That One Moment Quotes

“Fly for me, sweetheart.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“He looks at me and smiles, tiny dimples popping on his cheeks. Even when I first met him, I thought he was handsome. But when he smiles and it's aimed at me? Breathtaking.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Cradling him to my chest, on the cool bathroom floor, I think about the events that led us here. Going back to the day we met, to the day I fell in love with his twin, to the day our choices cost us more than we could ever afford. To the day I told him I wish he had died, to the day he left and then to yesterday when I watched him sleeping in the hospital bed, regretting every harmful word. And then to now. To this moment where it feels like he’s right where he’s meant to be. Where he smells unfamiliar but he feels like mine. That thought scares me more than I care to admit.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“What if I die and I don’t find him in whatever place lies beyond this? What if there is no place among the stars where I get to be with him again?”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Grief is a monster that hangs on your shoulders until you’re too weak to fight it.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Look for me in the stars.” His”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“The four of us lie in silence for a while, watching the stars, cheering when we see a shooting star go by. “I hope that’s where we go when we die,” Cooper says, his voice full of wonder. “It would mean that we get to look down on everyone we leave behind and they would always look up at us too. Because who doesn’t stop to look at the stars?”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Caiden’s laugh is loud and foreign to my ears and I realise it’s the first time since we met that I’ve seen him even remotely happy. He’d be just as beautiful as his brother, I think to myself, if he wasn’t so fucking angry all the time.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“As the words pour out of me, I see it in bright, beautiful technicolour. Our future. The one we’ve both been too afraid to speak about out loud. The one we deserve because love isn’t finite and we both have so much of it to give each other. This is us living, this is us taking back what fate stole. This is us. Jamie and Caiden.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Jamie Durand makes me feel a million different things and I both love it and fucking hate it.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“They are a contradiction. One light, the other dark. Identical twins. Only not.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“I just don’t like him. My twin does though, and they spend all their time together.” I know I sound like a petulant child when those words come out.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“If you’ve ever felt alone. 
If you’ve ever felt unseen. 
If you’ve ever screamed into the void and not been heard. 
If you’ve wished for things you felt you didn’t deserve. 
This one’s for you. ”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Oh, sweetheart, there was no choice, there was only you,”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Mum sighs, “My sweet little prince, you've always had these fanciful ideas of romance, but life isn't a fairytale. You fall in love and if you're lucky, it lasts a lifetime and if it doesn't, you find it in you to fall in love again. And when you do, that doesn’t erase the people you loved before, if anything, it makes you appreciate the new love you have even more.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“I think I’m broken.” I kiss his chest. “Well then we can be broken together. But for what it’s worth, I don’t think either of us are broken. You said it yourself, I’m not damaged and I'm saying, neither are you. We’re human. It’s okay to be scared, Jay.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“I’m sorry,” I cry, my face buried in his neck. “I’m sorry for all of it. For believing Mum, for choosing her, for being such an awful son to you. I’m just so sorry. I cost us so much, Dad. I cost us Cooper.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Do you think we could be something good?” I kiss him. Hard. Hoping the kiss is enough to tell him just how good I think we can be.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Jamie Durand may never have meant to be mine, but perhaps life isn’t as linear as that - perhaps what wasn’t meant to be can one day be. When he covers us with a duvet and I snuggle into his side, I hope I’m right.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Do you want that? To be mine?” Whimpers fall from my lips and my body writhes beneath his as he works me over, hard and fast. “Say it.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Why did it have to be this man? Why did my stupid heart have to trip and land in his hands?”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Cooper may have been his identical twin but everything about Caiden is different - more intense - from the sounds he makes, to the way he smells, to the sweet and salty taste of his skin. My body hums with a mixture of arousal and delight as my eyes feast on his pale, flushed body.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“You don’t need to hide from me.” He blinks then blinks again, his eyelashes dark with tears that aren’t falling. “I don’t let anyone…. I can’t let you see how damaged I am. Then you'll see I'm nothing like Cooper. I can't be him for you, I can't.” His voice breaks and his cheeks turn a deep shade of red.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Please don’t regret this,”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“I’d let you do anything to me, sunshine,” he whispers.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“Maybe it’s time to start actually living, Jamie.” He’s quiet for a while before he answers. “I will, if you will. And we’ll do it for us. Not for anyone else.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“He’s beautiful. I want to kiss him. I don’t because we’re not that - I still don’t know what we are to each other, and I’d do well to remember that I have a girlfriend and a life that may never include Caiden Carrington. But God, do I want to kiss him.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“There’s no rule book on what to do when you become infatuated with your dead boyfriend's twin.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“In the space of such a short time, Caiden Carrington has turned my world upside down - it’s unexpected, thrilling and confusing in equal measures, and I have no idea what to do about it.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment

“He’s wearing my hoodie.”
― C.S. Autumn, That One Moment