Voyage in the Dark Quotes

“Something came out from my heart into my throat and then into my eyes.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“And I saw that all my life I had known that this was going to happen, and that I'd been afraid for a long time, I'd been afraid for a long time. There's fear, of course, with everybody. But now it had grown, it had grown gigantic; it filled me and it filled the whole world.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“It's funny when you feel as if you don't want anything more in your life except to sleep, or else to lie without moving. That's when you can hear time sliding past you, like water running.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“It was like letting go and falling back into water and seeing yourself grinning up through the water, your face like a mask, and seeing the bubbles coming up as if you were trying to speak from under the water. And how do you know what it's like to try to speak from under water when you're drowned?”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“It's funny, he said, have you ever thought that a girl's clothes cost more than the girl inside them?”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“When he talked his eyes went away from mine and then he forced himself to look straight at me and he began to explain and I knew that he felt very strange with me and that he hated me, and it was funny sitting there and talking like that, knowing he hated me.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“Soon he'll come in again and kiss me, but differently. He'll be different and so I'll be different. It'll be different. I thought, 'It'll be different, different. It must be different.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“It was as if a curtain had fallen, hiding everything I had ever known. It was almost like being born again. The colours were different, the smells different, the feeling things gave you right down inside yourself was different. Not just the difference between heat, cold; light, darkness; purple, grey. But a difference in the way I was frightened and the way I was happy.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“The feeling of Sunday is the same everywhere, heavy, melancholy, standing still. Like when they say, As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“I was thinking, ‘I’m nineteen and I’ve got to go on living and living and living.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“But in the daytime it was all right. And when you'd had a drink you knew it was the best way to live in the world because anything might happen. I don't know how people live when they know exactly what's going to happen to them each day.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“I stopped going out; I stopped wanting to go out. That happens very easily. It's as if you had always done that - lived in a few rooms and gone from one to the other.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“Feelers grow when feelers are needed and claws when claws are needed and cunning when cunning is needed. . . .”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“But I went on thinking about false teeth, and then about piano-keys and about that time the blind man from Martinique came to tune the piano and then he played and we listened to him sitting in the dark with the jalousies shut because it was pouring with rain and my father said, 'You are a real musician.' He had a red moustache, my father. And Hester was always saying, 'Poor Gerald, poor Gerald.' But if you'd seen him walking up Market Street, swinging his arms and with his brown shoes flashing in the sun, you wouldn't have been sorry for him. That time when he say, 'The Welsh word for grief is hiraeth.' Hiraeth. And that time when I was crying about nothing and I thought he'd be wild, but he hugged me up and he didn't say anything. I had on a coral brooch and it got crushed. He hugged me up and then he said, 'I believe you're going to be like me, you poor little devil.' And that time when Mr Crowe said, 'You don't mean to say you're backing up that damned French monkey?' meaning the Governor, 'I've met some Englishmen,' he said, 'who were monkeys too.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“I was thinking it was funny I could giggle like that because in my heart I was always sad, with the same sort of hurt that the cold gave me in my chest.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“This is a beginning. Out of this warm room that smells of fur I'll go to all the lovely places I've ever dreamt of. This is the beginning.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“You shut the door and you pull the curtains and then it’s as long as a thousand years and yet so soon ended.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark

“Eso es lo que más recuerdo. Ethel hablando y el reloj haciendo tic tac. Y su voz cuando me hablaba de Madame Fernande o sobre su padre, que tenía una farmacia, y de que ella era toda una señora. Una señora... algunas palabras tienen un cuello largo y delgado que te gustaría estrangular.”
― Jean Rhys, Voyage in the Dark