Paved in Rage Quotes

“I can’t believe there was a time when you weren’t in my life. It’s hard to remember how it felt before I met you. I was living half a life, just going through the motions and not even realizing what all I was missing.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“You’ve changed everything, malinkaya. Every single thing I thought I knew and wanted—you changed it all. I never thought I would fall in love. I never wanted it and never understood it and didn’t want to, but then I met you.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“You’re mine because I love you, baby, and because last night when I thought I might lose you, it hurt worse than anything I’ve ever known. I won’t be away from you again, not fucking ever.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I’ve never done the normal relationship thing. Hell, I’ve never even taken anyone out on a date. Despite my past, I’ve never done so many things, and I want to do them all with her. Having her on the back of my bike feels like the most natural thing in the world, and I realize how right Vitaly is. I’m not going to be able to let her go. Ever. His words should scare the hell out of me, and the fact that they not only didn’t scare me but left me smiling like an idiot instead says everything... Jesus Christ, I think I just officially and permanently took myself off the market.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I’m completely addicted to this man, and I know I need to be worrying about protecting my heart, but I can’t stop what I’m feeling, and I don’t want to. The time I get to spend with him is the happiest I can ever remember being, so even if it’s just for a few days, and even if that one kiss is the only one I’ll ever get, I still want to enjoy every single second of this. I’ll worry about my broken heart some other day. Tonight, I just want to be happy.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“God, the thought of her with a big round belly makes me feel like Simona might be right and that I might start banging my chest and grunting like a damn animal. I look down at my beautiful, pregnant fiancée and smile. This woman makes me downright feral.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I don’t care about the crimes he’s committed or the violence he’s done. Maybe I should, but I trust that there was a reason for it. I know him well enough to know who he really is, and that’s good enough for me.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I can’t believe there was a time when you weren’t in my life,” he whispers against my lips. “It’s hard to remember how it felt before I met you. I was living half a life, just going through the motions and not even realizing what all I was missing.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I love you, Jolene. I love you in a way that scares the hell out of me, but I don’t know how to love you any other way. It’s not possible to love you any less, and I wouldn’t want to even if I could. You’re it for me, malinkaya, and I will never love anyone else. It’s you or nothing, baby, from the first second I saw you until the end of time. You have my heart, you have all of me, and I will happily spend the rest of my life loving and protecting you. Will you marry me?”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I fucking melt when I’m near you.” He groans when I latch onto his thumb and suck him in deeper. “You have me wrapped around your finger, and I would do anything for you.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“The thought of something happening to you makes me feel like I can’t breathe. So please don’t ask me to risk your life for someone else’s, because it’s never going to fucking happen.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I became a one-woman man the second I saw you, baby. I can’t erase my past, but I can give you my future.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I’m living a life I don’t deserve, but knowing it just makes me appreciate it all the more. I tighten my hold on her and fall asleep surrounded by the woman who stole the heart I didn’t even know I had, and now it will only ever beat for her.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“All we need is Alina back to make it complete, and I know without a shadow of a doubt that one day we’ll be raising a glass to a pregnant Alina and a smiling Matvey. It’s those images that keep us all going. We will find her, we will bring her back, and together we’ll help heal her, because this is where she belongs. This is where she’s always belonged, standing with her brothers and next to the man that she’s been in love with her whole life, and none of us will stop until we’ve made that happen.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“We all drink to our future children while I look around at my family. It’s not the one I was born into, but it’s the one I’d die for and the one I’d choose over and over again.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“We became a family because the ones we had weren’t worth keeping. We’re a family by choice,”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I wouldn’t change a single moment of my shitty upbringing because it brought me to him, and he’s worth everything.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“Loving Lev means loving every part of him, and I do, unconditionally and forever.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“Laying me down, he hovers his body over mine, always so careful to not put too much weight on me. He doesn’t treat me like I’m breakable, though. He never has. He treats me like I’m something precious, like I’m something to be savored.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“It’s you or nothing, baby, from the first second I saw you until the end of time.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I love you, Jolene. I love you in a way that scares the hell out of me, but I don’t know how to love you any other way.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“When we first met in that alley, I knew I was in trouble. I wanted you, but more than that, I wanted to keep you.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I’ve never knelt before anyone, and there isn’t another person on the planet that I would willingly do this for. But the woman standing in front of me? I would swallow my pride and crawl across broken glass for her.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“Grief is a strange thing, and people process it in different ways. I think the only way I can process mine is with blood on my hands. I’m going to kill the man who murdered my sister, but I’d also like to kill the others that are involved.” He gives Matvey a soft smile. “I think it’ll be very healing for me.” “The best kind of therapy is the kind that leaves your hands bloody,” I say with a smile.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“If you want a knight in shining armor, baby, you’ve got the wrong goddamn guy.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I’m surprised by how damn normal it feels to be around him, like I was always supposed to end up here, right by his side.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“Sebastian was a shit older brother and he often hit me, but my dad never laid a hand on me. I picture a young Lev trying to protect his mom and taking a beating for it, and it breaks my heart. “My mom always sided with him. She was drunk most of the time and didn’t seem to care about what was happening to me. She drank herself to death a few years ago.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“I watch my fierce fighter come completely undone as he gives me a part of himself that he’s never given anyone before.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“Once I slide into you, there’s no going back. I need you to understand that. This isn’t a fling for me, malinkaya, this is forever.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage

“You’ve changed everything, malinkaya. Every single thing I thought I knew and wanted—you changed it all. I never thought I would fall in love.” He gives a soft laugh. “I never wanted it and never understood it and didn’t want to, but then I met you.”
― Sonja Grey, Paved in Rage