Heather Bair’s Reviews > My Dark Vanessa > Status Update

I really want this to end. I want the trauma to be over. I want Vanessa to be okay.

But victims are never truly okay. They are just better as time goes on. Time doesn't heal the wounds. Grief always wears on a person. Grief can be not only for the loss of someone but for the loss of yourself. And Vanessa -- this last 10% -- is trying to so hard to find herself and grieve the loss of herself that was taken by Strane

Decided to try this again and while it is drudging up a LOT of a similar experience I had with grooming and manipulation...it is strangely, oddly, cathartic