12 Quotes

“I’ve crashed a wedding, been to jail, gone to a sex party, become social media famous, had the best conch salad I’ve ever had outside of the Bahamas, and slept with the enemy. Life is lifing.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“What you’re failing to understand here, baby, is that I’m a pleaser.” “A pleaser?” I questioned, almost wanting to laugh at myself because why was I always so damn inquisitive with this man without shame?  “That means you have no idea how much pleasure I get from pleasing you. I want to make you cum as many times as possible. I want to watch you completely lose yourself and forget how to breathe because of what I’m doing to you. It’s so rewarding to know that you’re leaking all because of me.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“No nigga had ever given me safe words. Bitch, I internally yelled at my vagina, are we safe?”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“To everyone who deserves to get their happily ever after, even if it’s a little messy. Don’t let your ex stop you from finding the love of your life.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“I almost made myself go blind as I looked out the corner of my right eye and watched him remove his boxer briefs next.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“You wanna be me so bad huh, Sweets?” A-he-he, no. I want you to be in me so bad. There’s a difference.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Can I show you how sorry I am by making you cum until you beg me to stop?”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Cause once I start eating this pussy, I’m not gonna be nice about it, and you’re only gonna get the orgasms I let you have.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“You either have to drink,” I found the courage to continue my game, “or do it.” He swiped his tongue over his lips and smiled. “And oops,” I held up my hands as I shrugged and looked around dramatically, “there’s no drinks up here except from what’s dripping from between my legs.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“He does know we don’t get along, but he also knows that I wanted you before he did.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“This was exactly the wedding I had dreamed of, which was why I messed shit up and reminded them that it was cold outside, and the only heat they deserved was in hell.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“PLEASE, NENE!” “You deserve to get them Sonic Rings knocked out of you BY YOUR EX’S TWIN!!”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“I was clearly in my lucky girl era.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Love a Black woman from infinity to infin.ni.ty!”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Besides, a little fat never hurt anybody or prevented me from riding somebody’s son’s face.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Midnight’s presence felt like home, like I belonged there. Being with him felt natural, effortless, and comforting. It was like a warm blanket on a cold winter’s night, like a cool breeze on a scorching summer day, like the first sip of hot coffee in the morning.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Having constraint was ghetto as fuck.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“We shared one last kiss before I watched her walk into the house and out of my life. It wasn’t easy, but it was the right thing to do. I had to let her go and trust that the future held something better for us both.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“some battles are worth the war if the result means the best and happiest version of you.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Everything about her was on my mind constantly, from her laughter that filled the room, to her quick wit and the way her eyebrows furrowed when she was annoyed with me.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“But most of all, it was the way being near her made everything feel right, like we were meant to be together. The comfort of her presence and the effortless companionship we shared made me realize just how deeply I cared for her.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“So technically, Mal took Tyme from you and then had the audacity to cheat on her. Thennn you and Tyme decided to be on some petty get back shit TOGETHER — literally. Ohhh, this is MESSY and I’m living for it.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“If you miss him, tell him. If you want to see him, see him. If you want him to take you out, let the man take you out.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“He didn’t have to tell me how much he appreciated every part of my body; he showed me in every way he touched and loved on me.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“Every time I saw him fresh out of the shower, shirtless, I wanted to be one of his tattoos. To be that close to his body. In his skin.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“but the way I wanted to please this man and make him happy was something that needed to be studied.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“You’ve made me feel nothing but safe, appreciated, beautiful, cared for, worthy, deserving, desired, seen, and so much more.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“I was getting sexed in the way I wanted to get sexed for the rest of my life.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“My nasty mind expected Midnight to have me pressed up against the tiled wall within ten seconds of entering the shower, but to my delight, he took a washcloth and begin to bathe me.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01

“The way his dick popped out to say hello, I wanted to scream “heyyyyy, best friend”, but I had a little sense left.”
― Bella Jay, 12:01