The Perfect Nanny Quotes

“Nous ne serons heureux, se dit-elle alors, que lorsque nous n'aurons plus besoin les uns des autres. Quand nous pourrons vivre une vie à nous, une vie qui nous appartienne, qui ne regarde pas les autres. Quand nous serons libres.”
― Leïla Slimani, Chanson douce

“Solitude was like a drug that she wasn’t sure she wanted to do without.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She had been in one of those sleeps so heavy they leave you feeling sad, disorientated, your stomach full of tears. A sleep so deep, so dark, that you see yourself dying, that you wake up soaked with cold sweat, paradoxically exhausted.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Yeah. Maybe. But honestly, I don’t understand.’

‘You shouldn’t try to understand everything. Children are just like adults. There’s nothing to understand.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Several times during the night, she opened her eyes, unsure if an hour had passed or a month.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“We will, all of us, only be happy, she thinks, when we don’t need one another any more. When we can live a life of our own, a life that belongs to us, that has nothing to do with anyone else. When we are free.”
― Leïla Slimani, Lullaby

“Hate rises up inside her. A hate that clashes with her servile urges, her childlike optimism. A hate that muddies everything. She is absorbed by a sad, confused dream. Haunted by the feeling that she has seen too much, heard too much of other people’s privacy, a privacy she has never enjoyed herself. She has never had her own bedroom.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She drinks and the discomfort of living, the shyness of breathing, all this anguish dissolves in the liquid sips.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Je serai punie pour ça, s'entend elle penser. Je serai punie de ne pas savoir aimer.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“The silent apartment is completely under her power, like an enemy begging for forgiveness.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“disgust, by a hatred of everything: this apartment, this washing machine, this still-filthy sink, these toys that have escaped their boxes and crawled under the tables to die, the sword pointed at the sky, the dangling ear. She will be Louise, Louise pushing her fingers in her ears to stop the shouting and the crying. Louise who goes back and forth from the bedroom to the kitchen, from the bathroom to the kitchen, from the trash to the tumble dryer, from the bed to the cupboard in the entrance hall, from the balcony to the bathroom. Louise who comes back and then starts again, Louise who bends down and stands on tiptoe. Louise who takes a knife from a cupboard. Louise who drinks a glass of wine, the window open, one foot resting on the little balcony. “Come on, children. Time to take a bath.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Louise is a soldier. She keeps going, come what may, like a mule, like a dog with its legs broken by cruel children.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Às quatro horas, os dias de ócio parecem intermináveis. É a meio da tarde que nos apercebemos do tempo desperdiçado, que nos inquietamos com a noite vindoura. A essa hora, temos vergonha de não servir para nada.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She would like to put them under glass, like two dancers, frozen and smiling, stuck to the pedestal of a musical box.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“But in what black lake, in what deep forest has she found these cruel tales where the heroes die at the end, after first saving the world?”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Los vecinos se han agolpado a la entrada del edificio. Mujeres más que nada. Observan la ambulancia, con los ojos cuajados de lágrimas. Lloran y quieren enterarse. Se alzan de puntillas. Intentan distinguir lo que ocurre tras el cordón policial, dentro de la ambulancia que ha arrancado con las sirenas a todo volumen. Se susurran información al oído. Ya corre el rumor.

Ha sucedido una desgracia a los niños.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Something was dead and it wasn’t only youth or the feeling of being carefree. He wasn’t useless anymore. They needed him and he was going to have to deal with that. By becoming a father, he had acquired principles and certainties, things he had sworn never to have. His generosity had become relative. His passions had grown tepid. His world had shrunk.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She has the intimate conviction now, the burning and painful conviction that her happiness belongs to them. That she is theirs and they are hers.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“We will, all of us, only be happy, she thinks, when we don’t need one another anymore. When we can live a life of our own, a life that belongs to us, that has nothing to do with anyone else. When we are free.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She had always refused the idea that her children could be an impediment to her success, to her freedom. Like an anchor that drags you to the bottom, that pulls the face of the drowned man into the mud. At first, the realization that she was wrong had plunged her into a profound sadness. She thought it unjust, terribly frustrating. She became aware that she could never live without feeling that she was incomplete, that she was doing things badly, sacrificing one part of her life for another.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Essentially, she realized that no one cared about her nebulous theories on this world of sellouts, this world of arrant morons addicted to electronic screens and slaughtered animals.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“He’s drawn up a list of questions and scheduled thirty minutes for each interview. They have set aside their Saturday afternoon to find a nanny for their children.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She feels suddenly sentimental. This is what it's like, being a mother. It makes her a bit silly sometimes. The most banal moments suddenly seem important. Her heart is stirred by the smallest things.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“We will, all of us, only be happy, she thinks, when we dont need one another anymore. When we can live a life of our own, a life that belongs to us, that has nothing to do with anyone else. When we are free.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She would like to widen the horizons of these children doomed to become sensible, middle-class people, at once servile and authoritarian. Doomed to be cowards.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“Louise reminds him of those porcelain dolls he’s seen sitting on shelves in the apartments of old ladies where he has gone to do a favor or do some work. Like those dolls, Louise’s features are almost motionless; sometimes her frozen expression is absolutely beautiful. She has a way of staring into space that makes Hervé want to remind her of his existence.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“The baby is dead.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“All over the apartment, there are lists that Myriam has written—on a paper napkin, on a Post-it, on the last page of a book. She spends her time looking for them. She is afraid to throw them away as if this might make her lose track of all the tasks she has to accomplish. She has kept some really old ones and, rereading them, she feels a nostalgia that is only intensified when she can no longer remember to what those obscure notes refer.

Pharmacy
Tell Mila Nil’s story
Reservations for Greece
Call M.
Reread all my notes
Go back to that shop. Buy the dress?
Reread Maupassant
Get him a surprise?”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She would like to drink in their innocence, their excitement, until she is intoxicated. She would like to see through their eyes when they look at something for the first time, when they understand the logic of a mechanism, expecting it to repeat itself infinitely without ever thinking of the weariness that will one day slow it down.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny

“She has the strange certainty that all struggle is futile. That all she can do is let events carry her away, wash over her, overwhelm her, while she remains passive and inert.”
― Leïla Slimani, The Perfect Nanny