Forever Night Stand Quotes

“You can’t force people to stay in your life, so be thankful for the people who choose to stay.
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― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I felt something for him that I didn’t know was possible, and I think I’d choose him all over again if he wasn’t already mine.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I knew I was starting to feel because I smiled every time he looked at me now. And I hadn’t freaked out.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“The thing about Alzheimer’s is the grieving process begins long before your loved one dies. You lose her before you actually lose her. It is a pain unlike any I had experienced.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“All night long I dreamed of Brandy, and when I woke up in the morning, I wanted to dream some more. I wanted to wallow in every sweet and happy memory. Every kiss, every touch, every moment that I treasured. I knew I needed to forget”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“The biggest and most constant problem was me. I couldn’t perform a quick fix. No amount of bandaging and sutures could fix this. I would have to be reset and stabilized all over again.  As it all began to cascade over me, I made a decision. It was time to let the healing begin.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I took a deep breath and centered myself on those memories. For in that moment, they would be enough.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I know I’m only second best. But I keep thinking it’s better than being nothing at all. I know I can’t be who you need me to be... but it’s so hard that I am fighting a ghost. I’m always trying to outdo a woman who doesn’t even exist in your life anymore... and I’m never going to beat her!”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I wish she remembered our love.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I married you because I thought you will change and learn how to love me instead.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“My decision is final. If you can’t love me, at least have a little respect.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I believed there was a difference between being content and being happy.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I went through an emotional roller-coaster.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“The past few months changed me, changed all of us really, and I came out with no heart. I take that back. I’m sure I still had a heart, some figment of compassion left in the wake of the destruction. However, the tiny piece that was left would probably shrivel up and dry as soon as I attempt to open up again. Instead, I had been left numb and unfeeling, paralyzed under the grief of yet another failed relationship.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“　　　 
Ivo,
 
　　　I may not remember what we were. I may not remember the color of your eyes when you look at the sunset or when you stare at the night sky. I may not remember how it feels like to touch your hand. I may not remember how you would like your coffee, whether black or white or sweet. I may not remember the little things that could make you smile and I may not remember how your laugh sounds each time you hear a very funny joke. I may not remember how your perfume smells like and may not remember how your favorite sweater looks like. I may not remember a lot of things about you. But one thing I remember is that I gave you my heart and it will always be yours. Wherever I may be. I am wishing for nothing but for you to be happy. I hope you find someone that will love you as much as I loved you. I hope you find something that could make you happy even if it is not me. I hope you are okay. I will be okay. I promise.
 
Brandy
 
P.S: I will love you until I die and if there’s a life after that, I’ll love you then.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“My isolation had become my only friend. They say that loneliness is a choice, and I was inclined to agree with that statement”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I pushed my feelings down so far that I became a shell of a person.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I will always find you, Brandy. This is what I kept telling myself ever since I woke up to the bitter taste of reality. It was a nightmare. The only difference is that I could remember every detail of this one.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I feel threatened by these dangerous thoughts running through my head.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“Brandy, you don’t have to promise me the moon and the stars, just promise you’ll stand under them with me forever.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“If you love him you’ll let him live his life free of guilt, free from suffering and pain of either being with you or leaving you.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“You just have to understand him. If you love him you should’ve stayed.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“I know I said I’d be okay... whether I remembered it or not. But if there’s one thing in the world worth remembering, it’s how you made me feel loved.".”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“So maybe it’s love, but maybe it’s too soon to tell.

I need to know that my feelings are real. That I didn’t feel this way just to jar a memory or to pay him back for all the wonderful things he’s given me.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“He looked at me deeply in my eyes. A looked that reminded me of all the things I would have loved about him. I lose my memory, but somehow the feeling of love had stayed, in some way shape or form, it’s at the back of my head the entire time.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“How am I going to give a part of myself and live it for someone else when I’m still in the process of picking up its pieces?”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“Flames were roaring safely in the wall fireplace of the living room. I watched them flicker and thought of how we used to be.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“What’s with me? I demanded space, right?”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“If I learn everything about my past, would I like the person that I was? Can I be the same person that I used to be?”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand

“The thing about Alzheimer’s is the grieving process begins long before your loved one dies. You lose her before you actually lose her. It is a pain unlike any I had experienced.

It was a very surreal time. Feels like limbo, neither here nor there, just waiting...when your time is up.”
― Ysa Arcangel, Forever Night Stand