zoe olesker’s Reviews > Bat Eater and Other Names for Cora Zeng > Status Update
zoe olesker
is 22% done
“the worst part is i know i’m losing. you get a sense for it in games when things aren’t going your way, when it’s better to just start over. but this is my only life and i’m losing already, and i don’t know how to make it stop.”
— Feb 03, 2026 04:26PM
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zoe olesker
is 67% done
“cora has always kept that kind of unwavering trust reserved for only one person. delilah has always been cora’s god. […] even now, with delilah dragged down to some sort of hell, or purgatory, cora is still following her.”
— 20 hours, 44 min ago
zoe olesker
is 66% done
“cora sees something she’s not supposed to see.”
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“i am staring into hell.”
— 20 hours, 54 min ago
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“i am staring into hell.”
zoe olesker
is 55% done
“this is when she dies.”
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“i don’t want to die here.”
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“one moment she’ll be everything all at once, the next she’ll be in pieces too small to be human, not even worth saving.”
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“you don’t have to know someone to mourn them.”
— 22 hours, 58 min ago
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“i don’t want to die here.”
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“one moment she’ll be everything all at once, the next she’ll be in pieces too small to be human, not even worth saving.”
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“you don’t have to know someone to mourn them.”
zoe olesker
is 45% done
“who cares if another chinese girl is dead — they’ll hear me screaming and just put in their headphones and keep walking. even now, you want to walk away from us because it’s gross, because blood and guts make you uncomfortable. but it doesn’t matter if we’re uncomfortable — we don’t get to look away. we’re dying and no one can hear us.”
— Feb 04, 2026 06:15PM
zoe olesker
is 44% done
“‘we can’t just look for white men. you should have looked harder,’ they said. but white men are going after asian girls, and that’s all they have to go on, us being asian. no one wants to look harder at us. to imagine that we’re real people. every day i clean up their brains and blood and i know that a white man coming for me isn’t an if, it’s a when.”
— Feb 04, 2026 06:13PM
zoe olesker
is 38% done
“she has always been a white rabbit ready to dart away.”
i am FREAKED.
— Feb 04, 2026 02:09PM
i am FREAKED.

