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"It's us, Sadie," he says, like that's answer enough. "When have we been bad at anything?"

"Do you always pay such close attention to everything people say?" he demands between short, uneven breaths.

“No. Only what you say."

“But I kept looking for signs that would suggest otherwise. I kept wondering if it was still possible. Because I'm willing to lose everything," he says, his eyes blacker than the surrounding dark-ness, than the sky outside, "so long as I don't lose you."

"I can't pretend to care about the things that once interested me. I can't fall asleep. I play through every look you've ever cast in my direction. I read through your emails over and over until they're carved into my memory. You did this to me," - julius

"Not just a debating championship or some points for a test or a fancy award or a spot in a competition —but my whole heart. My pride. God, my sanity. It would be all over. You would annihilate me."

“You have to understand. If you knew the effect you had on me, how often I think about you, the things I would do for you... I wouldn't stand a chance against you ever again. You would have taken everything from me," he goes on in a rush, like the words are burning him from within, like he has to get it out before the pain becomes overwhelming.

“What I'm realizing is that if you're quiet about the things that hurt you, people are only going to mistake your tolerance for permission. And they're going to hurt you again and again.”

- ray is so funny such a zesty guy lol
- danny is an asshole

- sadie found out that abigail leaked her emails oopsies
- but she ranted abt how much how she likes julius but he was there… HES GOING TO SAY SMT BUT POWER OUTAGE UGHHHH

- ok so wow they went straight first into the water, and they had this whole scene where she vented her feelings saying she hates him and he says he hates her more liek NO YOU DONT
- they watched a movie and they kept secretly looking at each other
- sadie tells horrible horror stories
- anyways rosie apologised to sadie
- sadie found out that abigail leaked her emails oopsies