This Is Shyness Quotes

“There’s a pause so yawning I can’t help but think about what it would be like to lean in and kiss her, but if I’m getting the signals wrong then I’m about to destroy the best run we’ve had all evening. It’s been at least ten minutes since I’ve done or said anything stupid.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“They envy your youth. You two are like exotic creatures from the land of the young.’
I’ve never understood all that these-are-the-best-years-of-your-life crap. If this is as good as it gets then I might as well quit now. Let me get to the shimmery oasis of adulthood.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“People grow couches and bikes and concrete in their front gardens instead of roses.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“We’re going bowling?’ I can’t keep the disappointment of of my voice. Bowling is not badass.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“Let's not live like we're scared. It's such a waste to be scared.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“We're all here to take care of ourselves, and ourselves only. This is how I look at it: if a gunman rampaged through the flats, I'd barricade Mum and me in our place and forget about anyone else on our floor. If the gunman broke into our flat then I'm not entirely sure I'd take a bullet for Mum, or vice versa. When it comes down to it, we're all on our own. Once you realise that, life becomes simpler.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“I howl at the roof like a hotted-up bomb doing donuts, full of screeches. I howl like an air-raid siren, my arms stretched out wide. Howls are like songs. They can't be summoned; they just happen. They come from a place that I barely understand. And then something else climbs to the surface, something black and jagged, something from the deep. Imagine all your worse feelings surfacing. Imagine coughing up razor blades. Imagine not being able to stop the pain from coming out, and not knowing when it's going to end.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“I imagine crossing Grey Street in the daytime. Would night fall over me gently like a velvety curtain? Or would the day turn dark in the blink of my eye? I don't really need the sunrise to know that Shyness is different. It's like there is a thin layer of static over everything that stops me from seeing what's really going on. People here scuttle around like they're scared of their own shadows.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“Hey,’ Wildgirl says, ‘let me into your backpack. I’ve got a light on my keys that I totally forgot about.’
I turn my back to her and feel her fumbling with the zip of my pack. It’s a lot lighter now.
‘I’m glad you hung on to your bag. I would have had to kick your ass if you lost all my stuff.’
I probably wouldn’t mind that, although if I were given a choice, I’d opt for another kiss. It’s the first time I’ve been so close to someone since I’ve changed. Kissing felt better than I remembered, but it also felt like it was something I had to be careful about. It never felt that way before.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness

“If we're banking on the future, then I'd say we're fucked.”
― Leanne Hall, This Is Shyness