It's Not You Quotes

“While narcissistic people will expect you to honor their boundaries, they will not respect yours.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The only thing you need to understand about narcissism is that in almost all cases this personality pattern was there before you came into the narcissistic person’s life and it will be there after you leave.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“In some ways, grieving the living is far more difficult than grieving the dead.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“I am tired of people calling those of us who get stuck in these cycles "codependent" or "addicted" to the narcissistic relationship. It's not that. If you have any empathy, have normal cognitive functioning, and were shaped by societal and cultural norms and realities, it is not surprising that you would get stuck. The narcissistic relationship is like a riptide that pulls you back in even as you try to swim away. The intensity, attentiveness, and highs and lows are why you swim out to where the riptide is. The abusive behavior makes you want to swim away from the riptide, but the guilt and fear of leaving, the practical issues raised by leaving (financial, safety, cultural, family), as well as the natural drive toward attachment, connection, and love are what keep you stuck in the riptide's pull.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“You were flexible enough to make this work, but the dark side is that this expectation or your ability to show up like everything is “fine” means that even the good people around you often have no idea how bad it was or is for you.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“One of the great traps of the narcissistic relationship is that the narcissistic folks actually believe they are nice people. They really do. It’s part of their system of delusional grandiosity, self-righteousness, and moral rectitude.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Start small by simply staying in touch with healthy people, then slowly start prioritizing these relationships and intentionally put time with these folks ahead of the rescuing, fixing, and forgiving you are often doing for the narcissistic people in your life. You can just phone it in to your toxic relationship and bring your A game to your safe spaces.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“What does the narcissistic person need?” The answer is control, domination, power, admiration, and validation. How they go about getting that is where the narcissistic abuse comes in.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The moderate narcissist offers enough good days to keep you invested and enough bad days that hurt you and leave you utterly confused. Moderate narcissistic people have cognitive empathy, so they sometimes seem to “get it.” They are entitled and seek validation and have a cocky, but not menacing, arrogance. They are hypocritical and believe that there is one set of rules for them and another for everyone else. They often feel that they are the victim in situations that do not go their way. They do not take responsibility for their behavior and will shift blame onto others for anything that makes them look bad. They are deeply selfish and will choose what works for them to the detriment of you or anyone else.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“It’s such a difficult balance—when you bring your authentic self to the narcissistic person, they often shame and rage at you, and yet it is central to your healing that you cultivate your true self and share it with others.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“You may have had the belief that to forgive is divine but have come to learn that to discern may be transcendent.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The dance between the narcissistic reactive sensitivity to feedback, their need for reassurance and chronic sense that they are a victim, and their shame and subsequent rage at having these vulnerabilities reminds us of the essence of narcissistic relationships: you can’t win.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“You may start to blame yourself because they gaslight you and tell you there is something wrong with you, and it feels a tiny bit plausible that maybe there is.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Relationships exist largely for the narcissistic person’s benefit and pleasure.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Narcissistic abuse always entails blame shifting. Nothing is ever their responsibility or their fault because for a narcissistic person to take responsibility or accept blame means having to accept that they are accountable and imperfect.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The DEEP technique gives you a quick way to remember what not to do if you want to protect yourself and avoid falling into the typical mess of being gaslighted, baited, and invalidated. It is a tool to avoid getting into frustrating conversations and blaming yourself, and also results in you cutting off their supply and retaining your bandwidth. You practice not going DEEP you do not:

Defend
Engage
Explain
Personalize”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“But you just wanted to be loved, cherished, and protected by your parents; to fall in love with someone and be treated with kindness, compassion, and respect; to be treated equitably and respectfully in the workplace; to receive basic empathy. In return for that, you were met with gaslighting, invalidation, rage, contempt, dismissiveness, and cruelty. You did nothing wrong. It’s time to stop crafting the story that you did. Forgiving yourself becomes a key step to working through the grief.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The way you talk to yourself shapes your reality, and when you tell yourself you are damaged or stupid, you live into that identity.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“If you’re dealing with a narcissistic family member, you may be having the same fights repeatedly but also feeling the confusion you had as a small child.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“If you trigger their feelings of inadequacy, they will often target you with either overt aggression (yelling and screaming) or passive-aggression (stonewalling, giving you the silent treatment, showing resentment).”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Dismissiveness often foreshadows contempt and an absolute disregard and disdain for you and anything that matters to you.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“True romance is respectful and empathic.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Radical acceptance of the injustice is part of this process-it not fair, I cannot change it; I can, however, chart a different and authentic course forward and learn from this. Be kind to yourself, take a breath or a rest, and recognize that with time your growth and healing will supplant this injustice, but for now it needs to be grieved.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Narcissistic folks love a fight, debate, argument, or any form of conflict. Arguing gives them another way to get supply, let out some steam, air their grievances, and remain dominant.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Once you accept that the unhealthy patterns in the relationship are a constant, you can shift your focus to you and the people and activities that matter to you.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“The relationship became more and more about her defending herself and trying to be more and more perfect, simply to avoid his rage. She wondered what she was doing wrong, what she could be doing better.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“and anyone citing the case of a narcissistic person who made a complete turnaround from tyrant to sweetheart is talking about a unicorn. There”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“They also struggle with abandonment and rejection sensitivity and may burn you out through their constantly victimized anger.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“Moderate narcissists have just enough insight to know that their behavior is not okay—but not enough regulation, mindfulness, or empathy to stop themselves.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People

“There is a restless quality to the narcissistic personality, a pursuit of novelty and excitement, which is why we may observe infidelity or frequently shifting romantic partners, overspending and shopping, or frenetic activity. Narcissistic people often seem perpetually bored, disenchanted, or contemptuous if things are not interesting and engaging enough for them.”
― Ramani Durvasula, It's Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People