alyssa’s Reviews > 等你到35岁 [I will wait for you until 35 years old] > Status Update

(passage #14 - apologies if tl has errors, just trying to share the pain using my baby mandarin chinese abilities instead of bottling it up inside 😭)

“He had left nothing behind but loneliness. Thinking of the future, that I might have to live like this for many more years to come, is enough to make one taste fear and panic. So I was afraid—perhaps I wouldn’t be able to hold on until thirty-five.”