Ruining Him Quotes

“Jesus Christ, Cole. You’re fucking crazy when it comes to this girl,” he mutters, making me spin around to face him.  And. I. Snap. “Crazy? Fucking crazy? Logan, I am so far from crazy. I’m insane. Utterly unhinged. I am certi-fucking-fiably deranged when it comes to that girl. I know you don’t get it, and I don’t think you could even begin to understand, but she’s not just some random I have a thing for. I know you think I’ve gone off the rails, and maybe I have, but I don’t care. If my life without her was what it was like to be sane, then I don’t ever want to be sane again. I want the crazy. I want to be so psychotically obsessed with her that I bleed for her, kneel for her, live for her, die for her. I’d do anything for her, and you won’t stop me.” I end my speech, breathless and itching to get out of here and go find her. ”
― S. Wilson, Ruining Him

“I don’t hate the world. I don’t hate myself. Fuck, Cole, I don’t even hate you. You’re nothing, just like everyone and everything in this place is nothing to me. It’s not that I’m being a dick, it’s just that I’m uninterested in everything around me. You’re boring, Cole. Why would I want to spend time around someone who makes me want to scoop my eyeballs out with a rusty spoon before forcing them down my own throat”
― S. Wilson, Ruining Him