Little Miami Girl 3 Quotes

“I don’t know if it was the jealousy in me or the pregnant hormones, but I felt some type of way when I saw the tattoos that Jah did on one of the women’s vagina and even some on a few of their asses.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Where do I even start? My Jah, as I like to call you. Baby, I just want you to know that I love you until eternity. I think the reason why my love is so deep for you is because while you like to tell me how strong I am, I believe that you are just as strong. I say that because you have to be strong to deal with me and the baggage that I came along with. This ride that you and I have been on, it’s been everything from perfect. At one point, it was like I was being hit with heartbreak after heartbreak, but you were right there to pick up the pieces. I don’t think most men would have stuck around for much longer. The first time I laid eyes on you, I should have taken off and run the other way when I saw you beating that man up in the middle of the apartments,” I said, getting everyone to laugh, including Jah. “But I was intrigued, so I stuck around and I’m glad that I did. I know you don’t like to take full credit for the new Antonia, but I just want you to know that you play a very important role in my self-confidence. You taught me from the beginning not to let people talk to me any type of way, and you instilled in me”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I could feel Rick’s eyes on me the whole time as I drove. I already knew what he was thinking about, but I hoped that he didn’t try to start any mess in this car, especially while my kids were with me. The weather was terrible outside, making it extremely hard for me to see. “Where you get that cash from that I saw in your purse?” Rick asked me. I cursed myself for leaving the money that Antonia had given me the other day in my purse. When we had gotten to the register so that I could pay for the groceries, I reached into my purse to retrieve my EBT card, and Rick caught a glimpse of the fifty-dollar bill that I had lying in there. “Antonia gave it to me, okay?” I told him, hoping that would be the end of this conversation. “So, you hiding money from me now, Gina? Is that what we’re doing?” he asked me. “Rick, I’m not hiding anything from you because this isn’t yours to begin with! The girls are going on a field trip next week, and it’s to pay for it!” I yelled at him. Right now, the rain had begun to pick up even harder and loud sounds of lightning and thunder were rumbling outside. “I don’t give a fuck about no damn field trip! Give me that money!” Rick yelled, trying to reach over my lap. I slapped his hands away, which caused me to swerve in the next lane and a car to blow the horn at me. “Rick, can you stop, please! You’re scaring my babies!” I yelled at him. It happened so quick. I was so distracted that I ended up running the red light and it was too late to brake because at this point, the eighteen wheeler came crashing into the right side of my little beat up Honda Civic which didn’t stand a chance. All I remember was looking in the rearview mirror and I noticed that neither Allison nor Ciara was in a seatbelt. It took seconds and their little bodies went flying out the front window and the truck had pretty much crushed into Rick and I, leaving everything to turn to black.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“What about eternity because I’m trying to be doing that with you. I’m trying to raise PJ as my own and give you a few more in the process. I know you yearn for that perfect family and you want to give our children what you missed out on in your life. Baby, I’m trying to go to sleep with you for the rest of my life, even though you sleep wild as hell and take up all the covers. I’m trying to cuddle up with you and listen to you talk my ear off. I can handle you playing in a nigga’s face, always trying to pop this imaginary pimple that you swear up and down show up once a month. I look forward to coming home to little shit like that, and most importantly, I look forward to coming home to you,” I said and then got down on one knee. Antonia looked at me and covered her mouth with both hands, and I watched as her eyes got watery. “Will you marr—” “Yes, Jah! Yes!” she screamed, jumping up and down. She didn’t even allow me to finish my sentence, but it was all right with me. Shit, as long as she said yes. I placed the princess cut, 14k white gold diamond ring on her finger and grabbed her up, holding her in my arms, while she admired the ring. “You know you just made me the happiest man in the world, right?” I asked her. “I doubt you could be as happy as I am right now,” she said, leaning over to kiss my lips.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I pushed him off of me and he began to laugh even harder. Jah had been on planes numerous times is what he told me, so he sat there cool as a fan, eating a bag of Lay’s chips, while I was secretly praying that I didn’t piss my damn pants. “Jah, now you know that wasn’t right! Why would you tell her that?” Imani asked Jah. She and Rashard were sitting in the seats to the right of us, while Breesha and Dontae sat in front of us. I had told the girls before we got on the plane what Jah had told me, and they were trying their best to assure me that plane rides weren’t as bad as Jah made it seem, but that still wasn’t enough to convince me. “I was just playing with her scary ass. Y’all wasn’t there, man. This girl been talking about this damn trip every day, all day. Shit, I had to say something!” Jah said. Dontae and Rashard laughed at what he had said. This was my first time meeting the two men, and they were cool. I also adored their relationships with their women. It sucked that Shaniqua didn’t come, but she said that she didn’t want to be the only single one on the trip, while everyone else was “boo’d up”.  Shaniqua hadn’t dated ever since she was with that dude whose ass I caught Jah beating the first time we came into contact with each other. Shaniqua was so beautiful, and I was surprised that she wasn’t dating somebody after that. The pilot gave us the signal for everybody to put on their seatbelts, and within another ten minutes or so, I was squeezing the hell out of Jah’s hand when the plane began to move. “This how it’s going to be when you pushing out my baby, huh? You got a mean grip on my hand,” Jah said, laughing.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Nigga, she’s pregnant, not fuckin handicapped. Breesha told me that your girl is in school, you don’t think she need a break or some shit? We all need a damn vacation, I know you get tired of walking in his bitch every day, seeing the same faces and shit!” Rashard chimed in. “When is the event?” I asked them. “My nigga,” Dontae said, giving me dap. I guess he could tell that I had changed my mind. “It’s September twelfth, so you got a little over two weeks to get yourself together,” Dontae let me know.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“And that’s exactly why your ass is pregnant now. You know my mama heard you and Jah in the bedroom before too? She told me that a few weeks ago, but I kept forgetting to tell you,” Shaniqua said laughing. I stopped laughing and my face turned beet red with embarrassment. “Oh my God. That is so fuckin’ embarrassing. When was this? And what did she say?” I asked her, popping off question after question. I hope Mrs. Carter wasn’t mad at me and felt some type of way about me having sex with her son at her house. “Tonia, chill! She wasn’t mad or nothing. In fact, she thought it was funny as hell. She said something about how you were over there one day so that she could teach you how to make a red velvet cake, since that’s Jah’s favorite. I guess he came over, and all of a sudden she said she heard these weird ass noises coming from the bedroom, and that’s when she realized what the hell y’all were in there doing. You got to hear her impersonate you though because the shit was too funny,” Shaniqua said. I guess I had to laugh at it too when I thought about it. I remember that day verbatim and now I understood why Mrs. Carter gave me and Jah the side eye when we had come back inside the kitchen.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I know you don’t like when I come back and tell you my sex stories with your brother, but I’m dying to tell you this one,” I told Shaniqua and she quickly turned the radio up full blast. Laughing, I reached over and turned it off. “Chill, it’s not even like that. So, the other night Jah and I were in the kitchen having sex, and I’ll admit, I was a little loud. But damn, it was after midnight, so I just knew that my son would be in his room knocked out. Mannn, I got the surprise of my life when PJ came in that kitchen, looking like he was ready to kill Jah,” I told Shaniqua. She was dying laughing, with tears in her eyes and all.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“me. If I learned anything from living with my aunt for twelve years, I learned that, in life, people will tell you things that they feel as if you aren’t smart enough to do because they know that they don’t have the capabilities of doing it, so they try and rub on that negative energy towards you, making you feel as if you aren’t good enough or smart enough.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Even Porsha, she and I had gotten so tight ever since Christmas dinner, and I was still in a state of shock at that. While”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I was slowly coming out of my habit of calling her Mrs. Carter because she insisted that I called her mama. I”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“From the beginning, she never wanted Porsha and I to have any type of relationship, which was so damn crazy to me. After”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Who would have ever thought that after all of these years, Porsha and I would finally end the constant back and forth?”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“It was so hard to console someone who had been nothing but evil to you your whole life but I did muster up enough strength and made my way over to her. “Antonia,”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I’ve tried committing suicide in this apartment over two times but each time I attempt, I keep seeing Ciara’s and Allison’s faces and I just stop altogether” Porsha cried. This”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“This Porsha was different though than the Porsha that I was used to seeing. I don’t know, I guess she looked more mature or something. “Hey,”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I wasn’t in any type of way trying to neglect my son, it’s just every day that I woke up, I was hit with the constant reminder that I no longer had the twins here with me.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Any other time, I would have jumped all over him at the thought of him doing what he had done for me, but I just couldn’t seem to get my mind off the twins. It”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“In his eyes, I was just an inmate who was sentenced to life in prison for murder. “You”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“myself. I knew the twins hated to see me when I used to cry, so I held it in and tried my best to be strong as I said my final goodbye to them. As”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“The two little girls who were sitting in the backseat flew out of the front window from the impact of the 18 wheeler, killing them on the scene. As”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Luckily, he didn’t spend all of the money on the EBT card, which is why I was able to run to the groceries store and pick up a few groceries. As”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I took him back after it was pretty much thrown in my face that he had a wife.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Even though I didn’t get the chance to meet him, I still had his blood running through my veins, and it pained me to hear her say what she had just said about him.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“along. It was evident that my grandmother and my aunt suffered from issues with men, and to see my mother receiving it, they just couldn’t take it. “Little”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“I was able to beat Gina though because honestly, her father didn’t give a fuck about her or me! Gina was my problem child!”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“It was fairly noticeable where my aunt had inherited her nasty ways from because this old woman right here looked like the devil himself! After”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“Even though my pops was away, him and Antonia were able to build this special father in law and daughter bond.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“But, honestly, word around is that whenever someone comes into the prison and the inmates find out that they’re in there for rape, I heard that without a doubt, they get their ass beat.”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story

“We both knew for a fact that this call was being monitored, so we really couldn’t call out names and shit because then it’ll look like we had something to do with the shit that happened. “All”
― Diamond Johnson, Little Miami Girl 3: Antonia & Jahiem's Love Story