The October Amaryllis Quotes

“I honestly felt like I was slowly going insane at that moment; I just felt so hopeless and lost.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“Everything is cheap when you're rich...”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I’ll do what is right no matter what I have to do to accomplish it. I’ll break every law out there if it makes the world a better place.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“The main problem I have with society is that people often do what’s popular before what’s right. It’s like we blindly follow so many things and people just because everyone else is doing it. Me? I like to form my own personal opinion on things before trying them. That's why most critics suck; they always hate things that should be loved and love what they're meant to hate.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I may be crazy, but I’m not stupid.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“That’s the thing with drugs first, you control them, and then they control you…”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I often describe my problems as if they’re the worst ever when really they’re quite minor.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I do a lot of things without knowing the exact reasons I’m doing them for. I’m run by impulse, that’s my modus operandi.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I love animals more than people; they never call you ugly or laugh at you. If you hurt animals, I’ll hurt you.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I’m probably the biggest hypocrite of all time; I do exactly what I claim to hate and get all defensive when people call me out on it.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“He probably had cameras all over Arcadia as far as I was concerned. He seemed exactly like the type of person who would become a dictator. It’s always the paranoid ones that become one.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“That’s my weakness right there, girls with beautiful voices. I could fall in love with a girl just by hearing her voice; I don’t even have to see her for it to happen.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I’m not very smart; to be honest with you, I
just act smart to hide my emotional scars. I hide behind the veil of pseudo-intellectualism to protect my fragile ego.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“So many good things are over far too quickly.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I have severe distraction issues, and it leads to every task taking five times longer than it should. I swear I can’t focus on
something for more than a minute; sometimes, I can’t even finish a song before putting another one on.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I’ll admit that I’m afraid to admit that I don’t like something sometimes, it’s like you’re expected to like certain things, and if you don’t then, you get treated like an outcast.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“Nostalgia can be so painful at times; nothing is worse than wanting what you can't have.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I remember punching trees in the
nearby forest after he died from how angry I was at myself for not giving him more attention. My hands became all bloody and bruised, and even a drop of hand sanitizer
would burn like a blaze. They also became swollen, and the slightest movement would cause immense agony. We put
hydrogen peroxide on it so they wouldn’t get infected. Do I regret doing it? Sort of... The truth is, no matter how hard
I punch something, it will never get rid of the biggest pain of my life.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“I’d honestly rather have a
bunch of cats than a million dollars; at least cats don’t make you feel lonely. Just the thought of money makes me depressed; it controls the world. You can get away
with anything if you have enough dough. That’s one thing I like about the Bible; it talks about how destructive greed is. People treat mammon as their God, you know? If I ever won the lottery, I’d give up all my
money and go to live in the wild like that Chris McCandless guy, except I’d be smart about it and survive. I’d also buy a sasquatch suit just to mess with cryptologists; some moron would record me and claim
that I was “proof” of bigfoot or some nonsense. People disappoint me so much sometimes…”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“It’s a shame, really; all the exciting things happen when you’re not there to witness them. It’s almost as if life is purposefully trying to annoy you in that way.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis

“It’s a shame really, I mean, if you’re only doing something for the money and all, it’s like you don’t even really care about what you’re doing. So many people
only do good things because they get paid for it.”
― Jeffrey Calhoun, The October Amaryllis