Lyla Neko > Status Update

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Hi

Alex Freeman
Hello

Michelle Leigh Almquist
How r u?

Alex Freeman
Alive, How are you?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Lol not very well... *sigh*

Alex Freeman
Why?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Just because...

Alex Freeman
Liar... >.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
:\

Alex Freeman
:p

Michelle Leigh Almquist
*doesn't kno wat to say*

Alex Freeman
:*

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I miss u. :(

Alex Freeman
WHY!?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I just do, Alex!

Alex Freeman
1: don't yell at me...
2: did you write me a letter and give it to Violet to give me?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Yes I did.

Alex Freeman
I never got it...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
:(

Alex Freeman
Me and Violet keep forgetting about it...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
It's more of a drawing with a note in it, but, yeah.

Alex Freeman
Oh okay....

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm not gonna forget u when u leave u kno...

Alex Freeman
I am aware you won't...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I miss u and your annoyingness... You always messing with me... I'm going to miss all that. Those are like the only school memories that I WONT ever forget.

Alex Freeman
Haha wow!
You like ( or liked) me don't you?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Yes and I have a confession...
The whole time I was dating Andy I had a crush on you. I lied to everyone and myself about it. The reason I broke up with Andy is because I felt unfaithful to him because I liked you so much, Alex.

Alex Freeman
As i kinda always knew...
And, i used to like you...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Rly?

Alex Freeman
Yeah, Why?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I didn't truly kno that... *sigh*
I was afraid...

Alex Freeman
I am good at reading and hiding emotions...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I noticed... :\

Alex Freeman
Yeah... >.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
But that one day in gym I needed u so bad, before Death came... U didn't even...
It was the day Woody took us to the little gym and I sat in the corner. U stayed with Violet and Emma...

Alex Freeman
Okay?
I know
Why did you need me?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I just did. Remember that time I said just u being here helped me? Well it did. More then u'll ever understand.

Alex Freeman
Oh, i understand i promise... >.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm not sure u do...

Alex Freeman
Ohhhhhh i do

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm crying right now... Silently...

Alex Freeman
WHY!?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Do u not understand my feelings for u, at all?

Alex Freeman
Yes and no...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
*sigh*
I love you, Alex.

Alex Freeman
Wow... >.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I didn't even feel this way with Andy.

Alex Freeman
Again, Wow...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
U just... Don't understand. :'(

Alex Freeman
I do...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
So ur rly leaving??

Alex Freeman
August 2nd

Michelle Leigh Almquist
:'(

Alex Freeman
Don't you dare cry...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Already am, Alex...

Alex Freeman
Ofcourse... >.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm like the only one out of all my friend's who's going to miss u...

Alex Freeman
Sean
Caroline
Krista
Brittany
Youna
Yeah your the only one...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Violet's kinda my friend but she's not a close friend. Krista isn't even my friend anymore, anyway.

Alex Freeman
Yeah Violets one of my best friends...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I kno that...
Valentines Day broke my heart...

Alex Freeman
Does it help that dating her was one of my biggest mistakes?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I guess... *sigh*

Alex Freeman
Haha good, well cheer up!!!

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Why?

Alex Freeman
Because i told you to...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
sry... Didn't work...
Not a good enuf reason..,

Alex Freeman
Haha figured as much...
Why can't you like sean or cooper or anyone else?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Because I hate Cooper and I don't feel that way for Sean. He's my bro. I can't just... Choose who I like, Alex. It's complicated.

Alex Freeman
Blahh :/
Uhh like anone else but me.... Please?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm sry for liking u, I guess... >.> its at your dis-convenience...
That post got screwed up... :\

Alex Freeman
...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Well I can't just stop liking u, Alex! :'(

Alex Freeman
You really need to...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Oh my gawd... :'(

Alex Freeman
... What...?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Idk... I dunno wat to say...

Alex Freeman
...?

Michelle Leigh Almquist
*sigh*

Alex Freeman
I have to go... Bye Michelle

Michelle Leigh Almquist
Dnt leave! :(

Alex Freeman
I have to...

Michelle Leigh Almquist
On the day u ignored me I cut A + L into my leg. I told my friends it was about Andy. But it was about u. I had to have a scar. At least one- to remember u. 3

Alex Freeman
Goodnight Michelle
Don't like me
Forget about me please
It isn't good to like me...
>.>

Michelle Leigh Almquist
I'm not going to stop, Alex. I won't forget you. Please don't forget me either. Leave out all the rest. :'(

Please don't forget?

I'm so sorry Lyla....='(...all i can say is you're right....i know from expirence, you can't just decide to stop loving someone...I know it hurts...but i can only imagine how you feel. X( I'm sorry....3

sorry *hug*

It hurts so bad... :( Boys just don't understand girl's feelings.

Scourge(Lyla) wrote: "It hurts so bad... :( Boys just don't understand girl's feelings."

dont worry u arent alone

:(

*hug* ily bffl

I hate it when boys just DON'T UNDERSTAND!