Broken Quotes

“For various reasons—a lack of success in life, insufficient education, too much introspection, too little love from mother and father, that damned Ligotti book, and a hundred other things—I began to sink deeper and deeper into despondency and pessimism. Reality itself seemed to take on a darker hue, as everywhere I looked, I saw only futility, idiocy, and the utter pointlessness of modern life, especially mine.”
― Keijo Kangur, Broken: Twenty Pieces

“I thus feared it was only a matter of time before I felt such desolation again—that feeling of being so utterly alone and without hope—that I was willing to forgo all moderation once more and dive headfirst into that sea of alcohol, wanting nothing more than to drown in it. And who knows, maybe next time I’d succeed.”
― Keijo Kangur, Broken: Twenty Pieces

“During this time of almost continuous despair, I often told Morrigan about my recurring fantasy: breaking up with her (or vice versa), quitting my job, moving to some cheap, shitty little one-room apartment in Mustamäe, staying isolated indoors for months on end, eating only canned beans, drinking copious amounts of red wine, talking to cockroaches, and slowly going insane—until one day, inspired by Philipp Mainländer, I’d build a pedestal out of copies of my novel and hang myself from the ceiling.”
― Keijo Kangur, Broken: Twenty Pieces