In the Days of Rain Quotes

“Hypnagogic and hypnopompic,” he said, as if he was used to diagnosing the odd conditions of dinner companions like this all the time. “They’re hallucinations that happen when you are falling asleep—hypnagogic—and when you wake up—hypnopompic.” He’d had them too, he told me. And so had Vladimir Nabokov. He urged me to read Nabokov’s description of them in his memoir, Speak Memory.”
― Rebecca Stott, In the Days of Rain: A Daughter, a Father, a Cult

“Many people assume that leaving a cult like the Brethren must be exhilarating. ‘You had no TV or pop music or cinema,’ they say, ‘and then you did? It must have been amazing!’ But when you see interviews with people who have recently left cults, they describe feeling bewildered and frightened; their eyes dart around, searching for points of reference, metaphors that would get somewhere close to describing the feeling of being lost, not-at-home, without walls.”
― Rebecca Stott, In the Days of Rain: A Daughter, a Father, a Cult