Letters from the What-Went-Before Quotes

“No one had ever wanted me. And for some reason I didn't even want me anymore. I wished I could have stepped out of my body and given it back, like you do with a shirt that doesn't fit properly.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“If only you could command your brain to actually do that. It would be cool to have some kind of remote control to switch off your thoughts. Thoughts off, Siri. Or, more positive thoughts, Siri. Forget about this thought, Siri. if only.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“Ironic, isn't it? The moment you decide to kill yourself, you have never felt more alive.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I started crying because this would all disappear including me and no one seemed to realise it. Did no one feel what I was feeling.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I didn't want to be in a relationship that required me to erase parts of who I was”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“This body had been mine my entire life and it couldn't have felt more foreign.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“How could two people who were so lost be so complete together?”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“Maybe I had changed and everything around me started changing as well”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“There was so much good stuff, and all I could feel was the bad”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I felt her hand squeezing mine while we sat there gazing under the same sky”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I wanted to learn how to carry myself”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I saw now that a part of me never felt good enough for anyone so I tried to be someone I wasn't.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“Maybe love had always been outweighing death”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“She would have more room in her life for other things.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I was merely a body that existed day in, day out. Breathing against the powerful waves of time.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“I have to choose me.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“It was true. We were still soulmates.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“Drunk and alone and hopelessly in love with the idea that someday somehow it might just get better.”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before

“To being far away from everything and everyone
- Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before”
― Stefanie Sybens, Letters from the What-Went-Before