Heart of My Monster Quotes

“She wants to kill me the next time she sees me? By all means. Anything for my beautiful wife.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“I don’t only love you. I’m nothing without you. I don’t know when it started or when it grew into this fiery explosion, but I know for a fact that you’ve become an undivided part of me. You’re the solace I need every night and the light I look forward to every morning. I might have strived for power and prestige, but it took losing you to realize that my universe revolves around you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“I won’t. I mean it. You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.” “Are you crazy?” “When it comes to you? Possibly.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“If the only light in my life was taken away, how dare they keep theirs?”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“God forbid anyone speak ill of any woman in front of Rai. She’ll skin them alive and wear it as fur.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“It’s hard to live without you and impossible to forget you, but I had no choice in loving you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Living without her is similar to falling back into that weak, aimless, and absolutely pathetic version of myself. No. I had a purpose then. Now, I have fucking nothing.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Sometimes, death is better than staying alive. In death, you can feel no pain, no shattering of your heart, and no need to cry every night before sleeping and every morning after waking up. In death, there’s finally peace. No more running, suffering, and having to witness your heart being split open while hopelessly watching.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“For a long time, I was looking for a purpose, and I thought it was the grandiose things, the prestigious position, and the endless money. Turns out, it was as simple as having a woman who challenges me every step of the way but loves me unconditionally anyway. And a son who looks at me as if I’m his role model.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Does that mean you still love me?” I pull back and stroke his cheek. “I never stopped, idiot. It’s hard to live without you and impossible to forget you, but I had no choice in loving you.” “Good. Because I don’t intend to ever let you go.” “Even if I hate you sometimes?” “Especially then.” “Even if I’m difficult?” “I’m difficult, too.” “Even if you get tired of me?” “I’d get tired of the world, but never you, wife.” “You better not.” I wrap my arms around his neck. “Because I will also never let you go, husband.” I’m his. He’s mine. And neither of us has a say in it.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“We met as broken beings, but now we’re putting each other together again. One piece at a time. We were separate entities, but now, we’re one.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“don’t only love you. I’m nothing without you. I don’t know when it started or when it grew into this fiery explosion, but I know for a fact that you’ve become an undivided part of me. You’re the solace I need every night and the light I look forward to every morning. I might have strived for power and prestige, but it took losing you to realize that my universe revolves around you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“won’t. I mean it. You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.” “Are you crazy?” “When it comes to you? Possibly.” He pushes against the rifle with impossible strength, considering his right arm is fucked. “So unless you kill me, you won’t be able to stop me.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Well, that’s true. A part of me will always be protective of Kirill, no matter what he does. I might hate him, want to slap and kick and punch him, but I’d never allow anyone to hurt him.
Which is the definition of a toxic relationship.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“We met as broken beings, but now we’re putting each other together again. One piece at a time. We were separate entities, but now, we’re one. I’m hers. She’s fucking mine. Until death do us part.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“We met as broken beings, but now we’re putting each other together again. One piece at a time.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“I’d get tired of the world, but never you, wife.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“I fucked Sasha for four hundred twenty times, and the spark still remains the same. What? Of course, I’m still counting.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“These are the eyes I want to look at. They look like mine.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“My wife.” He tightens the belt further, and I clench around his cock. “My woman.” Thrust. “Fucking mine.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Kirill, stay away, I mean it.”
“I won’t. I mean it. You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.”
“Are you crazy?”
“When it comes to you? Possibly.” He pushes against the rifle with impossible strength, considering his right arm is fucked. “So unless you kill me, you won’t be able to stop me.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“The moment my feet touch the ground, a shiver rushes down my spine as warmth envelops my back and hot words penetrate my ears. “Miss me, wife?”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“The world has always been monotone to me—either black or gray. The only person who introduced me to a fucking rainbow of colors has now turned black. She’s now being ripped out of my heart and leaving a bottomless pit in her wake. Everything has turned to ashes.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“You are the boss’s wife. I’ll call you by your official title.”
I roll my eyes. “You call him Kirill when you are mad at him.”
“I’ll call you by your name when I’m mad at you.”
Geez. He’s an unbending asshole. And yet, I’ve always felt that Kirill is safe as long as Viktor is there. And while I hate it that he could probably protect him better than I could, I’m glad Viktor wouldn’t let anything happen to him. “Where is he?” I search around him as if a six-three muscled man is some sort of a needle in a haystack that can’t be spotted right away.
“He’s checking something.”
“What’s the something?”
He raises a brow, “I’m under no obligation to report his actions to you.”
“You are really an asshole, did you know that? It wouldn’t hurt anyone if you just answered the question.”
“I’ll be the judge of that.”
I cross my arms and stand taller, which is a bit pointless since Viktor is way bigger in height and in build. “You have a problem with me?”
“My…” he says, in a robotic, dead pan tone, “What makes you think that? The fact that you’ve been spying on him? Or how you nearly got him killed in Russia? Or maybe, just maybe, the fact that you are doing it all over again now?”
I briefly close my eyes. “The Russia incident wasn’t intentional and if I wanted him dead, I would have killed him when I came back.”
“So you just shot him in the arm?”
My lips part. “Did he tell you that?”
“No. He said that one of his soldiers got him. But I suspected that wasn’t the case. He wouldn’t let himself be shot that easily unless it was either someone he was close to or he allowed it. Now, I’ve confirmed that it was you.”
“I thought that…”
“What? He’d married someone else? Tried to kill you and your family? You were so sure without even attempting to talk to him about it.”
I purse my lips, then click my tongue. “I wasn’t exactly in the right state of mind.”
“And you think he was? He had just found out you were alive after burying you with his own hands. You believe he was prepared to see you back?”
My gulp gets stuck at the back of my throat and I stare at him for a few beats, not knowing what to say. On one hand, I can’t fault what he pointed out, but on the other, he didn’t experience the emotions I did after I had to go back to Russia. The feelings of betrayal, rage and utter despair, hell, even longing was there. I missed Kirill so much and I hated myself for it every day. Viktor steps forward.
“I’m warning you. If you attempt to hurt him again, I won’t give a fuck that he forgives you. I will kill you and permanently remove you from his life, Alexandra.”
I lift my chin. “I’d like to see you try.”
“Don’t make me. I witnessed how he turned into a ghost of his former self after your alleged death, but I’d rather have that instead of burying him myself.”
“I don’t want him hurt or dead, Viktor.”
“Your track record doesn’t work in your favor. I’m going to need something more convincing then mere words.”
“I’ll prove it to you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Do you believe me now?”
“I don’t even know what to believe anymore.”
“Do you think the men who attacked us tonight were sent by your family?”
She shakes her head. “At least, I hope they weren’t. Since they were trying to kill me and all.”
“How great is the chance of them coming after you to save Anton?”
“Seventy percent?” She says with a pained smile, and I want to kill each and every one of them who put the pain there. This is troublesome. If her own family won’t protect her, she’s under serious threat. I’m fine with them coming after me, but if they attempt to hurt her, I’ll have to rip their hearts out … and she might hate me for it.
“That high?”
“I never mattered in the great scheme of things,” she stares out the window at the endless darkness. “When I was a child, I was the clueless, sheltered tomboy who only cared about playing. After the massacre? I was transformed into a soldier for the family. Almost overnight I became a weapon to be used to protect our assets and to exact revenge. I’m only a support to Anton. A tool he can use when he becomes the heir. The saddest part is that I don’t think I’ll have a purpose after all of this is over. Once everything ends I’ll have to find myself another role.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Does that mean you love me?” He caresses my hair in gentle strokes. “I don’t only love you. I’m nothing without you. I don’t know when it started or when it grew into this fiery explosion, but I know for a fact that you’ve become an undivided part of me. You’re the solace I need every night and the light I look forward to every morning. I might have strived for power and prestige, but it took losing you to realize that my universe revolves around you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“If I die, will I be able to join you?” I whisper in the silence of the bathroom.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“He caresses my hair in gentle strokes. “I don’t only love you. I’m nothing without you. I don’t know when it started or when it grew into this fiery explosion, but I know for a fact that you’ve become an undivided part of me. You’re the solace I need every night and the light I look forward to every morning. I might have strived for power and prestige, but it took losing you to realize that my universe revolves around you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“Kirill, stay away, I mean it.” “I won’t. I mean it. You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.” “Are you crazy?” “When it comes to you? Possibly.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster

“You can shoot my other arm and I will walk to you. If you take my legs, I’ll crawl to you.”
― Rina Kent, Heart of My Monster