The Aosawa Murders Quotes

“There is an old saying to the effect that when an elderly person dies a library disappears.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“There are two kinds of people in this world, I believe, those who frequent bookshops and those who do not.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Non-fiction? I'm not keen on the word. No matter how much a writer tries to adhere to the truth, the notion of non-fiction is an illusion. All that can exist is fiction visible to the eye. And what is visible can also lie. The same applies to that which we hear and touch. Fictions that exist and fictions that don't exist- that's the level of difference, in my opinion.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“I feel reassured that the world is full of books that people are steadily reading their way through. No matter how much information may be available, or how easy it is to come by, when all is said and done books can only be read by working one’s way through them, line by line, page by page.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“If my life were a book, the thickest section, the one with the most dog-eared pages, would be the one about that case. The spine would be bent from being opened to those pages so often. And the book would always fall open to that place. That's how I see it.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“I hope you understand that truth is nothing more than one view of a subject seen from a particular perspective.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Yes, people are indeed a mystery. The way they present themselves changes according to the place and person they are with.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Quite a few people became depressed once the crime was solved. It seemed so pointless. If the culprit had at least had a strong motive, it might have been easier to understand. Once it was all over, people felt as if they had been left in limbo. Yes, they did. Many people expressed doubt as to whether the man who committed suicide really was the culprit.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“That was how I chose to deal with it. I felt I had no other choice.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Fear is a spice that lends credibility. Just the right amount sprinkled in any story makes it plausible.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“There are some people who you can never understand, even if they are relatives, like parents, or children, or brothers and sisters. Is that wrong? Isn’t acknowledging that lack of understanding, and giving up, one kind of understanding? That’s the kind of thing I think about. But in this day and age, society doesn’t forgive those it doesn’t understand. To not be understood leaves you open to bullying, or gets you labelled suspicious. If you’re not convincing in the eyes of society it makes you vulnerable to attack. Everything has to be by the book – reduced and standardized. The reason for anger is, more often than not, simply lack of understanding.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“the notion of non-fiction is an illusion. All that can exist is fiction visible to the eye. And what is visible can also lie. The same applies to that which we hear and touch. Fictions that exist and fictions that don’t exist – that’s the level of difference, in my opinion.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“If there is no observer, the observed does not exist.”
― Onda, Riku, 유지니아

“After a bit she asked if I thought people’s dreams are connected. I told her that the dreams of people who are thinking about each other are. “Gosh, that’s nice,” she said.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“No, it wasn’t because of the illness, she was stable by then. It was the past, coming back to torment her, that’s what. She had terrible memories. More than anyone should have to bear. The thought of them made her twist her face in agony.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Yes, as time went by, I began to travel again in order to see things I had a fancy to see. Mind you, they didn’t necessarily exist in reality any more. My travels became a quest for the sources of memories, things that I had ostensibly seen before. Scenes from childhood, for example, or locations with nostalgic associations and the like.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“That’s how I came to believe that it’s impossible to ever really know the truth behind events. Once one accepts this, it follows that everything written in newspapers or textbooks as “history” is actually an amalgam of the greatest common factors from all the information available.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Every person spoke in the sincere belief that what they said was the absolute truth, but if one thinks about it, it’s difficult to describe an actual event in words exactly as one sees it. More like impossible, in my opinion. Each person has their own idiosyncratic biases, visual impressions and tricks of memory that shape their perception, and when one also takes into consideration the individual knowledge, education and personality that influence each single viewpoint, one can see how infinite the possibilities are.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“When she – Hisako, that is – was questioned, she was confused at first, and apparently started talking about this room all of a sudden. No matter what the policewoman said to her, she’d only speak of things she had seen as a child. I can well believe it. She’d been alone and listening to her family dying all around her with no one to tell her what was going on. It must have been terrifying. Of all the people who lived in that house, only she had survived. Hisako Aosawa… She was in her first year of middle school at the time, so she would have been around twelve.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Of course, human agency and contrivance are at the centre of this particular snowball, and probably repressed emotions have something to do with it as well, but I believe that terrible things – terrible beyond anything that humans could devise – can happen due to a series of circumstances coinciding with some kind of trigger. Such events are then presented to us in the form of a great calamity, as if to mock our puny human desires. Do you see what I mean? My feeling is that this crime was something like that.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“I don’t have any great ambitions for myself. It’s enough for me if the three of us can lead safe, healthy lives. A peaceful life is best. But such a modest ambition is becoming more and more difficult to achieve. People may try to live quiet, retiring lives, but things can happen. They might get caught up in a crime, or ill from food additives. The way society works or businesses operate can change in a flash, and even as you wish things would stay the same, a giant wave engulfs everything. It’s tragic when people think the wave won’t reach them but get swept away by it anyway. The wave takes everything with it, you hurt all over, and you’re left holding on to nothing.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“That’s right. Sometimes people get caught up in events beyond their understanding. They get ambushed under the guise of chance. Things happen and it seems as if they’re in another world or dimension. When something like that occurs, nobody can explain what’s really going on… Well, of course they can’t.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“I enjoy rambling about old towns. Going to an unknown place and glimpsing the lives of strangers. Walking around an old city is like a journey through time. I get a lot of pleasure from discovering remnants of times past, like a milk box outside an old house or a retro enamel sign tacked to the wall of a tiny shop.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“That's why it's a mistake to believe it's realistic to think about surviving in a world that can't be understood.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Every person spoke in the sincere belief that what they said was the absolute truth, but if one thinks about it, it's difficult to describe an actual event in words exactly as one sees it. More like impossible, in my opinion. Each person has their own idiosyncratic biases, visual impressions and tricks of memory that shape their perception, and when one also takes into consideration the individual knowledge, education and personality that influence each single viewpoint, one can see how infinite the possibilities are.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“But as I grew older, every time I saw an injustice or something I couldn't understand, I felt something surreptitiously stirring deep down inside, slowly working its way up from the depths. Over time this sense of unease built up and felt more solid. I don't remember what the trigger was, but one day I realized I had to do something about it. I knew I couldn't go on with life as usual until I'd removed that accumulation of uneasiness. If I didn't, I knew I'd suffocate.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders

“Green that verges on darkness.”
― Riku Onda, The Aosawa Murders