Suicide Vibe Quotes

“My time was growing short. I could feel it. And I could see it in the sad, worn faces of those I passed by.
They knew. What waited for them had come for me.”
― Loren Niva, Suicide Vibe

“The traffic broke and the skyscrapers of Downtown reared up ahead, towering monoliths of steel and glass. The buildings were alive, ready to swallow souls and dreams.
They have teeth. You can see them, if you know how to look.”
― Loren Niva, Suicide Vibe

“I hadn't slept so well - story of my fuckin' life right there - so I entertained my fraying senses with the procession of passing billboards. One, in particular, caught my ever-discerning eye:

KILL YOURSELF AT A DIVE BAR

The fuck?
I blinked, shook the cobwebs outta my head. The billboard now read -

TREAT YOURSELF AT OUR DAY SPA

'Better', I thought.
But not by much.”
― Loren Niva, Suicide Vibe

“My flight came in just past 6 AM. This is not a good time to arrive in Los Angeles. The city is groggy and careless, still half-asleep. Insouciance permeates. Cars crawl down the highways and arterials like ants marching up your leg... Mindless, relentless, spurred by necessity and habit.”
― Loren Niva, Suicide Vibe

“So if you feel like me... Like the end is night... Take heed.
I know it seems like nobody cares. That the world longs to sweep you away. I know the sun no longer warms your skin. The food you eat no longer nourishes. I know you're always the last in line. I know this hate you feel, the frustration that never dies.
I know it well.
And I know it seems there's but one option left to you.
But you're wrong.
You are so much more important than you think. You are more resilient than you could possibly imagine. You will be cherished. Believe me. The people that care are out there somewhere.
We can be saved, all of us. You can be the catalyst.
And remember - even it it feels like no one else can, or ever could...
I love you. I always will.
Please.
Don't kill yourself.”
― Loren Niva, Suicide Vibe