Hungerstone Quotes

“To be a woman is a horror I can little comprehend.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“It is terrible to be alive. But it is worse to be dead to ourselves.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I do not need to contain my appetites.

What is a monster but a creature of agency?”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“All we can hope for in life is to know one's own desires in order to be able to act on them. To want is to surrender to uncertainty. To step into the unknown. To expose ourselves to all possible outcomes and trust we will not be destroyed by disappointment.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I want; it is a new and thrilling revelation. I can want, and it will not destroy me.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“A vampire is a creature of total want, of pure appetite, an antithesis to our self-denial, and I find myself picking through the bones of the story about the tension between these two states. Appetite is a dirty word for women, a cardinal sin. For food and sex, yes, but also for power, for ambition, for violence. What is Carmilla but a woman unleashed on any limits on her appetites? Does it make her monstrous? Is what we celebrate in men always monstrous in women? Is it also not monstrous to starve ourselves, to kill our appetite until we embody a living death?”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“Disappointment tells us what we truly wanted. And to want is to be alive.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I learned quickly that my wants and needs were unwelcome, too great for any reasonable person to fulfill, and in time I came to agree with her. I was too much, too loud, too emotional, too clumsy, too self-involved. My existence was a burden to all involved with it, and I resolved to never make any demand if I could help it.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I wonder for what you hunger and whether you allow yourself to feel it.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I made a bargain in my youth, for safety, for survival, and it has all been for naught. I am not safe. I have never been safe.

So why have I tried so hard to create it? All I have made is a prison.

But perhaps if I have never been safe, that means fear has no purpose.

I am not safe if I obey and reduce and control, just as I am not safe if I rebel and shout and anger.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I hated her because I did not understand what it was that I had lost before I saw it in her.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I furl myself in the quilt like an oyster in its shell with no pearl to show for the grit that works through it.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“If the world offers me no kindness, then I will take from it armor and sword, create an unassailable fortress for myself, and lock the door.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“None of us deserve our bad fortune, but that does not stop it from coming.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“Oh, little Lenore. It is terrible to be alive. But it is worse to be dead to ourselves.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“Before, I stood on the banister of the balcony above the dining hall and thought the solution to the burden of myself was to end it all. How foolish that seems now. How futile. I could go, and no one would care.
How much better to make them all regret knowing me.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“This is the bargain I have struck. To lose my softness in exchange for survival.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I want, I lack, I hunger.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“What is a monster but a creature of agency?”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“She gives such insults generously. As if her opinion is a gift.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I remember only the sense that the whole world passed before me, and yet I belonged nowhere in it.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“My body is my enemy, and I will use every weapon in my arsenal against it.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“How frightening it would be to die, but how great a relief to sleep forever.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I knew then that I could die, and no one would care. There was only me to care about myself. So I would not let my mortal body die; I would keep it alive and propel it forward by the only means possible. Instead, to survive, I must die inside; I must shut down every sense of self, every dream, every weakness. I killed hope, to live. Now I must find a way to live again. Even if it means I must kill.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I will die like all mortal things.
At least let me taste a little life before I go.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“The more I understand my own appetite, the more I understand how far I am from satiating it. It is as though it spills out from me from every direction. I want to be desired, I want to travel, to paint, or write, to be listened to and respected, needed. I want true family, whether that be children or not. I want, I want, I want.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“Since Carmilla, something vital in me has changed. She has found a crack within me and levered me apart.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I am good for nothing but blood.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“I wanted to be near her light. Even though she cast me in its shadow.”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone

“Life is a sterile thing in your hands; all necessity and obligation”
― Kat Dunn, Hungerstone