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Alastair
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He sounded so shattered. It was as if he honestly didn't believe my concern was genuine. I wanted to find whoever had made him feel so poorly about himself and strangle them. There was a shine to him somewhere, but someone along the way had made him feel useless. Worthless.
We had the same parents lol
— Feb 01, 2022 09:03PM
We had the same parents lol
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Alastair
is 66% done
“Don’t apologize to me, Slade. You’re the only person you’re letting down when you don’t pick up after yourself,”
Oh fuck off
— Feb 02, 2022 05:31PM
Oh fuck off
Alastair
is 58% done
"...You're not nearly as grumpy as you used to be, and you have more color today.”
"Funny how not starving yourself changed things."
Is it considered starving yourself if you can't afford groceries?
— Feb 02, 2022 02:18PM
"Funny how not starving yourself changed things."
Is it considered starving yourself if you can't afford groceries?
Alastair
is 53% done
"I am not a fan of feeling like a kept boy. This isn’t Pretty Woman, and I’m not going to let you throw money at my problems to make them go away.”
Let it be known that I am totally fine being a kept boy/woman and that I will absolutely let anyone throw money at me to make my problems go away.
— Feb 02, 2022 10:07AM
Let it be known that I am totally fine being a kept boy/woman and that I will absolutely let anyone throw money at me to make my problems go away.
Alastair
is 48% done
There was nothing to be done, no reassurances that could give either of us confidence that we wouldn’t have a catastrophic ending. The only thing I could do was center myself in the here and now.
— Feb 02, 2022 07:16AM
Alastair
is 41% done
"Sometimes, I wish I could go out and have sex just for the sake of getting off. It would definitely make life easier.”
Sure would but here we are the non-vanilla people with /needs/
— Feb 01, 2022 10:59PM
Sure would but here we are the non-vanilla people with /needs/
Alastair
is 31% done
"This was a boy who was completely starved for affection and affirmation. There were red flags flying all over the place."
The author is clearly writing about me
— Feb 01, 2022 10:08PM
The author is clearly writing about me
Alastair
is 17% done
But when you allowed other people to help you, they either expected something in return, or they would cut you off the second you didn’t toe the line they had drawn.
— Feb 01, 2022 08:48PM
Alastair
is 10% done
"I was down to eating one meal most days. Some days, I couldn't be bothered to eat at all."
Eating!? In this economy?
— Feb 01, 2022 08:18PM
Eating!? In this economy?
