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“It was always love.” He says against my lips.

My big, tough robotic Noah is wide open with emotion, his eyes glazed with it. “I can replace everything and everyone but you... you, Sena, are fucking essential. I only have one of you. My precious girl. You, I need.”

I am CRYING 😩

“Sena, I will do anything to keep you. To make you mine. Christ, I want you to be mine more than I’ve ever wanted anything before, and I’m tying myself in fucking knots to convince you of that. Everything else, I will drop and not care, but I won’t lose you. Those aren’t just words. When I say you’re my everything, my whole heart, I mean it. I’ll be a dusty pile of misery if you won’t have me...”

“Love doesn’t identify sexuality. It only sees chemistry and the bond to another person who is already destined to be a part of you. It recognizes the pounding blood and rushing sensations in the heart. It’s never logical. A logical love is not love. Love is sometimes messy, but if you find it, you find it.”

“It’s real. And it’s so fucking hot it burns through me, kitten. It’s the good flames, the kind that won’t be destroyed. Let me take on your worries, and you enjoy this feeling we have made.”

“You’re scared. And I’ll remind you what you mean to me every day if I have to, so you understand, I will. Just talk to me. There’s nothing we can’t fix.”

“I touch you because this is what you do to me,” he shares through his clenched teeth. Bringing my hand up much too soon, I whimper for him to put it back, but he places it over his thumping heart. “I touch you because you make this beat,”

I don’t know why the hell people want answers as if they can put me into only one box. Love doesn’t work in those terms. It’s primitive. My love for Sena goes deeper than skin and hormones.   There’s no life I envision without her in it. And now I crave her more than ever.

Sisters walking in🙈 mortification