Delicate Condition Quotes

“I didn’t know this then, but the truth is there’s no such thing as an uncomplicated pregnancy. We all give something up in exchange for our babies. Nearly everyone on this planet was welcomed by the sounds of a woman screaming.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Maybe it would be better to let the world burn down. Maybe it was time to create something new in its place.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Doctors don’t understand our bodies, they don’t believe us about our symptoms, and they ignore us when we try to tell them we’re in pain.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Was there some magical, next-level love I wouldn’t be able to feel until I became a mother? Or was that just something we told women so they’d keep breeding?”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“I stumbled back into the bedroom, wondering if a woman has ever calmed down after a man told her to.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“I hope we stop assuming that pain is a woman’s birthright and start trying to find a way to ease the burden, just a little. Childbirth is not, after all, something that only affects women—it affects us all.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“The tendency to assume that women can’t be trusted to accurately convey their symptoms comes from the historical diagnosis of “hysteria,” which was once thought to be a medical condition said to only affect women.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Doctors are mostly guessing at how drugs affect unborn babies and the women carrying them. This bias isn’t limited to people who have or are planning to get pregnant. Throughout the history of medicine, women have been included in far fewer medical studies, less research and fewer drug trials than men have been. This is true even during studies and drugs for things that solely or mostly affect cis women, like breast and ovarian cancer. It’s absolutely unacceptable. And yet it still continues, to this day.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“I no longer felt numb. I felt whatever came after that. I felt dead. I felt like everything inside of me was rotting.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Crawford had turned back to Dex, addressing him like he was the one in charge of my uterus. I wanted to grab his chin and force him to look at me, talk to me, but I didn’t. I didn’t have the energy for that.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Somewhere in the swimming, blistering pain, I found myself thinking that I didn’t know how women ever forgave their children for this. For ripping their bodies apart, destroying them.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Real labor doesn’t happen like it does in the movies. For one thing, it takes so much longer than you think it will. You don’t rush to the hospital the moment you feel your first contraction, already pushing, screaming for drugs while an angry nurse tells you it’s too late, the baby’s already coming. That’s all fiction.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Either I was losing my mind, or something truly horrifying was happening to my body. It seemed ridiculous that all anyone ever told me was that I needed to take another damn aspirin.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Sometimes it felt like the continuation of our species was an ongoing experiment being performed on the backs of women. Or on our wombs.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy pain and thy conception; in pain thou shalt bring forth children… Genesis 3:16, ASV”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“A mother to spiders.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“If you leave your trash outside overnight, you don’t blame the bear who comes by and rips it open, drawn by the smell. You blame yourself.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“People who I’d thought were close friends had stopped calling and texting, had found other, more fun people to get dinner with. Some people couldn’t face the more intense parts of life.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“wanted him to feel, for just a second, what it was like to have your body taken away from you, to be treated like a vessel, a thing.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“I’ve always hated how people separate women who want kids from women who don’t, like we’re two separate species. It’s infuriating how people insist on defining cis women’s entire lives by this one choice.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“But, in my opinion, the most horrifying part of Anna’s experience isn’t what happens to her physically, but how the people around her react: how her doctors dismiss and ignore her, expecting her to suffer through her pain for the good of her baby without any concern for whether her body can handle it; how her husband assumes she’s either making up or exaggerating her symptoms. I’m afraid I didn’t have to exaggerate these reactions at all. They’re all too real. The tendency to assume that women can’t be trusted to accurately convey their symptoms comes from the historical diagnosis of “hysteria,” which was once thought to be a medical condition said to only affect women. Doctors were taught that women were inherently liars, unreliable, or hysterical hypochondriacs. In some cases, they were even believed to be possessed. And these beliefs have persisted, even after the diagnosis of hysteria was proven to be nonsense. To this day doctors prescribe less pain medication to women than they do to men, they take longer to diagnose us with illness, and they’re more likely to send us home in the middle of a medical emergency like a heart attack. Unfortunately, all these prejudices disproportionately affect women of color. If you’re ever curious about why the maternal mortality rate in the United States is so high—particularly among Black women—these are good places to start. Doctors don’t understand our bodies, they don’t believe us about our symptoms, and they ignore us when we try to tell them we’re in pain.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“With all the willpower I had left, I forced that voice to just shut up. I was tired of pretending I wasn’t in pain. I was tired of being strong just because it made things easier for everyone else. I was tired of calming down.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“I couldn’t think of any, but that’s the thing about not being able to remember something, isn’t it? You don’t know that you’re not remembering. The picture in your head feels like the truth, even if it’s a lie.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“Apparently, Dr. Crawford just needed to hear a man say it because he stopped shaking his head and frowned instead, staring at Dex like he’d just added something incredibly fascinating to the conversation. I resisted the urge to snap, “Like I said.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“The things that made you lucky could also be the things that made you suffer. Io wished people would stop telling women they should be grateful for their suffering instead of trying to help them with it.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“How much more was I going to be expected to sacrifice to make this happen? I’d already given my body, my hormones, my time. And now, it seemed, my mind. And I wasn’t even pregnant yet.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“The things that made you lucky could also be the things that made you suffer.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“To this day doctors prescribe less pain medication to women than they do to men, they take longer to diagnose us with illness, and they’re more likely to send us home in the middle of a medical emergency like a heart attack.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“She was here because she’d been diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome—a diagnosis she’d had to fight for, considering her previous doctor was convinced she couldn’t get pregnant because of her weight. It hadn’t helped that her husband had backed him up, encouraging Lena to eat less and exercise more, as if all their fertility problems could be solved with a salad and a jog around the block.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition

“She knew she should be grateful. A child was a blessing, that’s what her mother always said. But her first pregnancy had felt more like an actual nightmare, nine months filled with excruciating, debilitating pain, and none of her doctors—not one—had believed her when she’d tried to tell them how bad it was. They insisted there was nothing physically wrong with her, that she must be exaggerating. They told her to try taking a Tylenol—Tylenol!—when the pain felt like someone tying her insides into knots. Lucy couldn’t help wondering if that’s what they told all the women who came in complaining about being in pain. But there was another part of her, a small shameful part, that wondered if maybe she wasn’t strong enough, if she was unworthy.”
― Danielle Valentine, Delicate Condition