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“It proclaimed that every word I had spoken and every act I had performed that day had been false: having discovered that it was less painful to decide a thing was false in its entirety than to torture myself with doubts as to which part might be true and which false, I had already become gradually familiar with this way of deliberately unmask ing my falseness to myself.”
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— Jun 12, 2023 08:19AM
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Beatriz Baptista
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+ “But remember that it wasn't a picture of Sonoko that arose in your mind last night.
Whatever it was, your fantasy was strange and unnatural enough to amaze even me who have become so accustomed to watching by
your side.”
— Jun 12, 2023 08:23AM
Whatever it was, your fantasy was strange and unnatural enough to amaze even me who have become so accustomed to watching by
your side.”
Beatriz Baptista
is on page 121 of 176
“(…) is it love you feel If so, all right. But do you have a desire for women? Aren't you deceiving yourself when you say that it's toward her alone that you have never had a lustful desire? Aren't you trying to hide from yourself the fact that actually you've never had a lustful desire' for any woman?” +
— Jun 12, 2023 08:22AM
Beatriz Baptista
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“When you're face to face with a girl of eighteen you wait covetously for her to fall in love with you. Why wasn't it you who took the offensive? I know you hesitate because of that queer uneasiness of yours, which comes from you don't know where. But if that’s the case, why did you ever visit her again? Think back!”
— Jun 12, 2023 08:21AM
Beatriz Baptista
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“Why are we all burdened with the duty to destroy everything, change everything, entrust every. thing to impermanency? Is it this unpleasant duty that the world calls life? Or am I the only one for whom it is a duty? At least there was no doubt that I was alone in regarding the duty as a heavy burden.”
— Jun 12, 2023 08:21AM
“Why are we all burdened with the duty to destroy everything, change everything, entrust every. thing to impermanency? Is it this unpleasant duty that the world calls life? Or am I the only one for whom it is a duty? At least there was no doubt that I was alone in regarding the duty as a heavy burden.”
Beatriz Baptista
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“As a result our imagination confined itself to easier paths. Imagination like this, which follows the path of least resistance, has no connection with coldness of heart, no matter how cruel it may appear. It is nothing but a product of a lazy, tepid mind.”
— Jun 12, 2023 08:20AM
Beatriz Baptista
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“How would I feel if were another boy? How would I feel if I were a normal person? These questions obsessed me. They tortured me, instantly and utterly destroying even the one splinter of happiness I had thought I possessed for sure.”
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— Jun 12, 2023 08:19AM
eu queria dar um abraço a este homem
Beatriz Baptista
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“Surely, I thought, we do not deserve even a little happiness. Or perhaps we had acquired the bad habit of regarding even a little happiness as a big favour, which we would have to repay.”
— Jun 12, 2023 08:18AM
