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“I feel high on fear and concern, my adrenaline spiked badly. I just need a drink.”

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“My brain clicks, and the blacklist isn’t hazy anymore. We can’t do this. I retract my lips from her, and I don’t meet her eyes.
I fucked up.
I want to punch the wall. I want to scream. More than anything, I want to go sit at a bar and forget the road I was about to pull Lily down. What the fuck is wrong with me?
“Lo…”

“I need you,” she whispers, panicked. “Please…” The fear in her voice cuts a new scar.
“Shh, love.” I rub my hand through the back of her hair, and I nip her ear with my teeth.”

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“It looks like I didn’t even try to wait. It looks like I gave up.”

“Whore – Unknown.
My heart explodes.  
He has my number. He’s no longer going through Lo.”

“Lil,” Lo breathes, his eyes softening considerably. I am one of those sea vessels wobbling in the ocean before they’re hit by a wave. “You…and me…” Here it is. “We probably shouldn’t have children.”

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“I break into a full grin.
And she adds, “But just so we have things clear, I’m doing this out of pity.”
My smile vanishes. “You could have stopped at fine.”
It’s her turn to grin. “I know.”

“Connor stays completely impassive. But he holds Rose closer, as though silently saying I’m wrong. Clearly guys with insanely high IQs want to fuck her.”

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“Horny Lily or Good Lily?”
I love them both. I press my lips to her ear. “I love you.”

“I expect him to laugh but his voice turns serious. “How did you fall asleep when I wasn’t here?”
I go quiet. It varied nightly. Some were spent crying myself to sleep, others I masturbated until I passed out. ”

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