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And here's this epilogue from Finn from when just before he and Bianca were to leave for the college. Apparently, Finn's been sleeping with Julian's cousin Kayla, but he's in love with Bianca, but feels he can't have her. He still thinks he's protecting her. And apparently, there's some kind of bond between them. Did it happen that day that Finn first bruised her when he was beating up those bullies?

And then there's the shikigami screaming at Bianca that she was was supposed to help her. And then she hits someone because she was in pain and the nurse makes some kind of comment, is this how she ended up on that stupid medication? And then they told her she was a paranoid schizophrenic. So stupid the way they handled her. So, so stupid.

Trinity knew exactly who she was talking about when she said Sorcha and Kieran told her not to tell about her ability. And then Trinity left Bianca alone in that place. She ordered them to take care of her, but they didn't. Not at all. Why did they put her in a mental ward? That was so stupid. She was like 7 years old! The orderlies in that place said terrible things about Bianca where they knew she could hear.

So that's how she ended up in a mental hospital. How terrible. It all stems from that first memory of seeing a ghost and what happened. I remember it from book four. I can understand why she never wanted to talk about it and froze up all the time. They really handled her entire situation wrongly.

This whole problem started from a terrible misunderstanding. It doesn't help that they keep talking about supernatural things that Bianca clearly doesn't understand. She's only ever been told to hide her ability, so of course she won't talk about it. Then when she freaks out, the adults around her think they know why, but are completely wrong. And it all stemmed from Finn thinking he was helping her.

Is this why Finn and her parents started hiding the paranormal world from her? Finn was asking her about the first spirit she saw and she lost it, so he thought she was afraid of spirits. At first, her parents acted like they wanted her to tell them about seeing them and then fast forward ten years and they start making her believe she's crazy. They seem to think she's afraid of her abilities.

This novella is really enlightening when it comes to Bianca's background when first befriending Finn. Finn was actually a pretty good kid and he seems to have worshipped Damen. He even knew Bianca was the Xing, but the other supernaturals in their class didn't seem to notice. And who is that Rhea woman that showed up at the hospital? Finn and Damen's mom, perhaps?

This shikigami is manipulative as fuck. Finn was trying to help it, but it was killing him and doesn't even care. It's trying to convince Bianca to take on the bond. This must be what landed Bianca in the hospital that time.

So this demon was actually Finn's shikigami who seems to have belong to Damen in one of his previous incarnations. It's trying to explain something to Bianca, but Bianca has no clue as to what she's talking about. What does she mean "what they had"? There's a lot more to this. Apparently, Finn shouldn't have been able to summon this shikigami and he isn't strong enough, which is why Bianca was convinced he was dying.

Why did her adoptive parents send her to a school with other supernaturals that Bianca clearly knows nothing about? These boys bullying her all of a sudden must be shifters and with her being a fae, it's no wonder they're targeting her. The teacher was telling her about rules and I'm guessing it has to do with her powers, but she has no clue. This is a disaster.