Deranged Vows Quotes

“So I surrender to him, because I would like this man to kiss me even on my sickest days because I have a feeling it would make me feel better. That’s the type of kisses this man gives. They’re reviving and life giving. An inferno of pure fucking need.”
― T.L. Smith, Deranged Vows

“He dips his chin to the crook of my neck, and I know, no matter what, we’ll be okay. No matter what obstacle or demons we have to face—no matter how gory. We’ll protect one another.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“This gloved monster. This vault of a man who, little by little, is growing. For me. For us.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“You can’t just buy girls apartments, Alek.”
“I don’t do anything for anyone. But I’ll do everything for my woman.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“The corner of his mouth lifts slightly, and I can tell he’s trying to hide a smile. Which is sinful. I admire his profile, his shaved head and sharp jaw. There’s not one angle on this man that isn’t devilishly handsome.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“The way she looks at me is sinister and deadly.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“Alek, I said I want children one day. Right now, I’m living my best life on stage. There’s no rush.”
“But we can practice plenty, right?” I ask eagerly.
“No, because you’re still recovering. It doesn’t mean I can’t help relieve a sickly old man.”
I grab her hair, yanking her neck back, as she smirks at me. “What did I say about you calling me old?”
“Should I be punished for it?” she asks, with a raised brow.
“Yes,” I grit through the next breath. “Get on your knees like a good girl.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I just want to make sure when I promise you the world, I’m capable of giving it to you. That’s all.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I thought you didn’t take to people. You’ve become soft,” I reply.
“Says the man who got stabbed by a deranged junkie bitch,” she says with a sharp tongue.
True.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’m not a good man. And I am never letting go of the only light I have in my life.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I love her. Love waking up with her by my side. But it’s not fair to her. I didn’t want my world touching her like that. She was so pure in comparison.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“Danger or not, I realized at that moment I have no other place I’d rather be than by his side. Alek is many things, including a killer. That fact once terrified me, but now I realize not having him in my life is worse.
A world without Alek would not be worth singing in.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’m sorry about hitting you in the face.”
She pins me with a lethal stare. “Just know if you’d broke this perfect nose, you would’ve left in a body bag.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’m furious I can’t kill her myself for taking the one thing I’ve ever truly loved.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“She said she’d text me when she’s heading home, and I’m sure as shit leaving the moment I receive that text.
Fuck, is this what they call being whipped?”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I look over my shoulder at Alek, who does his best to appear approachable, but he’s failing miserably. And it makes me love him all the more for trying and being here with me tonight.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“Hey, no territorial business. He’s my boss.”
“And if he touches you, he won’t be alive to sing your praises.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I didn’t think I could be any more attracted to you.”
“Shall we find that supply closet?”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“We pose for a few photos, with his hand on my lower back, and I find it just as shocking that this fucker knows how to pose. But with cheekbones and a jawline like that, how could he not?”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“You are stunning, sweetheart. Now, do what you do best—shine.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I have to be the one to cut this final tie, and I’m willing to do it to protect what I have with Lena. I turn my back on the box. I’m not a hero. I can focus only on Lena. I promised her that much.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“If there was a poster boy for bad-boy-do-not-mess-with, Alek’s it. Even if he does dress in Versace. He’s a killer who oozes the predatory atmosphere of being exactly that.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“Shall we use knives or guns this evening?” she asks, putting an end to the personal talk.
I look at the time. “Guns would be more efficient. But I think we always have time to use knives. Wouldn’t want your blade going rusty, would we?”
She smiles at that, satisfied. I mean, we aren’t turning into fucking saints.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’d become so used to Lena sitting there that I’m sadly disappointed by my sister’s company. Not that I’d ever tell her that.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“To think at any point I thought Cinita’s dancing was captivating. I was so fucking wrong. That has nothing on Lena’s singing.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’m going to fill all of your holes with my cock tonight, sunshine. And you’re going to swallow my cum like a good girl. Do you understand?”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I need you,” he growls as his hands skim up my outer thighs, and a shiver runs down my spine because I know without a doubt that I fucking need him more.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I’ll fucking worship the ground you walk on. I never meant to hurt you, Lena, I swear it.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“Alek, you’ve put me through hell.”
“I know I’m not easy, but I will give you everything you ask of me, Lena.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows

“I never thought I’d be capable of loving someone as much as I do you. So maybe, if you can teach me.”
My heart stops, and I can’t breathe. Butterflies flitter throughout my stomach. “Did you just say you love me, Alek?”
“Is it so wrong?” he asks. “I just can’t let you go. I refuse. I will make every promise, take every vow, and tell you I love you every day, just to remind you how right it is for me to stand by your side. We’re made for each other, Lena. I always thought killing was my only purpose in this life, until I met you.”
― Kia Carrington-Russell, Deranged Vows