R.K. Lilley > Quotes

“That was the burden of falling in love so young.  Of letting yourself go so deep into another person.  You owned too much of each other to ever really walk away.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Her

“I wouldn’t take him back if he were the last man on earth. I’m ‘if he caught fire, and I had a glass of water, I’d drink it slowly and watch’ done.”
― R.K. Lilley, Bad Things

“It's been very clearly brought to my attention that I had overlooked your security in public restrooms.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mile High

“I was lost.  I was found. I, James Cavendish, unrepentant dominant, sexual deviant, and prolific slut for more years than I cared to count, was in love. I'd taken her virgin body, but just as surely, she'd taken my virgin heart.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“One of these days, I really am going to put a bell on you.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“Never in my life before that moment had I felt a need like this.  It was so acute it made my teeth ache.   Never had I felt like a bitch in heat, but I did then.  I stared at that cock, and I wanted it.  Wanted to drop to my knees and beg him for it, any way I could get it, anywhere.”
― R.K. Lilley, The Other Man

“Here’s all you need to know about crazy:  Crazy’s favorite shape is a circle.   Broken records, crazy urges on a loop.  Any of this ring a bell?  That’s how crazy works, and why it keeps repeating itself.”
― R.K. Lilley, Lovely Trigger

“I liked to think I had a tough everything, but I did have one weakness.   One.  In my entire child/woman body, and we both knew it.   Dante.  He was the chink in my armor.  My soft underbelly.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“My chest ached at the sight.  To say I missed her was a cruel understatement, like saying you'd miss your soul after you gave it away.  After it was torn from you. I was empty. Flesh without blood.   I was not whole without her.   Never would be. I wasn't a big enough fool to believe that could ever change.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Her

“I don't care how things stand, every girl wants to feel beautiful when they see 'that ex' again. You know the one I'm talking about. The one that had claimed enough of you that some of it had been lost in the parting.”
― R.K. Lilley, Lovely Trigger

“If you ever looked at me once with what I know is in you, I would be your slave.” ~Emily Brontë”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“…I processed that. Stephan was gay. He had told me as much. And she had told me that they were purely platonic. I believed them both. Why does she seek him out in her sleep? Were they really so close? A part of me was insanely jealous at the thought that he was that important to her, but I knew instinctively that I couldn’t indulge that jealousy. The two of them were too close to tolerate anyone coming between them, and I wouldn’t be making that mistake.”
― R.K. Lilley

“Somehow, I knew, just knew, deep in my gut, where certainties held the most sway, that I would never have enough of her.  I was lost.  I was found. I, James Cavendish, unrepentant dominant, sexual deviant, and prolific slut for more years than I cared to count, was in love. I'd taken her virgin body, but just as surely, she'd taken my virgin heart.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“I would have given anything to have him feel the way he looked at me when he was deep inside of me.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mile High

“Dermot, who I would never sleep with, not in a million years.  Not even if we were characters in Game of Thrones.”
― R.K. Lilley, Lovely Trigger

“All of the kids are closely paired up in ages… Our daughters, Bianca, Tristan’s rowdy boys are going to try to take our daughters!” I had to get it off my chest. It was too much for any father to have to bear alone.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“I also found it particularly encouraging that the decent people in his life were now outnumbering the crazy bitches”
― R.K. Lilley, Grounded

“He smelled so good that I felt my eyelids drift closed with the pleasure of his scent. It was so good that I wanted to put a name to it, and bottle it up. - Mile High”
― R.K. Lilley

“He knew me that fucking well.

No one on earth should know a person that well.

Lovers should have secrets.

In fact, they need them.

Some part of you should stay a mystery in every relationship. Enough mystery to keep some distance and a bit of perspective.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“Don't foist your body image issues on me, mate. I'm sexy. When I want a six pack, I go to the liquor store.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mile High

“Love is like war. Easy to begin, but very hard to stop."  ~H.L. MENCKEN”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other."   ~Rainer Maria Rilke”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Her

“Caveman post therapy was still caveman.”
― R.K. Lilley, Lovely Trigger

“Please. I don’t make sense with you and you don’t make sense without me and you know it. we only ever worked together.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“I can’t forgive you. I can’t and won’t trust you again. You betrayed me and it can never be made right again.
Also, I can’t forgive myself. The things I did to hurt you, to survive after you left, and of course, the things I did to take revenge for the things you did, have damaged me beyond all repair.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“I’ve found that often the quality you see in successful people is knowing when to take the initiative, and being quick about it.  I’ve never sat around, waiting for someone to tell me to take charge.  I just do it.”
― R.K. Lilley, Bad Things

“While you were off getting hair and makeup done for the wedding, I was planning bondage and debauchery in the woods.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“Breaking him until he was as broken as me was the only thing that would ever be enough.”
― R.K. Lilley, Breaking Him

“Fuck you.  You can't hurt us anymore.  Oblivion is too good for you.  Enjoy the fire.  You've earned it.    Your daughter”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful

“You're okay, I'm okay, we're okay.”
― R.K. Lilley, Mr. Beautiful