Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise Quotes

“小孩子懂什麼。挫折之下，小孩從說實話的孩子進化為可以選擇說實話的孩子，在話語的民主中，小孩才長成大人。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“運用一個妳其實並不懂的詞，這根本是犯罪，就像一個人心中沒有愛卻說我愛妳一樣。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“她可以看到欲望在老師背後，如一條不肯退化的尾巴－－那不是愛情，可是除此之外她不知道別的愛情了。

她只知道愛是做完之後幫你把血擦乾淨。她只知道愛是剝光妳的衣服但不弄掉一顆鈕扣。愛只是人插進你的嘴巴而妳向他對不起。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“原來，人對他者的痛苦是毫無想像力的......在這個人人爭著稱自己為輸家的年代，沒有人要承認世界上有一群女孩才是真正的輸家。......”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“思琪在家一面整理行李，一面用一種天真的口吻對媽媽說：「聽說學校有個同學跟老師在一起。」「誰？」「不認識。」「這麼小年紀就這麼騷。」思琪不說話了。她一瞬間決定從此一輩子不說話了。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“He discovered that social taboos about sex were all too convenient for him. After he raped a girl, the whole world would point at her and tell her that it was her own fault. And then this girl would actually think it was her fault.”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“Si-Chi's hairline was straight as a highway. If you drove along it, it would lead to the most sinister truth in the world.”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“.最终让李国华决定走这一步的是房思琪的自尊心。一个如此精致的小孩是不会说出去的，因为这太脏了。自尊心往往是一根伤人伤己的针，但是在这里，自尊心会缝起她的嘴。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“有時候李國華在秘密小公寓的淋浴間看著自己，他會想起房思琪。想到自己謹慎而瘋狂，明媚而膨脹的自我，整個留在思琪裡面。而思琪又被他糾纏拉扯回幼稚園的詞彙量，他的秘密，他的自我，就出不去思琪的嘴巴，被鎖在她身體裡。甚至到了最後，她還相信他愛她。這就是話語的重量。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“看著自己的肉體哭，她的靈魂也流淚了。”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“如果她欲把手伸近我的手指之間。如果她欲喝我喝過的咖啡。如果她欲在鈔票間藏一張我的小照。如果她欲送我早已不讀的幼稚書本作禮物。如果她欲記住每一種我不吃的食物。如果她欲聽我的名字而心悸。如果她欲吻。如果她欲相愛。如果可以回去。好，好，都好。我想跟她躺在凱蒂貓的床單上看極光，周圍有母鹿生出覆著虹彩薄膜的小鹿，兔子在發情，長毛貓預知己身之死亡而走到了無跡之處。爬滿青花的古瓷杯子裡，占卜的咖啡渣會告訴我們：謝謝妳，雖然我早已永永遠遠地錯過了這一切......”
― 林奕含, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“Her solitude was not from being alone, but from having nobody at all.”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“Every single thing in this world belonged to a hometown that Si-Chi would never know again.”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“After Teacher's Day in her first year in junior high school, she had stopped growing up.”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“... she would never understand how it felt to be a woman aware of her own beauty, walking on the street and holding her head low.”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“Do only those who enjoy life continue to live?”
― Lin Yi-Han, Fang Si-Chi's First Love Paradise

“你的脸死了一秒。”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初恋乐园

“张婉如过三十五岁生日前一阵子，张妈妈的表情就像世界末日在倒数。张妈妈上菜，汤是美白的薏仁山药汤，肉炒的是消水肿的毛豆，甜点是补血气的紫米。婉如只是举到眼前咕嘟咕嘟灌，厚眼镜片被热汤翳上阴云，看不清楚是生气还是悲伤。或者什么都没有。”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初恋乐园

“我也知道，不知道怎么回答大人的时候，最好说好。”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初恋乐园

“一个人能够经验过最好的感觉，就是明白自己只要付出努力就一定有所回报。这样一来，”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初恋乐园

“She couldn’t understand how someone in her world dared to cry before she did.”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“Little Fang Si-Chi's writing was like the smile of a chubby kid; grown Fang Si-Chi's writing was like the face of a famous political commentator.”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初戀樂園

“It felt like running her hands over the stone wall of an ancient ruin and suddenly touching a piece of hardened gum; it was like forgetting one simple word in the flowing lecture that is life.”
― Lin Yi-Han, 房思琪的初戀樂園