respect 1 but not other.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 15, 2016Clearly Nate Parker has just put in paperwork to try to buy NBC. https://t.co/mNfIiFlWsE— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016It's NBC's fault for increasing profile with Olympics. Or blame it on woman. Or blame it on the alcohol. Or racism. Anything but the accused— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016@abowllan @cthagod The higher the profile gets the more invasive the questions become. Whether it's Nate Parker or Donald Trump or whoever.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016The best way to keep skeletons in your closet is to remain largely unknown.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 17, 2016Here's a friendly reminder that if you feel you must boycott Nate Parker's Nat Turner movie, I'm pretty sure somebody wrote a book on topic.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016William Styron wrote a book about Nat Turner. But he did so while being white so if that's a deal breaker, move on.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016@abowllan @cthagod I plan to see the movie b/c interested in topic & I don't tie art to artist. As for Nate, I neither deify nor decry him.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 16, 2016Nate Parker’s Accuser Committed Suicide in 2012, Her Brother Speaks Out (EXCLUSIVE) https://t.co/ivc8LCzT6X— Variety (@Variety) August 16, 2016Im not feminist, nor womanist, nor woke per 2016 standards, nor hotep. Only reason I have 4 not supporting Nate Parker film is human empathy— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 17, 2016Might have to roll with that one because the more I learn the less I like what I hear.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 17, 2016‘Birth Of A Nation’ Director Nate Parker Responds To Rape Accuser’s Suicide https://t.co/HsdjmYSP2B pic.twitter.com/n25nU1LlAG— Deadline Hollywood (@Deadline) August 17, 2016It would have been rough for Nate Parker if the woman was alive & speaking up about what happened. Only thing worse is what came to be.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 17, 2016It means he's on a movie tour rather than in jail. If his conscience is clean, good for him. If it isn't, it isn't. https://t.co/OE2zrmxpZp— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) August 17, 2016
I REPEAT. CHOOSE YOUR HEROES CAREFULLY. AND NOW FOR SOME BOOK REVIEWS.The Lowland by Jhumpa Lahiri
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This is a beautifully written novel, full of bold sorrow and muted hope. Where there is hope, no matter how cautiously one treads from the past, there is a chance of happiness. But some people cannot or will not move forward, and for them life is a continuous echo of sorrow, an eternity of regret. Those incapable of happiness because old wounds failed to heal will be cruel to those who try to love them. Whether it desires company or solitude, misery consumes whoever is nearest. Regardless of how far one travels, anguish that has been absorbed into the bones cannot be escaped. The Lowland is a story of family, a construct we are told is bonded by blood but actually is held together by love and willingly made sacrifice. It is the story of a woman who marries the love of her life, loses him, and then marries his brother whom she never comes to love while carrying the child of the man she violently lost. Leaving a country behind does little to erase memories and allow a new chance at happiness to take root. Someone who cannot love you, regardless of the ties of blood, will always be a stranger rather than family.
View all my reviewsThe Given Day by Dennis Lehane
My rating: 3 of 5 stars
What an incredibly eventful time period to read about. Somehow in one city in one year there is The Great Molasses Flood, the early growth stage of the NAACP in a racist climate, a Spanish Influenza pandemic, unions gaining a foothold to combat unfair labor practices and absurdly low wages, the Boston Police Strike of 1919 and resulting riots, the start of Prohibition, a relentless hunt for violent radicals who sow seeds of fear, and Babe Ruth being traded from the Red Sox to the NY Yankees where a dynasty will result. This action packed period of time in history was fascinating to learn about, with a multi-plotted page turner Dennis Lehane story line thrown into the middle of it as bonus. The more things change the more they stay the same was the thought that repeatedly came to mind as I read The Given Day. In 2016 we call the violent radicals Islamic terrorists; the medical crisis du jour is the Zika virus; protests follow questionable shootings with riots sometimes resulting when activists from the newbie #BlackLivesMatter movement face off against police officers with #BlueLivesMatter mindsets; and Kevin Durant has left Oklahoma City to form a super team in the Golden State. What's the modern day equivalent to the molasses flood? Donald Trump's presidential candidacy perhaps. Both certainly created enormous messes to deal with.
View all my reviewsThe Loney by Andrew Michael Hurley
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Sometimes it's necessary to carefully arrange a system of beliefs to explain the unexplainable. People love a good mystery provided it gets solved in the end. Unresolved we are left with questions that can haunt us. Religion serves the purpose of providing answers without needing to bear the burden of proof. By accepting the influence and omnipotence of a higher power, rather than wrestling with questions, people accept explanations that cannot be disproved. But even the most strongly constructed belief system can be vulnerable to harsh doses of reality and cruel twists of fate. The Loney is a place where people come to seek miracles, a private Lourdes. Maybe the miracles are gifts from God. Maybe they come from elsewhere. If you find what you seek, does the source matter? If you learn the truth, was the miracle worth the lesson? I recommend giving Andrew Michael Hurley's atmospheric debut novel a read. I've done my best to review it spoiler free. Like high tide on a desolate beach, this novel will pull you in and hold on fast.
View all my reviews
July 7, 2016
THE KILLING FIELDS
Sick and tired of being sick and tired. https://t.co/StPTsv3Dye https://t.co/SNXyklU7tX— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
That video was sickening. Cold blooded murder. I don't know the back story. It doesn't matter. What I watched was a murder. #AltonSterling— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
#AltonSterling is the 558th person murdered extrajudicially by cops in 2016 alone. That's staggering. https://t.co/9HTUZ2zvYP— one hundred emoji (@maharajaz) July 6, 2016
#AltonSterling and his family. pic.twitter.com/ycLxGu8I9q— Michael Skolnik (@MichaelSkolnik) July 6, 2016
Protests erupt in Baton Rouge after graphic video of police shooting surfaces #AltonSterling https://t.co/2pfmH52Wwj— Mashable (@mashable) July 6, 2016
The frightening thing about #AltonSterling is once he is attached to #BlackLivesMatter, people now tune out.— Andreas Hale (@AndreasHale) July 6, 2016
Negroes
Sweet and docile,
Meek, humble, and kind:
Beware the day
They change their mind
-Langston Hughes— hey Big Head (@moeshamitchel) July 6, 2016
Whatever it takes to become a cop is clearly not nearly enough. Too many bad apples given a license to kill on a whim.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
Congressman @CedricRichmond (D), who represents Baton Rouge, calls for DOJ to investigate #AltonSterling shooting pic.twitter.com/jArCleDysw— Wesley Lowery (@WesleyLowery) July 6, 2016
If LA is an open carry state why were the police called on #AltonSterling— AllMyLifeIGotToFight (@DntBeGoodBeDave) July 6, 2016
Open Carry laws simply allow cops to be blatantly selective in who they'll ignore & who will inspire them to go Rambo. Bigotry tool like SYG— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
I don't whine about racists. They're whine proof. But bigots packing guns with legal protection to murder, that I have a problem with.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
Until we get serious about police dept. reform & enhancing gun regulations, one tragic hashtagged name will just blend into the next/rest— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
When will violence stop leading to fear of violence which leads right back to violence? New day, new sad hashtag. https://t.co/StPTsuM29E— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
The DOJ will investigate #AltonSterling shooting ➡️ by @juliacraven https://t.co/A5HuMxZsuK pic.twitter.com/cP4xoF0Tlr— HuffPost Politics (@HuffPostPol) July 6, 2016
DOJ investigation is best to hope for. Doesn't guarantee charges or lack thereof. But if shooting was caught on tape & looks unjustified...— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
...then I'm not so conspiracy minded 2 assume cold blooded murder will be ignored. If it looks remotely like self defense or is inconclusive— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
...then cops are likely to be uncharged, or if charged, will be acquitted. Badge/uniform gives cops benefit of doubt even if unwarranted.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
I have far less than 100% confidence that cops reviewing cops will result in impartial review. But I'll accept whatever the DOJ findings are— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
That includes Mike Brown, who it seemed to me was shot down in cold blood by a cop. But we later learned eyewitness testimony was flaky.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
So I won't throw Mike Brown into miscarriage of justice bucket. Maybe it was, but I can't say that's the case for certain.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 6, 2016
New Video Emerges of Alton Sterling Being Killed by Baton Rouge Police https://t.co/5NufUFvidU via @thedailybeast— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 7, 2016
Cold blooded murder. Not a damn thing happened that justified killing #AltonSterling— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) July 7, 2016
Jesus.... This pain
June 10, 2016
#GirlIGuessImWithHer
To every little girl who dreams big: Yes, you can be anything you want—even president. Tonight is for you. -H pic.twitter.com/jq7fKlfwGV— Hillary Clinton (@HillaryClinton) June 8, 2016
that's #Hillary tonight RT @HistoryToLearn: A drink, a cigar and not giving a good goddamn, 1950s. pic.twitter.com/SQ1Cdd54qs— unpforgettable pfire (@firefire100) June 8, 2016
My daughter's lifetime to date will take her from a black man as POTUS to a woman POTUS. Her generation has a brand new view of privilege.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
A Line A Day: We are the change that we seek. - Barack Obama
Read more at: https://t.co/Iri5mVRC8Z https://t.co/RVuIAWO3BC— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
HERstory https://t.co/a2npmtfiR3 https://t.co/5ERTDi5gey— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
In this historic night let us not forget #ShirleyChisholm. The first woman to ever run for president of the U.S.— Chisholm Project (@chisholmproject) June 8, 2016
Yes, this is Historic. I totally get it. Yes, I'll vote. But these "Yay Feminism" commercials want me to be more excited than...I am.— Reagan Gomez (@ReaganGomez) June 8, 2016
I've been thinking about the woman cleaning up the glass after another woman broke the ceiling.— Saque de Banda (@aurabogado) June 8, 2016
As a woman, I get it, but I definitely don't feel what I felt with Obama 8 years ago for many reasons. https://t.co/1jRM4K1rRb— Almond Brown (@HollaBlackGirl) June 8, 2016
Remember people - naming Obama lifetime emperor is still on the table if you're meh at best on the alternatives.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Other than her die hard stans, you can only get but so excited over Hillary, historic victory or not. We're too used to seeing her in power.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Not meant as a diss. Some politicians are just more adept at whipping up enthusiasm than others, due either to personality or circumstances.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
I'm in full support of whoever runs against Trump. Whether that presidency is historic or not is beside the point. 1st woman prez is gravy.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
There will be various other presidential firsts to come if the course of history holds true to form.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
And then a Muslim or vocal atheist perhaps? https://t.co/bWeXT7EbF4— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
#GirlIGuessImWithHer pic.twitter.com/OaFspkj2Lu— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Like... pic.twitter.com/Kk7PHpbX05— Still Not #WithHer (@elonjames) June 10, 2016
If you want a woman 2b president but you're disappointed that it may be Hillary, who would you prefer? Who is more qualified, warts & all?— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Dear disillusioned Dem voters; Feel free to continue criticizing Hillary Clinton. Much if not all of it is certainly warranted + free speech— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Get it all out of your system up until election day, at which point please vote for Hillary Clinton anyway. Even if Bernie was your boo.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
The alternative to Hillary Clinton will not be your favorite tweeter. It won't be Bey. It won't be bearded Drake. It will be Donald Trump.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
This is something that must be prevented at all costs. You want to call it voting out of fear. Okay, fine. Please vote out of fear.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Because that fear is not an abstract thing. It's very real and so is the damage that a Donald Trump presidency would do to this country.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
A Hillary Clinton presidency will at worst be benign. She won't wreck anything. Business as usual. But alternative would be a catastrophe.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Unless you want the amount of things you rage against via tweets & hashtags to increase 1000 fold. If you want USA to be a dumpster fire.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Some say "I don't want to vote for Hillary just b/c I'm afraid of a Trump presidency". But Trump gets votes from those who fear progress.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 10, 2016
Some fears are far more honorable than others.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 10, 2016
Proceed to boo & hiss Hillary all you want. I myself was learning towards Bernie. But be sure to vote & be sure to vote for Hillary. Please.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Man, Bernie Sanders has become that old dude who sits at a table drinking coffee even though he can see the restaurant is closing.— Justina Ireland (@justinaireland) June 8, 2016
Is there an official post for national grumpy uncle Sanders can fill? I want him to remain on scene, flailing arms, calling out spotted BS— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Bernie had no idea how to run. He had no idea what to do when he started winning. And he had no idea how to lose.
Knowing things matters.— Will Caskey (@WillCaskey) June 8, 2016
Maybe. But if true, an especially fine showing for someone allegedly so clueless.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Hillary has one job. Keep reminding us of the alternative. https://t.co/1thKf3keuL— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
There isn't much difference between Trump's "school" & his "presidential campaign". Selling false hope to those who refuse to know better.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
Obama Endorses Clinton https://t.co/tWrRhHIOsN via @nytvideo— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
And now we'll love Hillary because Barack Obama is asking us to love her and we either love him or we simply don't know how to love.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Delete your account. https://t.co/Oa92sncRQY— Hillary Clinton (@HillaryClinton) June 9, 2016
Hillary's social media team strikes again.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 9, 2016
Our mission is more than just defeating Trump. It is transforming our country. People want something to vote for rather than just against.— Bernie Sanders (@BernieSanders) June 9, 2016
It was fun while it lasted, Bernie. He would've been a first too.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 8, 2016
June 4, 2016
THE GREATEST - A LIFE FULLY LIVED
I FLOAT LIKE A BUTTERFLY, STING LIKE A BEE. I SHOOK UP THE WORLD.
I MUST BE THE GREATEST.
2016 has been merciless. R.I.P. Muhammad Ali. Float like a butterfly into eternity. Thank you for speaking your mind pic.twitter.com/JsffNKWTyI— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 4, 2016
My first two non-parental role models / heroes were Albert Einstein and Muhammad Ali.— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 4, 2016
Love this
Muhamad Ali Clay - Mohamad Ali speech - I have wrestled with an alligator https://t.co/EnPLwqnfIr— Vernon Harris (@HarrisVernon) June 3, 2016
I Am The Greatest! https://t.co/1fQkx8dwSq via @YouTube— Roy Pickering (@AuthorofPatches) June 4, 2016
THAT FOOTWORK THO. #MuhammadAli #TheGreatest pic.twitter.com/HZzTsqVjbS— Eric Haywood (@EricHaywood) June 4, 2016
pic.twitter.com/h5iHT3u3EB— Captain Akata (@OwlsAsylum) June 4, 2016
We love you, Ali. ✊
